Broken American Girl (Michael...

By pastelpurpleclifford

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It's easy to simply stay in a relationship, whether it's healthy or not, for fear of being alone. The fear of... More

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1-Racing Thoughts/Should Know Better
2-Small Smile/Oh My God!
3-Performance/Frantic
4-Blonde?/Sirens
5-Give It Up/Like A Sleepover
6-Decorating/Excitement
7-Shopping/Scaredy Cat
8-What Are What?/Date Details
9-Sick Again/Changes?
10-Nando's/Bail An Interview Like This
11-Take All The Heartbreak Away/Fan Reaction
12-Fan Visit/Phone Call
13-More Confused Than Ever/May I Help You?
14-The Girl Who Can't Be Moved/Your Girlfriend Happened
15-Paparazzi/As Slow As You Want
16-Now You See Him/You're Hurt
17-Police/Failed
18-Realization/Jealous
19-Cheater/Reunite
20-Psychological Problems/Confession
21-Butterflies/Letter
22-Try Hard/Threat
23-Discharged?!/Wrong Moment
24-Cali Arrival/Phone Call
25-Decisions/Sneaky Performance
26-Regret/Explanation
27-Dinner/Embarrassing
28-That's What Men Do/Getting Ready
29-The Brits/Mine
30-Please../Goodbye?
31-Heartache/That's More Like It
32-Butt-Called/Engaged?
33-Heart-To-Heart/Heart Attack
34-Shout Louder/Insist
35-Sheet Fort/Blacking Out
36-Shit In These Situations/Gone Blind
37-Alone Time/Breathing Support
38-Did You Hear?../Love Affair
39-Discharge/6 Years?!
40-Questions/Nightmare
41-Getting Funky/August 2nd
42-Single Tear/Giant Teddy Bear
43-Texts/Moved On
44-Puke/Whatever!
45-Stealing/In The Mood
46-You Guys Are So Cute/Like A Princess
47-You Got Chicken?/Told You
48-It's About You/Most Truthful Bullshit
49-3 Weeks../Girlfriend
50-Promo/Attack
51-In a Daze/Weak
52-Giggles/Flirt
53-Sick/Remember?
55-Test/Anticipation
56-Bad Reaction/Unexpected
57-Uncontrollable/Frozen
58-Guardian/Paparazzi
59-Lonely/Half-heartedly
60-Tour/Icy Glare
61-Accusation/Bad Timing
62-Emotional Pain
Sequel
OMG

54-Christmas Eve/I Have No Say

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By pastelpurpleclifford

-Kyra's POV-

"IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE! KYRA GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP NOW!" I groaned extra loudly at the sound of Ana and Robyn parading around my bedroom with pots and wooden spoons, making loud noises. My eyes trailed to my clock. 16:27PM

"Oh wait do you have a pen I can borrow? I need to write Connor a Christmas card.." She dropped the pot at the reminder in her head and walked over to my bed, I glared at her before I spoke.

"I have three things that you could borrow; I have a 'fuck off" you can borrow, I have a 'get the fuck out of my face' you can borrow and I have a '...' you can borrow." I spoke with complete seriousness and sarcasm, Ana just giggled at me before giving Robyn a pen as she made a beeline out of my bedroom and into her own.

"Not excited for Christmas?" Ana sat on my bed but kept her distance for some reason, maybe she sensed that I wanted a little space.

"Not had a proper Christmas for 5 years, it's just like any other day to me. I always made it as good as I could for Cara but I don't know what she will be doing though, I mean, I'm sure Dani has her own family and she can't have Cara following her around like a lost sheep or something all of the time." it hurt to think about my sister basically disowning me, this all came from a split second decision involving me and the plane.

"Why don't you call her? Wish her a Merry Christmas or something, she can't hate you that much not to speak to you on such a family-based occasion." Ana smiled softly before she stood up and exited my room, closing the door quietly behind herself.

@KyraWrightXO wishing all of you beautiful people a merry little Christmas!:))

I've been pretty inactive on Twitter lately so it's only fair if I wish my fans a merry Christmas. My phone beeped loudly three times which made me jump and my heart stop for a second.

From; Luke, Cal, Ash

L: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

C: Hope you don't get coal :-)

A: Mike wishes you a merry Christmas, he would tell you himself but he doesn't want Chloe to see that he's been talking to you :/ she looks through his phone every night..

I don't know why they put this in a group chat..

Me: thanks guys, not really celebrating it to be honest.. What are you getting people for Christmas?

C: well it won't get there today or tomorrow because we haven't sent it off yet but eventually you'll get some things in the mail:))

Me: you didn't have to guys..

L: we wanted to. Mikey did put effort into our presents since he couldn't get you something himself, Chloe has been stuck to his arm, she's a bitch to everyone too. She's no fun like you :((

Me: I have no say in any of this..:-)

C: i swear she is literally draining Mikey's bank account, she asks for his card and goes out with all of her whore friends and spends whatever she wants, she is using him and it's horrible to see her towering over him and him just giving in and giving her what she wants without anything in return..

Me: it's that bad? Shit..

A: We all miss you, even Mike :((

L: Have you spoken to Cara lately?..

Me: Nope, I've had no contact with her since the hotel situation

A: What happened?

C: Did something happen?

Me: I'd rather not talk about it, it's a touchy subject..

C: is it related to the thing that happened last week?

Me: Talk to me separately please Cal :/

C: Okay, I'll message you in a sec

L: Cara broke up with me..

Me: When?!

L: Just now, she didn't give a reason

Me: This isn't her, I think Dani is taking on the sister role that I filled but she's going overboard. Cara wouldn't break up with you if she was using her own head Luke, I promise. I know my sister and I know that she loved you so much, you could see it in her eyes

L: Ash and I are going to get food now because if not, we are all going to die from hunger and I'm sure plenty of girls wouldn't enjoy that.

Me: alright, bye guys! Love you..😘

A: Stay amazing

Luke left the chat

Ash left the chat

Cal: what happened at the hotel babe?

Me: Well Luke and Mike sung my favourite song by you guys, it got me all emotional so I walked out to calm down. Dani saw me and hugged me before going into the bathroom where we were having the call and started shouting about how everything was Mike's fault for cheating because I wasn't eating for a while. She then shouted out that I had attempted suicide and Cara has hated me since

Cal: Shit Ky, and she just shouted it out?

Me: Yeah, I was furious. You don't just shout those kind of things out you know? She then told me that I couldn't just act like it didn't happen so I stormed out and went to my step mums and I've been here ever since..

Cal: Yeah I understand, so you're okay now?

Me: well I could be better but I'm getting there :-)

Cal: Has your eating improved?..

Me: kind of, I'm really trying Cal. Don't hate me..😢

Cal: I wouldn't dream of it babe, don't worry😊😘

Cal: Mike and Chloe are eating each other's faces off and I'm like 10 feet away..it's disgusting :/

Me: well aren't you lucky😂👍🏼😏

Cal: shut up..

Me: aw I'm sorry cal, love you😘

Cal: oh my god..

Me: what?😂

Cal: they fucking moaned! That's it, I'm out.

Me: why? It's free porn, guys watch porn right?

Cal: it's my best mate though, that's..just weird

Me: so you'd stay if it wasn't Mike?

Cal: shh😂

Me: Where are you in the world then cal?

Cal: we are in Aus, back in the 5SOS house :-)

Me: what's my old room like? Is it still how we left it?

Cal: yeah, I'm sitting in there now, it's very relaxing to read the quotes you and Cara chose, feels very comforting too plus it's blocking out some of noise😂

Me: I might come and visit soon, when Mike and Chloe aren't there obviously, I don't think I could handle all of the porn you seem to be witnessing😂😂

Cal: yeah that will be cool, we have a break in a few months so I'll let you know when Mike isn't in :-)

Me: Okay, I've got to go now and Skype Niall. Merry Christmas Cal 😘🎄🎁

Cal: Merry Christmas babe 🎅🏼❄️🎄

I lazily threw my phone down to the bottom of my bed and sighed in contentment. I could see that it was snowing outside and I could faintly hear Ana directing the delivery men where she wanted our Christmas tree to go downstairs. I leaned down and pulled my laptop from under my bed and logged on before opening Skype, seeing that Niall was offline. I closed Skype and opened 'The Sims 4'.

-3 Hours Later-

I played 'The Sims 4' until I heard Ana call me from downstairs. I leaped from my bed and picked up my Christmas jumper and paired it with some black leggings before making my way down the stairs to find Ana and Robyn standing around the tall Christmas tree while hundreds of decorations surrounded them, massive smiles dominated their happy faces.

"I'm guessing we now have to figure out a nice colour theme for the tree and decorate it perfectly?" I joked while walking into the lounge- I did secretly want it to be themed and looking beautiful as I haven't had a tree in years and to finally have one that was at least double my height, I wanted it to look perfect.

"We usually just have our own sections of the tree and decorate it how we want, it actually looks quite funky once we've finished." Robyn explained while she looked through various boxes filled with decorations.

"I bet it does." I laughed at the thought of what it was going to look like.

"Can we try and make it look really nice? Instead of a bit random?" I asked, Robyn and Ana looked at each other and then to the tree before looking back at me.

"Since it's your first Christmas with us, yeah we will." Ana smiled and walked into the kitchen, seconds later, Christmas music began playing and Ana came back into the lounge dancing wildly.

"Does Christmas always have this effect on her?" I joked with Robyn while pointing towards Ana.

"She's holding back surprisingly." Rob giggled as we watched Ana break out into The Sprinkler, which happened to also be my go-to dance move.

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