Chapter Twelve
Amaurosis
"You like him don't you?"
"MIGUEL." I let out a annoyed sigh. Eva and Miguel just laughed at me. "It's complicated."
"How?" Eva asked.
"Well he's dating this girl with Amazon legs. I don't have long legs! I'm short."
"And? I'm 6'3. I'm a big gay dude that likes little men. I think they're so adorable." Eva awed at him and made goggly eyes at me.
"You wanna lick lick from his head to his toes and move to the bedroom and down to floor." Eva said singing.
"I wouldn't mind knowing how he is in bed." I said thinking about it. His amazing abs all glistened with sweat.
"Nasty ass." Miguel said shoving me almost making me fall off of my bed. I haven't seen that girl Samantha since Enzo's birthday party. I don't know why, but I thought someone would actually like me for me and call me beautiful actually meaning it and not trying to get in my pants. I want someone to hold me for no fucking reason and kiss my head telling each other lame jokes. That might sound lame, but I want that. I don't want to go to fancy dinners and act all proper. I want to get buck wild with the person I'm with and act like I'm tripping on acid.
"Well I could tell you one thing that girl Samantha doesn't have that you have." Eva said happily.
"And what is that?"
"A nice big ass." I laughed and so did Miguel.
"Niggas love asses!" Miguel said.
"Shut up!"
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"Aziza I swear to God if you don't bring your ass down here!" Omar yelled at me from down below. I was on the roof about to jump in the thirteen foot pool, but Omar wasn't having that.
"Do it! Do it!" Brando, Enzo, Eva, and everyone else chanted.
"Don't you dare!" I could smell his anger radiating off of his skin. How do I always get him this pissed off?
"I'm gonna do it." I jumped off the roof and landed in the water. When I finally reached the surface everyone was cheering except Omar. Of course. I got out of the pool dripping wet and ringed out my hair. "What?"
"Omar?" The girl Samantha cane wearing a bathing suit with high heels. Why is she wearing high heels to a pool? I don't know.
"What?"
"Oh don't what me honey." She walked up to him and kissed Omar. Omar looked at me while she was doing it. I just stood there awkwardly. "Why is the wet dog watching?" She whispered in his ear. This women is really making my pissed off meter going a little crazy.
"It's nice to see you too Samantha." Kill them with kindness Aziza. Samantha made a ugly face at me and rolled her eyes.
"Whatever. Go somewhere and fetch me something to drink."
"Oh hell naw!" Eva yelled making everyone look back. "Yo ass is lucky I'm pregnant as fuck right now! I would of beat your skinny white ass and one point five seconds. Don't talk to my sister like that I-"
"Honey calm down." Kamar said kissed her forehead.
"Calm down? This bitch trynna ohhhhh- I needa go before I pop a blood vessel." Eva got up glaring at Samantha and she laughed at her. Eva bucked at her and Samantha yelped. "That's right. I got you in check."
"Babe c'mon." Kamar picked her up bridal style into the house.
"I'm gonna go too."
"Aziza wait." Omar called out to me, but I kept walking. I just wanna leave the house once in a while you know? If I stay in this house any longer I'm going to go mad.
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I got dress wearing my black ripped jeans, burgundy vans, and dark grey sweater. It's weird, it was pretty nice outside earlier that why we were all at the pool. But now since its night it's a little chilly. I went down the stairs and saw Samantha snuggled up to Omar and he looked annoyed? Bullshit. He probably loved it. Kamar was rubbing Eva's feet and kissed her toes. Emerald was on Enzo's lap laughing at something. Miguel left a while ago and I just stood there for a second looking at the couples. When did that bitch and Omar start dating
"Eva. Let's go out. I'm tired of being in this house." Eva moved Kamar and jumped in the air pumping her fist.
"Finally! But you just had to chose the time to want to party when I'm pregnant." I laughed shaking my head.
"I just wanna go into town." Eva nodded her head and grabbed her bag kissing Kamar.
"I'll see you later hubby."
"Bye pudding."
"You're whipped." Brando said coming out of the kitchen.
"She's my wife."
"Whipped husband." Kamar got up and started to fight Brando playfully.
"They always do this when Brando says he's whipped." Eva shook her head. "This will continue for an hour or so. Let's go!"
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Eva and I were at a bar and I was drinking Hennessy (my favorite drink) and Eva of course was drinking coke.
"You know I really don't like that girl Samantha."
"Me either girl." I said taking a sip of my drink. "Sometimes I just wanna smack the crap out of her then I'm like... don't stoop down to her level Aziza!" Eva laughed.
"Naw. I'll beat a bitches ass any time any day any place."
"I know you would."
"What are sisters for right?"
"Right." I chugged down my drink and asked the bartender for another one.
"This is your sixth one ma'am." I rolled my eyes.
"Well if you're going to call me ma'am I should be forty something." I said dramatically.
"I'm sorry miss, but you had six. I'm surprised you aren't drunk." I laughed. I guess being a wolf resist me to get drunk.
"Just give her another drink." Eva chimed in.
"That's thirty dollars ms." He said handing me the drink.
"Thirty fucking dollars? Is there a cruise along with it? Is Tom Cruise served with it? Am I drinking it out of Jesus's shoe?"
The guy just nodded his head and handed me another drink walking away. Yeah he better give me two drinks. "The only thing that could get us wolves fucked up is moonshine." Now I know. I signed and took a sip of my drink.
"You're better looking then that girl anyways and I see the way Omar looks at you." I arched my eyebrow.
"You mean the way he looks at me all the time when I piss him off?" Eva laughed waving her hand at me.
"No no. When you're not looking at him nor paying no mind to him. He gives you this look you know? It's like he admires you, but at the same time wants to put you in your place type of look. You know?"
"No I don't know." I laughed a little.
"Whatever, but he does give you that look and that look is cute." I honestly wish it was me with him instead of her. When Omar took care of me that night after I killed Shaun I felt something and I know he did too. His heart was beating rapidly all the time I hugged him tighter and when he kissed my head. But maybe he was just being a good friend... Fuck I like someone that doesn't feel the same way. This never happened to me before. Maybe I should ignore him to the best of my ability.
"So how much moonshine is at the house?"
OMAR
"Where the fuck is she?" I was pacing back and fourth around the living room. Her and Eva had been gone for fucking four hours now. It's two o'clock in the morning! What can a pregnant women and Aziza do for four fucking hours?
"Why do you even care? You've been up that white girls ass for I don't know how long." Brando said sipping on a beer.
"No I haven't."
"Yeah you have. It goes like this. Ohh Omar give me a kiss." He said in a girly voice. "Then you say not right now. Then she's all like awe come on just kiss me." Brando made kissing noises. "Then you kiss her paper thin lips and touch her small booty. Should her booty even be called a booty?"
"It should be called a pancake... Eva has nice big basketball." Brando and Enzo cracked up at Kamar. "I take mental pictures and put them in my spank bank."
"Yeah anyway. Point proven. You've been all up on her. Why be with her when you can be with Aziza?"
"Fuck because-"
"We're back!" Eva screamed to the top of her lungs. I looked at Aziza and when our eyes met she immediately looked away. "C'mon hubby! Let's go home so you could finish rubbing my feet."
"Anything for you love." Kamar got up saying bye to us. Eva kissed Aziza on the cheek goodbye and she did the same. Kamar and Eva left and Aziza stood in the living room awkwardly.
"Where were you for four hours?" She rolled her eyes and started to walk up the stairs. I followed her trying to get her attention. "So are you going to tell me?"
"Why would you care?" She sat on her bed and took off her shoes.
"Because I want to know. You can't be out when it's dark for four hours." Aziza sighed looking at me.
"Last time I checked Omar we aren't together. You're with that girl Samantha so how about you worry about what she's doing and not me okay?" Why was she acting like this?
"Aziza-"
"What Omar?" The way she said my name this time sounded like she was hurt. I looked into her eyes and she looked away. "Can you go now? I'm tired." I just stood there looking at her. "Fine stand there like a dumbass then." Aziza said angrily. She picked up her pajamas and went inside the bathroom. I stood there for a little longer then left.
What crawled up her ass and died? I swear I don't understand women.
I went down stairs and saw Enzo, Brando, and Aziza eating breakfast.
"Good morning." Everyone said good morning back instead of Aziza. I glared at her while fixing my plate. She kept her head down the entire time eating her food. I noticed her hair was back to it's really curly stage. I like her hair better like that.
"I like your hair." Aziza said a low thanks not looking at me.
"Are you a hair expert now? You wanna be on RuPaul drag queen race or something?" Brando said laughing. I really wanna punch the fuck out of him sometimes.
"What I can't compliment her?"
"No you can't complete that sad excuse of hair." Samantha said coming into the kitchen kissing my cheek. I wipped away her lipstick.
"When the hell you get in here?"
"Just now." She smiled. This chick really irritates me. I met the broad three weeks ago and all we did was made out and maybe had sex a few times. But I don't like her. I don't want to be with her. She just can't take a hint.
"I'm leaving." Aziza said putting away her plate.
"Yeah me too. Emerald, Aziza and I are gonna hang out." Enzo said.
"You leaven a brother out just like that?"
"And Brando." They all left the house not looking back at me once.
"So... since we're alone what should we do?" Sam bit her lip while looking at me. If only I found that attractive when she did that.
"What YOU could do is get the hell out." I smiled at Samantha patting her head.
"Babe stop playing. Let's have a little fun." She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed the corner of my mouth. "I know you want to." Sam whispered in my ear. Well... what can I do if a girl is throwing them selves at me?
"Go in my bedroom and when I come in there you better be naked." I winked at her. Samantha squealed and ran up the steps already taking off her dress. I shook my head and picked up my black leather jacket off of the chair putting it on.
"I'm ready baby!" Sam screamed out.
"Just wait and count to ten babe." I opened the front door of the house and got into my car. Now where the hell is Aziza?