High
by Dillon Collins
I'm hot and sweaty and i got the shakes,
i'm dying to see how much longer it takes,
how much longer it takes till i get high again,
how much longer it takes till i allmost die again.
They put me in the center for all of my bad habits,
but all that that did was make me almost rabid,
i 'm dying inside a little more each day,
wondering if I should end it all and kill the pain.
But there's this church person here,
who sais i should get to know God and get religion.
I think I might look into that before i make my final decision.
Because i really don't want to die except to ease the pain,
so if i can do that without dying, well hey, it might just stop the rain.
It's been a couple of years now since i talked to that lady,
it's been a couple of years since the Lord up an' saved me,
I owe it all to that lady in the center,
even though I am still at heart a sinner.
So thats my story the ups and the downs,
now my life is going great so is the direction i'm bound.