*Play Lullaby by Tink as you're reading*
Sanai
I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be everything you ever dreamed
(Lullaby lullaby lullaby)
I'm gonna sing oh so sweet, boy you make my heart skip a beat
(Lullaby lullaby lullaby)
I don't wanna open my eyes, you give me life
You ease my mind like a lulla-lullaby
La la la la, la la la la, you ease my mind like a lullaby
I looked into Skylar's eyes intently as we laid in the bed facing each other and I sung Tink's lyrics to him. All I could think about was how much I loved him and how much I was gonna miss him when he leaves tomorrow.
Words can't explain this vibe that you've given me baby
Above every ocean higher than a soaring plane
Is where you'll find me and my baby
Just like the stars in the sky, I hope you know you shine so bright to me
My only wish before I die, is that you able to spend your life with me
Cause...
[Chorus:]
I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be everything you ever dreamed
(Lullaby lullaby lullaby)
I'm gonna sing oh so sweet, boy you make my heart skip a beat
(Lullaby lullaby lullaby)
I don't wanna open my eyes, you give me life
You ease my mind like a lulla-lullaby
La la la la, la la la la, you ease my mind like a lullaby
I ran my thumb across his left eyebrow and he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.
"Don't do this to me, ma." He pleaded, his eyes beginning to water.
Three little words but they mean so much
Where would I be at without your love
Can't give it up, I'm a overdose
Swear every night I pray you know
The money don't mean nothing, Ill still ride till the wheels fall off
And maybe that'll mean somethings, most of these girls they don't want your heart
They wanna waste your time, I'm just so glad you're mine
You make me wanna cry lulla-lullaby
He let his tears flow as he continued to look me in my eyes. I reached to wipe his tears and he grabbed my hand and kissed it. We looked at each other deeply as if we were mentally mapping out every facial feature so as to never forget them.
"I don't think love fully describes how deep my feelings are for you Skylar. You're my diamond in the rough. I had to look past all that nonsense but in the end I found something precious. It was worth every argument, fight, and tear. I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat if it meant I'd have you in my life. You challenge me. You test me. You push me to limits. I always doubted myself but I never once doubted you. You cared about hurting me and was willing to throwing away something you always wanted if it meant that I would be unhurt. I appreciate it all, Skylar. I couldn't ask for a better man."
In response he buried his face into my neck and cried. I could only imagine the thoughts that was going through his head.
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The epilogue is next....