Jason's P.O.V
Deceased?
Cassie?
I won't believe it.
Cassie's parents are frozen,I don't dare look at them just at the girl in front of me.
"What room is she in?" I ask calmly
"C10,you can go and see her if you want..one visitor at a time" she says adding the last part after hesitation.
I immediately walk-no run towards Cassie's room. As I bust through the doors closing and locking them after wards and turn towards her I can't believe my site.
Cassie's not Cassie laying in front of me is a girl that looks fragile and pale, a girl that's ready to give up,that's not a girl I know. Cassie is strong and has the most gorgeous tan I've ever seen she won't show you her feelings that time I was in the hospital was the first time ever that I've seen her cry,my girl is a leader.
I walk up to her,quietly as if she might wake up at any second even close up she looked horrible but there still was a piece of Cassie left I could see it.
That's when I felt something wet hit my hand,I look down at the hand I just placed on top of Cassie's and see a drop of water sliding down my hands to hers.
I reach up with my other hand and touch my cheek.
What's this?
Why is my cheek wet?
I never show emotion.Never
I'm crying..for Cassie.
I just have a faint smile on my face,"Princess don't you give up on me,your stronger than that..baby please I-..." I stop my sentence halfway afraid of what I was going to say next.
I need a doctor in here I want them to use that thingy that charges the heart..what's it called again?
I pick up the phone that's not the dresser next to Cassie dialing the number on the sticky next to it I hold my breath pick up pick up pi-"Yes" I hear someone say.
"Hi, um can you guys bring someone in C10 so they can give Cassie Miller one last shot? I want them to use that things on her when you rub it together and press it to the chest." I say nervously. Do they even use that anymore.Being a gang leader and all I know I'm supposed to know what's what but right now my mind is blank I just remember a movie with them using that.If this person was someone other than Carrie i probably would have just...done nothing.
"Right away sir" the person says then the line goes dead.
Moments later the door burst open and a elderly woman-doctor walks in with a big case in her hands.
"Why hello there, this will be a simple procedure,3 tries then no more alright?" She says
"Alright"
"Ok here we go count with me now" she says as she plugs in the equipment,undoing the buttons on Cassie's hospital dress/gown thing,hmm I never even noticed she had it on. But of course I looked away respectively.
Alright here goes
"1" du du dun the machine makes a weird noise while Cassie's body goes up then down..her pulse is still the same..gone
"2" Come on Princess please wake up come on. I feel tears threatening to spill but I won't let them but of course one seems to slide down any ways.
"3" Cassie... The tear that was on my face slides down and stops for a little bit before it falls on top of Cassie's hand.
It's now or never come on...come on Cassie Wake Up
After a pause I see the doctor give a sigh and start unplugging the machine when I hear it.
At first it's faint but then it gets a little stronger that's when I feel someone squeeze my hand.Cassie, I look down at her and see her squeeze her eyes shut,"Five more minutes" she grumbles me and the doctor laugh at her comment
"Come on Cassie open your eyes" I begged still not believing she was alive.
"Jason,is that you?" Cassie ask questioningly
"The one and only Jason McCann" I say cockily
She just lets go of my hand and flips me off by now the doctor was halfway out of the room she turned and gave me a wink before she was gone.
"Who was that?" Cassie ask
"Oh just the doctor" I say
I guess realization of where she was hit Cassie because at first her face showed confusion then sadness then anger before it went neutral and I couldn't tell how she was feeling.
"Oh" was all she said.
Knock-Knock
Who's knocking on the door?
"Come in" I say
The door opens to show Cassie's parents
It was as if god himself was on the hospital bed and not Cassie. Cassie's parents rushed to her and started hugging and kissing her while Cassie just sat up frozen.
After a while her parents pulled away noticing her distance."Cassie,sweetie are you alright you had us so scared?!" Her mom says full of emotions.
"I'm fine.Have you seen Sarah or Paige yet?" She ask dismissing the question about her being okay quickly and moving to her sisters.
Her parents immediately take a step back after she asked the question and started shuffling their feet like nervous kids who are nervous about telling the truth.
"No we haven't" her dad whispers
Am I missing something here?
Cassie just bares her teeth
Uh-oh
"You guys haven't seen either one of them the whole time you've been here?!? Ugh your supposed to go and see them make sure their okay! That's what a true mo- dad would have done" she snarls.
Somebody call 911 Cassie is about to kill her parents
Her mom flinches after Cassie's done probably hurt of how Cassie just said dad and not mom.
"Sweetie we just wa-" her dad starts to say but Cassie cuts him off."I don't care what you guys wanted the only thing I care about is making sure Sarah and Paige are okay!" She yells
All if a sudden I feel like I'm intruding,the meaning of Cassie's words also has something to do with something I could tell by the way she was glaring at her mom.
Once I start walking towards the door Cassie turns her head to me,"Leaving already McCann?"
I look at her for a moment and that's when I finally see it when she opens up to me I see a broken girl with a dark past and bright future a girl that's not very comfortable with her mom and most of all a girl that needs some love and support.
I'll be that person.
I lightly shake my head at her and sit down in the chair by the door.
She turns her head back to her parents and I could just feel her hatred toward them.Her mom had just opened her mouth to say something when the door bust open and a frantic looking Chaz and Ryan come in.
"Code Red" was all that I could comprehend from their deep breathing.
I froze
Code Red~ Gang is under severe attack and on the run.Headquarters have been taken over by someone else. The cops found us.
How did this happen? That bastard cop I talked to! He must be the one
I jump up from my seat Gang Leader McCann activated and for good I've been missing a lot of things just by caring its time to stick to one thing and one thing only
Being a Gang Leader
"Tell everyone to report to the headquarters in NY they'll never suspect it,Also tell them to split up and go different directions to confuse cops have half report to M1 and the other half to M3 so they can take the trip to NY in my private jets Lets Go we have no time to waist no one is safe anymore I'll get there as soon as I can don't worry about me" I say harshly
With one quick nod in my direction a wave in Cassie's and a short wave to her parents they were gone.
Shit I run my hand through my hair trying to concentrate. What's there to think about I'm making em move so why am I second guessing it? Oh right of course Cassie I don't want to leave her.
I look up in her direction and smirk "Wanna go on a little road trip? I'll have your sisters be deported to a secret island of mine where my top doctors are they can help them both your parents will stay there too,where you go? I don't know that's your choice"
At first the room is silent then Cassie gives me a blank look,"I'd rather stay here thank you very much". It was as if knives were staving my heart for some reason when she said that I just wanted to hug her."Cassie you can't stay here we're banned and have a warrant out for our arrest" I say calmly
"I don't give a fuck I'm not going any where with you i want to stay with my sisters not be with you I hate you, you might have helped me wake up I thank you for that but that's the only thing you've done while I've done lots for you I'm done with you being in my life alright just go back to your girlfriend leave me alone" Cassie half yells.
What?
What did I do?
I felt like I had been ran over by a car then bit by a thousand snakes, set on fire, cut into pieces... The list goes on and on.
But if that's how she wants it then so be it I can shut her out easily starting...now I felt cold and heartless just like how I was supposed to be.
Turning towards Cassie's parents I give them a nod and in return they give me understanding looks and her mom mouths she doesn't know what she wants if that was supposed to help it didn't.
How can she not know?
I know what I want..her
But that's gone now over with a long deep breath my feelings were gone emotions gone everything I would never be the same again is this what she wanted to see me turn into a monster? Well here it is and I'm not going back
Not even hell would be able to face me and my wrath
I'm already storming out of Cassie's room when I realize I have to make a couple stops.
Hours later I'm finally heading out towards my car hiding from the police easily.
I guess I'm going to New York. That's were the gang and I went last time after we got banned from Canada. I feel suddenly calm well not really I'm just happy I did what I did... You'll find out later.
I sent a quick text to Chaz telling him I was on my way to M2 where he and Ryan should be waiting for me we always rode together.
I might have lost Cassie but I still have a gang to take care of and that's my top priority right now along with a couple other things.
Adios you won't be hearing from me anytime soon.