Suga P.O.V
I was walking home after spending time with Alex.
We'd eaten lunch together.
She seemed upset though .
But we did have a little fun.
It's sad knowing that we'll never see her again.
But she does have my phone number.
Wait!! I checked my phone.
September 4th.
What?!?! Her 15th birthday was tommorow?!?!!
I know this because it's on her library card.
Is that why she was depressed?
I mean spending it with your drunk sister who hates you mustn't be very fun.
I started running home.
When I entered the dorm I screamed "JEON JUNGKOOK!!!!!!" I ran into his room.
He was shocked "hyung?! What?" He had headphones in.
I ran over and yanked them out.
"Ya! Suga!" He protested when I shoved my phone in his face.
"LOOK!!" I was pointing at the screen.
He squinted. "I don't get it"
I swatted him.
"Ow." He just looked bored with me.
I heard someone come out of the bathroom I saw v in pjs.
"Yah V!" I ran to him and repeated what I did to kookie.
v just shook his head "I'm confused"
"Yah!!!!!"I jumped up and down.
"TOMMORW IS ALEXS BIRTHDAY!!! SHES TURNING FIFTEEN!"
The they stood up .
V clapped .
Jungkook just started looking nervous.
"What the hell is up with all the shouting?" Jin entered "oh sugas here. That explains it" he was about to walkout when I explained the situation.
"Ah. Right. Nice kookie. So what are you going to do?" We all looked to him. The other members had entered right after Jin.
"I...I.....I don't know" Jungkook just rubbed his neck. He looked seriously confused.
"Well you have to do something!!!! You love her after all!!!!!!" I elbowed him.
When I said love he froze for a few seconds.
"Hyung I.....I....don't want to rush her." He calmly said then walked into the kitchen.
We all followed. There were no kdramas in the uk so this was our equivalent.
"What do you mean?! She said 15!!!" Jimin was confused now too.
We all were why didn't kookie want to do anything?
He got a glass of water and just sipped it. I walked over and swatted it out of his hands. Everyone was shocked.
I don't know what has come over me . I just know if he doesn't make a move he'll regret it for the rest of his life.
He just stood there. Broken glass around his feet.
I looked to Jin "sorry Omma , just clean it please. I'll....we'll be back"
Jin nodded . I grabbed Jungkook and shoved some shoes in his arms and we walked out.
We had been walking for 10 minutes in silence.
"Kookie...i...just"
He looked down and said "I know. I should but...I just don't to pressure her"
I was suprised.
"What do you mean?! She likes you kookie! And you like her!"
He shoved his hands in his pockets and nodded. His gaze still at his feet.
"Look Suga. She told me about her dad." I gawked.
"But...waii.ttt...what?" He looked up and explained what she said to him.
"Oh." Her mom had a child young?
"Yeah but kookie.....your different....she trusts you"
He looked up. "You think?"
"Duh!!!" I ruffled his hair. He smiled.
"Fine ....but I'm not confessing" I jumped back..
"What?!!!!"
"Look I'm going to wait" I shook my head.
"No...kookie"
He stepped back from me.
"Suga. I know what I'm doing. IT IS ABOUT ME AND HER NOT YOU." I was shocked at his tone, but I nodded.
"Fine. But you don't have a long time. But if that's what you want I'll help you"
He smiled and side hugged me.
Jungkook P.O.V
I knew what I was doing.
I know her.
She's special.
And I'd be creepy desperate if I confessed on the day of her turning 15.
I'm really grateful that Suga backed off and agreed to help me.
I love these guys.
But I love her more.
Alex P.O.V
It was 11:30pm.
I'd be 15 in 30 minutes.
And I'd be alone.
I decided whilst watching Attack on Titan, that at 16 I'd move out.
I mean it was legal.
And I'm sick of here.
I turned off the tv and I decided to go for a walk.
Stupid I know, it was late and dangerous. But I was tired of the house.
I was wearing a big old jumper of my dads. I know he was evil but it was a warm jumper. And I liked wearing something that was one worn by the guy who I'm half made of.
It was like I was near him and I didn't have to deal with the crap that the real him created.
And some skinny black jeans.
I was walking down a little pavement when I just fell down.
I just sat there curled up in a ball on the ground.
I just felt so many emotions.
I just sat there silently crying.
I hate this life.
I want to have a better one. With him.
But by him.
Do I mean Jungkook?
But am I ready?
Is he someone I trust not to hurt me?
Is he someone who will be there when I need him?
I need him now.
I felt one more tear drip down my face.
I looked at my watch.
11:59.
One minute.
59..
58..
57..
56...
55...
I just hugged my knees.
I closed my eyes.
When my watched beeped.
I knew it was 12.
I opened my eyes.
And I saw something I'll never forget,
Jungkook.
Kookie.
He was kneeling too.
We were face to face .
He was cupping my face and wiping my tears away with his thumbs.
He smiled. And I nearly died.
He was so amazing.
I cried a little. Then he helped me up.
We just stood there hugging for about 10 minutes.
I stepped back.
And just looked at him.
He smiled.
I did too.
BEEEEEPPPP BEEEEEEEPP!!!
I jumped up.
The clock read 9:21am
I realized it was a dream.
I'd fallen asleep whilst watching tv.
But I was awake due to my stupid alarm.
I pushed it off my bedside table.
I was 15 now.
I walked into the bathroom. Showered. Got dressed.
Shoved my shoes on grabbed an apple and my bag. I walked out the door.
I mean no one was here celebrating my birthday so why should I?
It was slightly raining today.
I was in mostly black again. I felt down.
Black jeans. Red high tops. And my checkered red and black shirt. Undone white vest.
I decided to chance being struck by lighting, I put in my headphones.
I pressed shuffle and just walked.
I found myself at the cafe where I first properly met the guys.
I ordered a Chocolate Shake.
I still had one headphone in.
Bastille's Pompei was playing.
I looked out the window.
I pulled out my sketchbook.
I felt inspired I drew a few sketches.
I'd probably spend all day here.
I mean that's better then boiled packet noodles with my drunk sister right?
Jungkook P.O.V
What to do for her birthday?
The guys had something planned.
They decided I could surprise her first. Then hang out a little.
And then we'd meet them and do their thing.
But I wanted it to be special.
Something she'd remember.
It was already 10:00 am .
Her actual birthday.
I needed to hurry up.
Suga ran into my room.
"Yah! Kookie p!! Hurrrrrrrreeeeeeeee!!!" He poked me several times then grabbed his shoes and left my room.
He'd been all hyper ever since yesterday.
Actually he'd been acting less "manly" and "Suga like" ever since meeting her.
I think she is a good influence on him.
He's more like a brother.
But to be honest ,
We've all changed.
Me the most.
I am brave one day...
A coward the next...
Then I had an idea.
It hit me like a bullet.
I ran out.
"Kookie?" Jin looked confused.
I just grabbed my wallet and my old converse..
"I'll....I'm.....just...wait!..." I couldn't explain.
Jin just nodded. I smiled in thanks.
The door was basically shut when I saw Suga try to run to me.
But I just ran. I had a lot things of to do and not very time...
Alex P.O.V
It was now 12:00 . I'd been here for hours. I'd had 3 drinks.
I payed and left.
I was walking home. When I realized I forgot my sketchbook again.
I groaned and jogged back.
But I bumped into someone....
A guy....