December 1, 1878
a month has passed since the disappearance of Jacob stern, including the disappearance of Eva bellamor however a knot comes to my stomach making me feel uneasy, it has been a while as well of not seeing the Templars and my worriness alone has kept me distracted not allowing me to sleep at night or even complete my contract's successfully, it has been a long and rough past month
I have come to realize that I need Jacob, I miss his charming insults always calling me names, his cocky grin and just his presence alone soothes me, I have come to realize that I yearn for Jacob however if I do see him I'm not sure what I would do
I have also become paranoid in the last months, I think I keep seeing Eva at the corner of my eyes, everywhere I go I could've sworn I've seen her but no real proof has shown up making me think all my worry's have make me gone mad
I however must take my leave for the night, hopefully I'll be able to sleep
Goodnight
- Nova Kenway