Calum's mouth moved against mine and my eyes snapped open. He groaned against me as I pushed his chest back harshly with my hand.
"What the fuck?" I exclaimed, watching him pant as he pulled back.
"I don't understand; why don't you like me?" He asked, hurt and confused.
"What can I do more? I try so hard, just hoping that one day, I may see the look of caring or love in your eyes. I don't know what I'm always doing wrong!" Calum yelled, and I cringed, wanting to disappear into thin air.
"Because I'm in love with Luke!" The words escaped my mouth and I have never regretted anything more in my entire life.
"W-what?" Calum asked, and I cursed, hitting myself in the head.
Why am I so fucking stupid?
"I didn't say anything," I countered softly.
"It sounded like you said you were in love with your stepfather."
I was crying again, for the fifth time today. "He's not my stepfather. They got a divorce," I cried, shaking my head, and I realized I wasn't only trying to convince Calum, but myself as well.
"I love him, and he's gone."
Calum's nostrils flared in anger and jealousy, and I watched him walk closer to me. For a split second, I thought he was going to strike me, but instead he pulled me into an embrace.
"Don't say that. He's not gone yet."
I sobbed into his shoulder pathetically as he rubbed soothing motions into the side of my arm. I knew that letting him comfort me was a bad idea, for the both of us, but under these situations my life has been tossed into, I could no longer think straight to make a smart decision.
I could hear him mumbling words against my temple but I couldn't make them out. There was only one thing I could hear, though, and it hurt me more than it should have had.
"Why is it always Luke? Why do they always chose Luke?"
1.Hey so like does anyone know how to make good book covers? I wanna make one for my next story and I either need ideas or someone to give credit to lol. So yeah MESSAGE ME ALL YOU TALENTED PEOPLES. :)
2. I forgot to mention but damn I got some young readers. Haha. Awk.
3. WE HIT 40 K guys I think we can get at least 50 K by the time this ends :(
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