'I live the life I deserve, blessed
F- a vacay I feel better at work
I mean whatever it's worth, I give whatever I'm worth
For my niggas who gon' go to Hell and back for me
I'mma give 'em Heaven on Earth
Or a hell of a check, yeah, whichever come first
Blessings on blessings on blessings
Look at my life, man, that's lessons on lessons on lessons
I treat the beat like it's a reverend
I tell the truth like father, forgive me, these are all my confessions
Man, this wasn't luck, it was destined
I done lost homies who been with me since Ed, Edd and Eddy
Who flip like confetti
And then when you back, they back to call you "dog"
That sh- gettin petty, bit-, don't give no dap to me, nigga
Funny thing about talking behind my back
Is that it just keep coming back to me, nigga
Was off for a sec, now it's back to me, nigga, you mad at me
This ain't what I want, man, this what it had to be
This is that late night working after three, man
This is why my old girl was mad at me
This why I'm your majesty, man
The clique is the tightest, the pussy the tightest
The drinks are the coldest, the future the brightest
The feat not divided, the love is divided
And I just gotta thank God that we got it
Blessed
I don't know what I would do without it
Crew look like we robbed a bank, but all we make is deposits
Your prophet will profit, oh God
I'm here for a good time, not a long time, you know I
I haven't had a good time in a long time, you know I. '
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"I'm wayyyy up! I feel blessed!" Riley sings along listening to the radio.
I smile remembering when she interview bombed Stephen and was singing that . I was in the bathroom so Stephen had to deal with the crazy for a while.
Speaking of Stephen he's actually in the passenger seat texting whomever, he has been busy on his phone since I picked him up.
I look in the review mirror , Riley mouth opened wide as she yawned continuing her song right after.
"Riley baby aren't you sleepy?" I ask .
She shakes her head telling an obvious lie since her eyes told the truth.
I give her 4 minutes .
Stephen signs shutting off his phone pushing it back in his pocket frustrated. I decide to brake my vow of silence against him ,since he did win today and I do wanna celebrate with him.
"Ayesha?" I ask .
"Yeah..."he looks over at me shocked , not sure if it's because that I spoke to him or that I knew it was Ayesha."how'd you know?" He ask.
"I took a lucky guess and... Only Ayesha has you frustrated after texting or talking on the phone,I have lived with you for a long time,Stephen," I tell him driving into the familiar neighborhood.
"Oh..well um ,Ayesha is pissing me off she's flipping out because she wanted me to come pick up Riley and how you ruin the party and other crap,"he says trying not curse in front Riley .
Even though Riley already heard every cuss word there is thanks to Stephen and Ayesha's past arguments.
The only ones she possibly haven't heard is the sexual curse words ....now that I think about it she probably has.
She's smart enough not to say it.
"Surprise, surprise... It's your girlfriend you gotta-"
"We're not together...," he starts "who gave you that idea?"'
"Umm ...you did ,when you went upstairs Saturday and had sex,"I say mumbling the last word.
His eyes widen at my words glancing back at Riley to see if she was asleep which she was.
"We didn't have sex Mya..."
"How would you know you were drunk,"
"We didn't have sex , I wasn't that drunk to sleep with Ayesha , I was only level 6 of drunken-ness." He says as I pulled into our drive way .
"What level were you that 'night'," I say knowing he knew what I'm talking about.
He sign watching me step out the car heading to the trunk to get Stephen and Riley's bag . He comes out seconds after going around to Riley's side taking her out letting her head rest on his shoulder.
"8 probably ," he mutters heading to the door.
Damn.. I hope I never see 10.
I follow him inside carrying the bags to closet putting a mental reminder to clean them out after. I go upstairs to Riley room , I usually give her a kiss before I go to my bed either she's awake or not. Stephen wasn't in there , thankfully , Riley was already tucked away in bed , you'd think she's asleep if you just gave her a glance but I knew Riley like the back of my hand and also the one eye that peeked at me sold it also.
I sit at the edge of her bed looking straight ahead at her book shelf.
"I know your up Riley,"
She sits up instantly after my words pushing off the covers to show her outfit she wore since after her bath this evening, of course Steph forgets to put on her pajamas.
She crawls over to me sitting beside me with her legs crossed and folded under her.
"Can you read me a story Mama? "She ask batting her jealous worthy eye lashes.
"Of course but you have change, I'll get the book okay?"
She nods running over to her draws , she pulled out the third draw that was filled with pajamas ; pajama tops, dresses ,pj bottoms ,vests etc.
She pulled out sweeter with a monkey face on the front and a banana pants that didn't match but oh well.
I scanned over the books on her pink shelf.
Nope.
Nope.
Nope.
Nope.
Maybe...nope
I turn to Riley who was waiting patiently on the bed.
"Princess and the frog or , Unworthy Queen Salayina ," I say reading the labels.
She pointed to the thicker boy that look a little bit too mature than I would like , she is only two she should wanna read about pretty princesses and stuff but I guess it's better for her to know that there aren't many Prince Charming's and also most Princesses are broken hearted and isn't perfect. I guess I should read it to her ... She is mature for her age....when she's ready that is.
"This book it is then ," I put back the Princess and the frog .
I sit on the bed letting her climb onto my lap. She lean back against my chest watching as I open the book to chapter 1.
"Only Chapter one tonight right?"
She nods agreeing because this book looked to have at least 400 or more pages.
I cleared my throat as I began.
(You may skip the story if you want)
'I was to be crowned the queen today, I tired explaining to mother and father that I don't want to become queen but they wouldn't listen.
I can't rule a country especially because I wasn't trained to be a ruler.I was trained to be a quiet , kind and respectable princess for the rest of my life. I didn't mind just being the princess, it's a honor to even be apart of a Royal family but I rather just be apart of the Royal family not the actual Royalty.
My eldest brother , Roman , was in line for the thrown , he was supposed to rule with his to-be Wife but months ago he lead a army of 230 into war and 110 men came back without my brother. It was a terrible lost but people die , everybody dies wither we wanted them to or not. Nobody's life is promised , not tomorrow,not even in the next second. That thought my family to appreciate what we have but my parents didn't learn, they, they care more about their title than their family.
After that tragic death the second in line was hand the duty to become the next possible ruler ,My Eldest sister , Rydell .
Hearing the news she was very upset , she explained and pleaded to mother and father that she didn't want to become Queen , but of course our parents ignored her passing her words off as 'nervous speaking'.
Two nights after she disappeared from her chamber, disappeared from the castle , disappeared from the entire Kingdom that was half solely surrounded by water.
So they turned to me , at only 16 I will be a queen .
Third in line Salaynia , to become Queen on my 17th birthday.
I don't know why my parents refuse to listen to Rydell and I's refusal, I believe their trying to occupy their selves with things like planning the crowing to distract themselves from the grief that they had bundled up inside. Possible they were so proud of Roman that they couldn't wait to see the best and most worthy king be crowned but never got to so they want another child to be crowned .
I've thought of running off like Rydell but I decided against it , not because I couldn't survive out there on my own but also I have younger siblings who I have been taking care of since Rydell left. If I left the title will be hand down to my younger brother, Silas , he only nine years old much to young to rule , he also don't want to be King .
Nobody wanted to rule among our sibling household , only Roman and Haden . Haden is my second youngest brother , he is only four years of age and only thought of being King as getting whatever he wanted.
The large metal doors open revealing the hundreds of people that came to witness my crowning.
I looked over at the sibling I choose to walk with me down the path.
Alaya my youngest sister .
She looked up at me nervously smiling.
"It's okay Alaya ," I mutter to her as we walked gracefully down the path.
"Princess Salaynia and princess Alaya!"
I end chapter 1 looking down at a sleeping Riley . I smile putting the book down , I put her under the covers tucking her in . I pick up the book again looking at the cover . I absolutely love the story and I have only read the first chapter, it reminds me of Game of Thrones.
I hear Stephen clear his throat by the door making me look up at him and away from the book.
"Can I talk to you for a sec?"he ask walking off.
How long was he standing there?
I put the book back on the book stand , I take off her light and left the door open knowing she doesn't like the door closed .
I walk over to Stephen's bedroom walking in , he was digging through his closet for a wife beater.
"Top compartment on the left side ,"I tell him.
I see a smile creep up on his frustrated face . He looked in compartment and pulled out one turning to me pulling it on covering his toned and sexified Chest.
"What you wanna talk about?" I ask folding my arms.
"Oh did I say talk? My mistake," he smirked pulling me into his chest attaching his lips to mine.
I couldn't pull away because.....
No .
I didn't want to pull away , I missed his lips , we've never gotten anywhere more than a night intimately together, I need him .
So I didn't pull away or fight him off , I kissed back.
The simple kissed turn to a rough heated make out session.
He sat on the bed pulling me down to straddle his waist , his hands slowly slip down my sides stopping right before my ass , as if he was afraid to touch it .
He pull away gasping for air, he smiles resting his forehead against mine .
"I guess you forgive me then?" He ask with a smug look.
I roll my eyes .
"You should be thankful ," I push him down on the bed going down with him attaching my lips to his once again.
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