Lyric POV:
I couldn't believe Kash had the audacity to bring that board here, he lucky I ain't pop her and his ass.
Ding dong!
I roll my eyes as I look towards the front door , I already knew who it was and right now I ain't wanna be bother but I decided to go towards the door anyways before he starts ringing the door bell like crazy and wake up my Chile.
"What Kash?" I said on the other aide of the door as I lean up against it while looking out the peep hole.
"Open the door Lee, please." He begged as I watch him looking all guilty in the face
"For what?" I said not giving in
"So we can talk , face to face , please mane."
He really had me fucked up when he said man, do I look like one of his homeboys or something?
"Naah girl ion think we have anything to talk about." I said being petty
He sucks his teeth and shakes his head
"Please , I'm sorry babyeh , let me in."
"Get away from the door Kash , before I call the police."
"How you gonna call the police on me , when I live here."
"You must really think a bitch playing , ight." I say pulling out my phone dailing 911
Everything was silent as the phone ring and then they answer on the second ring
"911 what's your emergency?" Says the woman on the other end
"Yes hello ma'am someone is on my property and -"
"Aight aight Lee , damn I'm gone." He says walking away from the door shaking his head
"Never mind ma'am sorry I was mistaken its just one of my family members."
"Next time be sure its an emergency before calling ma'am."
This bitch had the nerve to side talk me.
"Okay bitch and next time don't get soo damn sassy wit me, the fuck!" I said ending the call before she can say anything else.
Everybody really got me fucked up right now!
"Waaaaaaaaaaa." I heard Javier whine from upstairs
I quickly look back out the peep hole to see Kash gone and then I ran back upstairs to take care of Javier
I was glad I got the locks change , Kash wasn't welcome in here at this moment and probably won't be for a while
He better go stay with his Wife in a damn hotel or whatever .
"Its okay baby, mommy's here." I say picking Javier up scooping him into my arms rocking him but he still continues to cry
So I go downstairs and into the kitchen to make him a bottle
After heating up the formula milk in the microwave for 30 seconds I quickly wash off the nipple and started feeding him it
I watch him as he sucks on the nipple while his eyes stay closed the whole time and he's cheeks went to work
The whole time I looked at him the more and more he remind me of Kash
I wanted to be mad at him but a part of me just couldn't , I love Kash with all my heart and to see him do me dirty like this hurt me
Who knows what could've been going on in here while I was in the hospital and he was gone
I wonder were they still messing around or was I just mistaken
Then again I couldn't see why they wouldn't , he already disrespected me by bringing her into our home
So why won't he just finish it off by stabbing me in the heart saying they fucked in OUR bed.
"New message from Fiancée." Say Siri
I roll my eyes as I look over towards the counter where my phone was sitting
Then I slowly went over there as I hold the bottle that was being fed to Javier in one hand while I grab my phone with my other hand
Fiancée 💘😍💍
I'm sorry Lee , I know what I did was stupid and I recognize that. I made a mistake and I cross the line and disrespected you and myself by bringing her there, but I promise you she means nothing to me like the way you do. We didn't do anything 🙅 while she was here I promise you dat 💯, the whole time she was here I was with you in the hospital and when I wasn't I was handle business in the streets , I would never go DAT far and mistreat you, your worth sooo much more than out 💯. Please don't quit on me and give up for the mistake I make, your my Wife 👰 and your gonna always be my Wife and the Mother of Our child 😍💯❤👪 so can you please let me back in and we can work this out?? I miss you and I love you Lee 💘😔
I look at the long text and roll my eyes as I can just imagine the faces he was making while writing this
Me
I'll think about it .. Love you 2 😐
I know I was being difficult but no text message was about to make us back to being good, nope!
Kash haves a lot of making up to do and he also gots a lot of explaining to do.
Fiancée 💘😍💍
Mmm okay 😳 love you sexy and tell my boy I love him too 💯
Me
Okay ..
I sat the phone down as I look back at Javier , who was now done drinking his bottle
I laid a cover on my shoulder then him as I begin to gently pat his back so he can burp
Ding Dong!
Now I was more frustrated then ever
"Ugh who is this now." I mumbled under my breath
I get up and walk towards the front door while patting Javier's back then I looked out the peep hole and saw that it was my mother who's standing there smiling
I slowly started to unlock the doors as I stood to the side and open the door for her
"Hey baby." She says leaning in for a hug
I gave her a hug back and then she looked at Javier
"Is this him?!"
I smiled and nod
"Can I ?" She asked referring if she can hold him
I nodded while handed him to her just in time after he burped
"Be gentle." I tell her as she looks amaze nodding her head grabbing him from me
She holds him softly in her arms as she rocks back n forth making him lightly smile
"Hello handsome." She cooed
I observe the two as I sat there and smile at them while she plays with his nose
"He's beautiful." She says looking up at me
I nod , "He is."
"He looks just like his father." She states which made me roll my eyes
"Yeah I know." I said sounding a Lil annoy
"Why you say it like that?" She ask sounding concern
I shook my head as I lock the door and started walking into the living as she follows behind
"We not on talking terms right now." I stale face her while taking a seat on the leather coach
"Why, what happen?"
I was a Lil hesitate to tell her what really happen, I know she's my mother n all but all this time she's been gone the only person I talk to about stuff like this is Nikki but she's been MIA as of now
"He brought his Wife here." Was all I said as I shake my head to hearing it escape my mouth
She gasp
"What?! What wife?"
"The one he thought I ain't know about."
She shakes her head as I do the same.
"There haves to be some kind of explanation."
"Like what?"
"I don't know but you guys need to talk and work it out, communication is the mist important skill in a relationship Lee. Although me and your father had our differences we always talked it out and made it right between us."
I was listening to what she was saying but it felt so weird to sit here and listen to my mom basically give me advice and have 'girl talk'
"I know , but right now I just need some time to myself and to just focus my all attention to Javier."
She nods in agreement
"We'll just don't keep Kash from his son, that's something you would never want to do Lee and I know you couldn't do anything like that."
"Of course not, he can see his son I just don't want to conversate with him as of now if it haves nothing to do with Javier."
She nods as she looks down at Javier and smile.
What a great welcome home gift , huh?