ACHES [Wattys Winner 2015]

By sneha_pandey

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Ain't we drowning but still floating in our complexities of love and hatred, happiness and sorrow & life and... More

The mirror to my words ( the prelude )
My Melancholy Song
Don't want to be, ME
INSECURITY
Just a perception of you.
No Reason to be!
Good for Nothing
Clear your judging voice.
A Dawn to a Dusk
My Perfect Stranger 1
My Perfect Stranger 2
My Perfect Stranger 3
ILLUSION
My Perfect Stranger 4
My Perfect Stranger 5
My Perfect Stranger 6
My Perfect Stranger 7
SHADOWS
My Perfect Stranger 8
UNCERTAINTY
My Perfect Stranger 9
Trance
My Perfect Stranger 10
My Perfect Stranger 11
My Perfect Stranger 12
Reasons
WE didn't exist
When my soul looked back!
My Dreams, Our Only Hope
Oneness in Agony!
Masks on
There is always somebody
Fear the man in the mirror
What is Hope?
Are we real?
Success and Pride!
Ever heard of Karma?
Freedom
What a girl needs!
Never Loved
I still
Brain or Heart?
We are all alone
This is Miracle
Life is not about
My Hope 1
My Hope 2
My Hope 3
My Hope 4
My Hope 5
My Hope 6
My Hope 7
My Hope 8
You, My only known
My Hope 9
Our Closets
My Hope 10
Memories real, Are they?
Walking all over my heart
You vs my other dream
Jealousy
My Hope 11
My Hope 12
My Hope 13
Can't Sleep
My Hope 14
Why Happiness, Why salvation?
She Froze!
Am I Beautiful enough!
My Hope 15
Our baggages
Cuts of the past
My side of the story
My Hope 16
That, Which shines from inside
Revenge! Bitter or sweet?
I live in my words
I looked for
The Irony of Ironies
Dress out of me
Accept, And be happy
My Hope 17
Undo me!
Hell Hath No Fury
I don't belong
I killed us
The best reply
My Hope 18
The Final Axe
Your touch!
Love at first sight.
Anger Screams
Loved and Lost
My Hope 19(The End)
My cuts
Afraid
Push you away
Why ask me to be real?
Insanity Chained
Jump and Fly
All written in Black
Talent
Courage to Try
To be happy, we lie!
Love Me!
Burn the bridge
Silence before the storm
An anger kill!
A free bird
Poker eyes?
Seasons of my love
My nest, My heart
Fate Lines
I became my Unicorn
Your Embrace, Burns
My brother, a part of me.
Life gave me
Never peeked into real me.
Sometimes, a cry is good
Run & Seize
Some Inane Reason
The clock of life
Noise
I painted her
The sky, your abode
The demon of my insane
My hurt heart
I am a sceptic or am I not.
Unsought Love
Apocryphal Love?
~Moved on~
Three!
Suddenly I become beautiful
Doubt
Keep walking
My best friends.
Mom!
Vertigo
Choking on deceit
Apocalypse
Saw you sleeping
There is just you
World against love 1
World against love 2
Are you crazy?
Assumptions
My feathers!
Unfathomable Love
I will persist
Fake Eyes!
Enamel Erosion.
Vain
A closure
Your kiss
Just me
Feeble wants you
It's all you
My Birthday!
Please read me
Anaesthesia
I'm used to it
My imperfections are yours
Hypophrenia
I made you beautiful
Tech memory
Stage Fright
Happy Rains
Should life be?
Sweet nothings
That smile!
My Timber burns
Disguised Opportunity
Locked Individuality
Pawned Life
When I could dance
Empty, off me
A show that is Life
Closed door
Don't pity me
The girl in the window
1 Dance
My faith in love died
Chasing the same path
Off the hook
Fix me but you can't
Expectations
The Lonely hour
Crushed inside
For the first time!
Paradise
Love and beyond
Replay
They are there
Eclipse
A window in the wall
Journey into your eyes
Learn to let you go
I have you
I love you
Your Last Stay
Live again
No Love for self
You, long gone
I waited for you
Eyes speak
Woman
True Love
Destination
ghosts and love
Renegade
Armageddon
Writing
Not a monk
Small Little Things
Unmatched Matching
Sailing through
Dreams and realities
Obliged
What we choose
Feline anger
You deserve to be loved again
The best happy me
Childhood crush
Bitter or Better?
Grateful to be me
How many times
I see God
Hydrophobic
That extra mile!
Brainsick
Trading Places
No Excuse to be Evil
Versatile Life
Signals will be green!
Do yourself a favour
I am a Mystery
There was a love
Loved love
Blackhole
My confession
Pull Back
A mistake
Drowned yet Afloat
Knowing Self
Invisible 1
Vogue Love
Stranger than fiction
Paint it White!
Queen
Say no
Invisible 2
More of Blue
Else
Wall inside
Scar cried
Fall for you.
You are happy
I Pray
Blazing road
The deep ocean
Fever
The Joker
Nyctophilia
Perfect Love
Self- motivation
Rust and Stardust
Lemon Tree
Am here again
My heart a glass
Our forever
Once again
Not Permanent
Elegance
The beach
Our Story
Nonentity
Still sometimes
Suffocating on my whim
Dear Dad
The Light
Addictive Loneliness
Aches
Stuck with the melody
We complicate ourselves
About Attitude
Childhood
A true dreamer
Scars are good
Page of my heart
Awesome as you
1 a.m
Just a Reflection
High of life.
Rock to Soil
Voice
Grit
The Desolate Girl
Her!
Our kind of beautiful
For the Amazing Readers(300)
Sometimes
Lights
Broken in the glass
Frequency
Washed Away
It disappeared
Music Teacher
Evil Chasing
Self-cide
Dusshera
In my dreams
Ultimate escape
Regrets
A simple Hello
Words
Time and Love
My best possible
Terrorism
Wandering back to you
My dark tunnel
Feminism
The only
The Fallen Depth
The riding Leather
I feel too much
Blindness
Broken
I and U
Spark.
Rivalry of tragedy
Friend-Zoned
Twisted Souls
Bearing Pain
False Monks
Cherophobic
Your name
Tears on Sleeve
Your mind
Slipping in Oblivion
Raving Strength
Streaming Life
Shadow of woes
Burning me
A chance
Many Deaths
The Imperfect Diamond
Dream, Slipping away
Best Friend
What went wrong?
Red to Orange
Sunshine
I will be there
The only way, I have you
Desolate Heaven
Bid Goodbye
Living my share!
Moving on from me
Blues and Beyond
Amnesia
Randomness
Forgotten
Detoxifying
Callous Heart
Mirage
Even if it's not me
Bye
Drunk in love
Drenching in your Miseries
High
Long-Distance
Still a Slave
Induced Happiness
Numbness in my Bubble
His monster kill
Redundancy
Recurrent dream
Hunter and the prey
The Tease
Love Again
Parasitic Love
Are you?
Nature & Man
Nail in my coffin
Life changing Pain
Shades of your Colors
Irreparable scars
Shine
Stay
One Day
Arrogant Road
Shakti

With But Without you

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By sneha_pandey


The wall of the ceiling,

Listening my cries,

Reflects into my conscience,

Twinkling next to me, your silver eyes .


The haze of the air,

Walks upto me,

Divulging your beautiful face 

Into the strands of whites and black.

Shifting with your smiles,

And moves into me as cut by the ice.


The clouds whisper through thunders,

Of your voice, soft and calling my name.

Roaring into my memories,

Of your presence in my vigour of life.


The air sometimes,

Screeches through my skin,

And makes the impression of your touch,

Still warm and alive,

Very much,

Unlike you.


The fate lines,

Still read of you by my side.

The heart still flutters by your name,

Honking as I realise the truth.

The breaths gasp through the impossible

Of you, not here.


I don't know,

How to go on

How to move on

How to live

How to be

Without you.


So, I will keep finding you in every pattern.

In every turn,

Every crest and fall.

So, I will keep living this way,

With you,

But without you.




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