-Eli-
You know that feeling when you squeeze your eyes closed and all you can see is blackness, but you know that you're conscious. That's exactly how I felt. Except now I can see a light approaching and there's something calming about that. It's a warm light and if I squint hard enough I can see some of my favorite memories. There's me and my dad dancing to Selena and laughing with my mom recording. There's me, Hector, and Jose, opening Christmas gifts, back before.....certain events, tore us apart. I'm pretty sure I'm sitting down...on nothing now and waiting for the next memories to appear. My eyes start to water. I don't know if I feel happy, sad, amazed or amused as the memory of me and Nina meeting for the first time appears on the screen. It looks so fucking real. With that being said I stand up.....on nothing again, and walk closer to that fuzzy light. I reach my hand in and before I know it I'm sucked in. I'm talking blow job sucked in. I'm talking Dae Dae's lip in a vacuum nozzle in next Friday sucked in. I guess reliving this memory won't be so bad.