I don't care,
go on and tear me apart
I don't care if you do,
'Cause in a sky, 'cause in a sky full of stars
I think I saw you
7688
xxxxxxx
I stared the ocean ahead of us sitting beside Luke with his hand on my knee. We didn't feel like talking or anything probably because we were both speechless from the amazing view ahead of us.
"Hi guys" I turn my head and see Kira approaching us with Calum and Ashton on her side
"Oh hey, I didn't know you guys would come" I smile warmly and Kira sits next to me
"They weren't supposed to" Luke rolled his eyes and tighten his grip on my skin
"But we're here anyways" Calum smiled and stared at me "Wow, I see some wild marks over here" he points to my collarbone filled with bruises from the last time Luke touched me
"We've got bruises here too" Ashton says from behind Luke, staring his scratched back "Wild children" he shakes his head
"Fuck off, guys" Luke growls and I smile
I spot Kira staring Calum as he takes his tank top off, revealing his beautiful torso.
"Eyes on the prize, am I right?" I whisper to her, making sure no one listens
She blushed to the color of red and adjusted shyly her red glasses
"Stop, Liza" her voice is so sweet, I think she likes him
"Is there something going on?" I ask staring her eyes
"No" she sighs and looks down "Can we talk about this in private?" she bites her lower lip, afraid of people listening
"Sure, follow my lead" I stand up and take my shirt off. After those boys stared me I wasn't comfortable in my bikini anymore so I had put on my shorts and shirt "Kira and I are going to find a bathroom, we'll be right back" I smile and nod, she takes her top off and wow
For a shy geeky Kira she is fit. She even has a belly button piercing, I am very impressed.
"You still have this thing?" Luke asks her with a frown
"Y-yes, I like it" she blushes again
"Get off her case" I spat and roll my eyes "Let's go Kira" I take her hand and feel the boys staring us. I glance back and catch a very focus Calum looking straight to Kira
I really hope he likes her too
Luke's POV
"Is it just me or Kira is very hot?" Ashton asks and an angry wave hits me
"Fuck off, she's my sister" I growl, these boys aren't good enough for sweet K
"She sure is" Calum says "Very hot, I mean" he blushes.
"Start putting your hopes down because non of you will get busy with her" I make sure I sound clear
"You're no fun" Ashton complains with an eye roll "And what about Mrs. 6463?"
"She's off limits too" I say instantly
"We're aware, but I mean you two look very close" He continues and Calum nods "And those love bites, wow"
"They made a bet" Hood says chewing some chips he brought along "And I'm very sure Luke will lose"
"Why'd you say it?" Ashton asks
"Because he hasn't been with a girl since she showed up, this means one thing" he pauses to be dramatic "He has feelings for her"
"Bullshit" I call it
"Do not lie to your mates, it's bro code" Cal rolls his eyes
"I don't have feelings for her" I say it out loud knowing I'm lying
"If you have one feeling it's game over" Ashton says while watching the girls from far. They're walking away and even if I try to look to another girl my eyes go straight to Liza
How am I supposed to get laid when all I think about is her?
Liza's POV
"So I've been eyeing Calum since year one" Kira says blushing "He had never payed attention in me because I'm Luke's sister and well, Luke is very jealous I bet he'd never allow his friend to take his sister on a date"
"Don't let Luke get in the way" I say simply "If you like Calum go for it, don't bother with Luke not liking the idea, it's not his life"
"It's not that simple" she looks down "I mean, I'd be more brave if I knew Calum's feeling, I can't risk it all and end up in the friendzone because he doesn't feel the same"
"You could drop some hints" I smile "Little signs that he can make a move"
"Like?"
"Next time you two are talking laugh at his stupid jokes and tell him how funny he is then touch his arm" I smile and touch her arm to show her how it's done "It's simple but effective"
"I don't know, Liza" she bites her lips
"Just be brave" I give her a hug "Let's go back before your brother starts to hunt us down"
We join the boys and carry a small talk, after a bit I feel like leaving. Everyone wants to get into the water but I don't want to take my shorts off. I tell Luke I'm feeling tired and he agrees, telling everyone we're leaving.
On the way back home he places his hand on my thigh like he always does and I stare him. He looks so focussed on the road, his jawline is sharp and sexy, his mouth is pink and fresh, his sunglasses are hung perfectly on his face like they were handmade
"You're staring me" he mutters squeezing his hand on my thigh
"Is that wrong?" I lick my lips and place a hand on his thigh
"Don't tease me, Liza" he warns me but I'm already in the mood
My hand climbs up his thigh and he shifts in his seat. I don't break eye contact and move my small hand to above his bulge. He sighs deeply and bites his lower lip.
"Liza..." it comes out as an warn but its sexy
"Lucas" I tease
I feel himself under my hand growing hard. Luke clenched his jaw when I pressed my palm over him.
"Fucking hell" his knuckles are white on the steering wheel "We're almost home, please" he begs
I smile and kiss his cheek
"Just because you begged" I take my hand off him and rest it over his hand on my thigh.
Shortly we reach my home, Gammy had texted me a while back saying she's taking Zoe to the mall. Luke rushes out of the car and picks me up, throwing my body over his back.
"You'll get it now, young lady" he runs up the stairs and lock my door after throwing me on bed
I smile, bitting my lower lip. He hovers over me, parting my legs fitting his body in between. His lips meet mine and he smiles during the kiss. I feel butterflies in my stomach. His hands work fast to take my shirt off and he kiss my stomach and unbutton my shorts, when he takes the piece off he kisses my scars on my thigh
When his lips met my bruised legs, kissing each and every scar carefully I feel like crying. This is his way to let me know he's okay with whatever kind of troubled mind I might have. His lips are gentle so as his hands against my hips. Tears come to my eyes and I swipe them away before he faces me. He smiles and brings his lips to mine.
I lock my hands around his neck as finding a comfortable position to my legs, pressing my heels on his lower back. He kisses my necks making more marks
"You'll turn me purple" I saw giggling
"People need to know you are mine" he smirks and presses his hips against mine, making me moan.
I arch my back when he slips his hand into my underwear. First he rubs my core with his fingertip making me arch my back. I bite my lower lip as he stares me eyes deeply while increasing his movements down there.
"Always so wet for me" he pecks my lips with a smile
He slides two fingers and swirls them into me, I pray for mercy feeling a knot forming up in the pit of my stomach. He kisses my neck while thrusting his fingers in and out of me. It doesn't feel like the first time he did it, on the first time it felt like he was being mean now I can feel the care and his pleasure in making me feel pleasure.
The whole thing feels different than the other times we touched each other. Yes the want and the desire are still here, but every time he touches my skin the spot where he touched lights up. My mouth is crack open saying his name like a prayer.
"Yes, say my name" he buries his head in the crook of my neck, keeping his pace strong in me
he hits my g-spot making my back and neck arch, cursing his name loudly.
"Babe, please" I beg looking into his eyes
Begging for him now doesn't feel bad or like an obligation. Now it's pure lust. I get what he told me in the beginning, I want to keep begging for as long as he pleases me.
"Say it again" he swirls his fingers again making my walls clench
"Luke, please" I bite my lower lip feeling close to the edge
"That's not how you called me" he smirks, pecking my lips
"Baby" I repeat and he looks pleased
He takes his shorts off in a swift move putting his huge member in display
"Please tell me you're on the pill, I want to feel you" he says in the crook of my neck, taking his fingers off of me and rubbing his tip over my core
"Yes" and I really am, I just didn't mention it last time because he sleeps with tons of girls and it's just gross. But I know he hasn't been seeing any since we met.
He smiles like he just won the lottery. When he slides himself in me I can see stars and the whole world is happy again.
I don't worry about my parents anymore, or making Zoe happy. I'm just happy for myself because of him. That's his effect on me. That's the high he puts me into, making an addict of me.
"Fuck" he mutters against my neck, thrusting in and out quickly but hard "I love how tight you are" he bites my neck
He thrust all of him and I arch my back. Damn this boy is big.
"I just can't get enough of you" his hands grip tightly against my hips
I move my hips up giving him more room to make me feel him.
"I'm so close" I mutter, tugging his hair by its roots
his movements are slow then fast then slow again, driving me crazy. He bites the skin of my shoulder as he says my name
I clench my walls around him and he moans so loud I swear I can feel the room shaking. I come undone watching him bitting his lip, shortly after he comes too kissing my forehead. He rest his weight on his arms on each side of my head, preventing his body to crush mine. I don't want him out of me, it makes em feel empty.
I move my hips are we stare each other.
I pull him closer kissing him again, as I scratch his back harshly.
"I swear to God if I wasn't so tired I'd bang you until you forget your name" he bites my swollen lips
"You already did" I smile
He slides himself off me and lies next to me, bringing my tired body closer to his. I lie my arm over his torso. I have to tell him what I'm feeling, I can't hide it anymore.
Every time I look into his eyes I feel like screaming to the world I love him. I don't care if he doesn't love me back, I don't care about losing the bet, I don't care if we'll never be for real. I have to tell him.
When I gather courage to do so and look into his eyes I find the blonde boy asleep. He's snorting lightly with his lips parted a little bit, making him look so adorable.
I pull the covers up covering us and snuggle myself in his arms.
...
Me at 11:26am
Meet me at your locker, I need to talk to u
Luke <3 <3 at 11:27am
Okay babe, already heading there
When I woke up this morning he was downstairs making us breakfast, after we dropped Zoe off we headed to school. I needed to talk to him, to tell him I love him. I'm very nervous. The last boy I loved called me a cheap whore when I refused to fuck him drunk in the middle of the night, he used to beat me up because he loved me and didn't want anyone to steal me from him. I'm scared but keeping this love in me scares me more.
I tell Kira we'll meet for next class but before I really need to see Luke. I reach his locker and there he is looking flawless with his Green Day shirt and old converse. He's scrolling his phone up and down, probably checking his twitter.
"Hey" I stop in front of him, turning my back to the nearly empty hallway.
"Hi beautiful" he smiles, touching my nape and pecking my lips "Wanted to talk to me?"
"Yeah, I need to tell you one thing" I say, bitting my lower lip
"You and Kira are friends, I know" he sighs "I made peace with it"
I smile, pecking his lips
"Yeah, that too but there's something else" I look down, licking my lips "Something very important"
"Okay" he says slowly, frowning his brows "Just tell me babe"
I sigh, gathering courage. It's now or never. I look to him and clear my throat
"I'm in lo-" I stare his deep blue eyes but he's not looking at me anymore, he's focusing on something behind me
I twist my body and spot a tall beautiful blonde girl. I look at him then at her. She's staring right into his eyes and he's doing the same, like I wasn't even here. His mouth is cracked open holding her gaze.
You can feel the electricity running between them. I felt embarrassed because I understand it. I'd look the same if the one I love came back to me.
Ashley came back to him.