[personal chat between spence+jon bc this story needs more joncer, even tho they're the 2nd main ship lol]
spenced out: hey
jon(ny boy): hi!!
spenced out: i just
spenced out: i want to say something
jon(ny boy): ok go for it
spenced out: ok so
spenced out: seeing that ryan is moving and brendon is really upset over it
spenced out: it really kinda makes me glad about how im with you
spenced out: like yeah ok i know that bren and ryans situation is rly upsetting but
spenced out: idk like i can't imagine being away from you. like, at all.
spenced out: that sounds clingy and stuff, but its true. i need you. i love you.
spenced out: i love you so fucking much you don't understand.
spenced out: and i know this sounds shitty bc i suck at writing my feelings out, but just know that i love you, no matter what, and im glad to have you in my life. you honestly make me so fucking happy, its ridiculous. im not going to go into self pity mode and say "aw u deserve better :-(" ((even tho its tru but only bc you're a golden GOD who doesn't deserve a mortal human)) but i am going to say this: no matter what happens, like if one of us gets hurt, or moves away, i will always love you the same.
spenced out: idk anymore
jon(ny boy): that was so sweet though im literally crying
jon(ny boy): im coming down there so i can give you smooches.
spenced out: no homo tho,, amiright?
jon(ny boy): bitch u gay as hell
spenced out: but u love me ;)
jon(ny boy): yes bc im gay as hell as well
spenced out: dUDE I SEE YOU COMING THROUGH MY WINDOW WTF
spenced out: I DIDNT THINK YOU'D ACTUALLY COME
jon(ny boy): YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH
jon(ny boy): now open the goddamn door
spenced out: i love you
jon(ny boy): i love you too.
spenced out: but no hetero
jon(ny boy): god fuckxinf damsn it spencer
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sorry if this is short af! but ye! joncer! bc fuck you!
i actually??? relate to spencer rn. bc yes! love! aw! whoo!!
hope you enjoyed!