"Just get through the day"I told myself in the mirror the next morning."you can do it."
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
I had to keep a smile on my face and I had to be strong.
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"Hana I know it's hard but you have to be strong. It's what mom and dad would want."Jason said holding me in his arms.
"How do you know what they would want. There gone Jason. There dead, they are never coming home!
How can I be strong, when everything within me is weak? I don't want to go on living knowing that I will never see them again."
"Don't talk like that! You are stronger, so much stronger than you think. With God we can do all things. We can be strong, we will be strong with Gods help. Hanna please promise me you won't ever do anything to hurt yourself. No matter what happens you can find your strength in God.
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I put my head in my hands falling to my knees. God can't help me now. He didn't save Jason and he won't save me. It's my punishment, and I deserve it.