DRAFM 16 [edited 11-10-13]
Sorry for the late update guys!!! I was busy and I joined this semi-OJT stuff, and after the ojt I have these annoying muscle ache-stuff, anyway here’s the edited chapter 16!!! Lovelots :D
~~>Eve McCkeifer’s P.O.V<~~
He tilted my head while he took a deep breath, and damn it felt like every seconds was a whole eternity with his touch that left nothing but electricity, every seconds was like a highlight with fireworks exploding in my mind, the way he looks at me felt like there’s sparks flying, it makes me forget to breathe, everything felt like it’s frozen while he slowly dipped his head and my heart pounds so hard in anticipation…
OH God, please tell me if this is a dream or not!!!!! Am I dreaming?!!! But all I could see was him!!!! All I could feel is him….
God is this for real?! But-but he’s straight, Ashton is straighter than a freaking pole!!!! This is way too good to be true; Ashton would never kiss someone like me, wouldn’t he?
This is killing me, I know this is not true, that maybe, maybe I am dreaming knowing I really ‘really’ love him, love that can never come true…
My heart froze when the tip of his nose slightly nudging mine, it made me shut my eyes, but I can’t, I want to see his face, I want to see if he’s playing but he’s not, he was not smiling, he was not faking this all, in fact, all I could see in his eyes were excitement and lust, at made me shiver to see his face like this, to see him like this, this kind of persona of his made my heart skip a beat…
The way he wet his lips with his tongue made my body hot, the way his warm skin touches mine make me yearn for more, and just by watching him, it felt like he’s whole body’s an aphrodisiac…
He’s… changed… he’s showing me this new side of his that I never thought he had. This is madness, but this kind of madness gave me hope. What made him do this anyway?
He’s not drunk, is he? Of course he’s not! We don’t have any alcohol here! Heck we didn’t even drank any alcohol! I don’t know how to respond, what bothers me most is that I think, I think Ashton was serious now, the way his eyes blazed with fire, he’s far too serious…
My thoughts were all over the place, I could not think clear, that’s until he let go of my wrists, it gave me relief, at least I could stop this madness, I want this to happen but I will regret it later because one day, I will see him in the altar being married…
But I spoke too soon, I was so preoccupied of how to push him without hurting him but my thought ceased when I felt his hands fumbling my upper body, my sides, my abdomen, my stomach, I felt his hand trailing my navel and it sent another wave of electricity throughout my bod and to my soul,
This all new sensation gave me lewd images and thoughts, and it made me moan in torture, darn these hormones!!....what if, what if we will go all the way, and, and were gonna…
WHAT AM I THINKING?! EVE SNAP OUT OF IT!
This is so fucking awkward! Nothing can measure how embarrassed I am now!!! No word can describe what I am feeling now, it’s all messed up! I can feel my short becoming so damn uncomfortable, my poor meat popsicle is slowly waking up from its slumber, and it is getting hard!! Hard to discuss!!! And to think one of his legs is pressed against my popsicle!!! Damn kill me, KILL ME Now!!!
I squirmed a bit when I felt his hand caressing my chin, tracing my jaw while his other hand was fumbling my curves, if I have curve tho! But I don’t! I don’t have curves!!!
Looks like we are on a sticky situation here!!!
I shut my eyes in embarrassment, I am giving up! I don’t know what to do anymore!! I felt the tip of his nose on my cheeks tracing up to my lips and my heart pounds so hard it felt like it’s going to pop out until something unexpected happened…
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My eyes bulge out in surprise….
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The door bell rang.
Stunningly, I stared at him while he hissed at the door while gritting his teeth, he was still hovering on me but I felt like he was disappointed, the sudden aphrodisiac atmosphere was gone too, but I can still feel my prick pressed against his legs. His body was still hot, and I never realized that his skin became a bit red, maybe his body was really hot, no pun intended.
He stood so fast while his left hand rubbed his nape so hard in annoyance, I was facing his back still laying on the floor, but I can see that he’s blushing, he was breathing deep, the way his muscle flex though makes me want to touch it.
‘Wait… so it’s not a dream?! IT’S NOT A FREAKING DREAM?! OH MY GOD!!!!! I think I wouldn’t be able to get over this!!!!’ I gulped mentally at my thought, I touched my burning face and I think I am flushing too; there was this dead silence in the atmosphere laced with awkwardness so I thought I should do something.
“E-hem” I cleared my throat hoping he would face me and not leave me behind, but he stayed there so stiff like a statue, who wouldn’t? he almost did something naughty with his friend, if I was him, I bet I would be far too stiff!
I cleared my throat again and again for the third time and yes! Finally!! he faced me, he was reluctant though but at least he’s facing me now, and his face, it’s so……..RED…..he look so Adorable!!, ok this is starting to scare me. He was biting his bottom lip while he stared at me, the confusion was etched on his face but the lust; lust was evident in his eyes...
Lust…
Disappointment….
Frustration ….
And Regret …
I shrugged while giving him the dope face, “Aren’t you gonna help me?” I said in playful ‘geeky’ tone to kill the maddening atmosphere, he gave me weak smiles while he bent over, he held his hands on me to lift me up, it was sooooooo COLD!!!! He was nervous!!! And his hands were trembling a bit.
‘D-does this means he’s aware of what we almost did?!... Does this means he’s…he’s feeling the same thing I do? Does, does he love me?’ I don’t know why but my thought, this thought gave me hopes for my unrequited love, the hope that he’ll gonna love me too, he might be messing though, or maybe it’s the hormones kicking but still, I think I have the chance!
As soon as I got on my feet, our eyes dramatically met, and when I say dramatically it means like those old crappy romance novel where everything revolves so slow even a snail can ran fast.
His gaze were still on mine, and same thing on me….and our hands were still entwined together as if they were meant to be lock together, I felt him gripped my hands while he bit his lips again, his eyes were locked into my lips and I think, ‘maybe my eyes were playing games on me but I think he’s… hard…. HIS FREAKING DICK IS HARD!!!!!!’, I was about to say something and so does he but ceased together when the annoying doorbell rang!!! And I never had been so annoyed at the doorbell until now!!!
This is my first time seeing him sighing in disappointment, he was slouching his shoulder but his balling his hands into fist, all of these are new to me, like I said I know him better, his likes, persona, everything because I love him, but this is, this very moment he’s showing this another side of his that I never knew, it bewildered me, and I think bewildered is not enough to define how confuse I am.
I just hope he ain’t gonna avoid me after all this episode of ours, he has this kind of habit of doing so…
“I-I think…T-that’s the Pizza” he said, he was biting his lips and I am aware that he’s trying to suppress his tone on me, I can see it, the way his neck stiffens, and his lips, is he mad that we almost did it? Or the other way around?
I was tongue-tied, I can’t seems to get myself to talk, all I could do was to nod, and he strode to the door as fast as he could, I guess he’s nervous…
I followed him as slow as I could, trying not to make any sound, I listened to him while he grunt and almost stiffened when I heard him curse, “fucking pizza” I tried to suppress any giggles because, if you just saw him, he’s sooooo adorable!!!! I don’t know why but sometimes he’s kinda cute when he’s annoyed, the way he rolls his eyes, his voice, it reminds me of our old days.
And as soon as we got to the living room, he rushed to the door because the doorbell rang again, I thought he’d gonna compose his self but spoke too soon because he opened the door so furiously I think the door might BREAK! poor door, but what’s more poorer though is the delivery guy, the delivery guy almost fell back out of shock! And his face was really frightened I wonder what Ash did to him, he’s really mad and damn I think I need to do something.
“P-Pizzza D-Delivity I- I- OH GOD…. D-De-deliveryyyy s-sshirrr….” The unfortunate guy was trembling so hard it is as if his body was in earthquake, and now Ash done it! I am totally gonna reprimand the life out of that Ashton Craig EVANS! He can’t treat the delivery guy like that…
I sighed as deep as I could when I saw Ashton still staring daggers at the pizza guy, seriously he didn’t do anything and why would he hate the guy that much? All he did was saving us from regret if we’d gonna do that plucking cheery while waving bye-bye to my Virginity-card, “Uhm, here’s the Payment, thanks and Oh yeah, here!” I said taking another money from my pocket, “Take it, I think you have a long day, so keep it, you can have the tip” I said with a cheerful smile plastered on my face, I am just hoping that he’d regain his confidence and I think I did a great job! It was effective and he beamed back at me, but his eyes widened back in terror when he saw Ash’s blazing pitch black eyes, I think it changed colors again but I am not sure, all I could think of was eating this damn pizza and reprimanding him afterwards. Jeez what’s he’s problem with the guy?
“What’s your problem?! Hey Ashton Craig Evans, listen to me!!!” I exclaimed at him after the delivery guy went off to somewhere, probably to deliver again. Ashton flinched a bit when he heard me calling his full name, he sure knows that I am mad now.
“What?! I didn’t do anything!!” he spat at me with such resentment and pain, and at the same time he drop on the couch while his collected persona change, his face is kind of contorted with anger and his brows almost meeting each other, he was still gritting his teeth while he massaged his temple with his left hand, “It’s him you should be mad at…” he muttered, Ash really? What’s your problem jeez..
“Do you really need to smile to him? jeez grow up, Eve, quit smiling to other people but me….” he said bellow whisper but I am not sure if I heard it right, I peered at his face again and now it totally change; his chin were dipping to his chest, and his lips were pressing tight, eyes that was turning a bit red was focusing inward and he’s frowning, now what? Damn Ash I forgot you are such a bipolar when you’re with me…
Anyway, I can’t do anything about it if he’s in that state, I am lucky he’s not throwing tantrum. He’s stubborn like I am, so I decided to let him cool off for a minute; what’s best to make him calmer is a glass of cold, very cold chocolate drink with whip cream topped with chocolate syrup and strawberry with m&m’s!! I hope he still likes it though I mean we are not kids anymore… alas I still like drinking chocolate milk T^T
“Drink this” I said while lending it to him, “Aren’t we going to eat the pizza?” I asked while eyeing the pizza just right in front of us while I took his hand that was massaging his temple, gripping it gently in the process while I laid it on my lap, sometimes holding someone’s hand is more effective remedy, and it’s doing it’s magic because he’s not tensing now, as a matter of fact, he’s breathing normal.
He engorged the chocolate drink in just a few minutes; he sniffed before giving back the cup to me, ‘doesn’t he like it?’ I thought to myself while I sipped my drink, I was so busy with my thoughts if he likes it or not and I was oblivious that he’s already laying his head on my lap, he laid my hand that was entwined with his just right in front of his nose while he closed his eyes.
I don’t know why but I love him this way, he’s so peaceful, and warm, he stayed like that for awhile before calling me again and his voice were so angelic when he muttered my name ‘Eve’, he nuzzled my hand and he was about to say something when the doorbell for-crying-out-loud rang again! “Here we go again” I muttered silently while mentally face palming when Ash stood up so fast, he was clenching his jaw while hands bawling to fist again.
Seriously why is he like this?
“Ashton, c’mon calm down…” I said while massaging his shoulders, I am trying to let him lose a bit, he was tensing again but eventually relaxing when I touched his bawling fists, he sighed in defeat when I called his name for the second time around, “Ash, please, let this night go without violence” I let his hands go and it found his cheeks, it was a bit hot when I forced him to look at me, “Ash… can you do that? Please, Ash?” I beg while searching his eyes, he stared at me for a second and he smiled again, the way he smile though is as if it was painful, but he did smile nonetheless, he pushed my hands away from his cheek and he drew me closer, he engulf me in his strong tight arms while he hugged me so damn hard,
After a few moments still I am in his arms; Ashton opened the door and he deliberately nuzzled my ears!!! I am sooooo weak and sensitive in my ears! I tried smacking him away but the damn-Ash didn’t flinch! Not even a tad!
“Wha~What’s the meaning of this?” a man said and his voice was familiar, his tone was laced with shock, my eyes bulge in surprise as I watched the man who’s right in front of us, “Eve?” he continued and all I can see in his face was confusion…
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> A/N sorry guys I am not really good with hot stuff if you know what I mean :P alas being lewd and such are part of their nature, but I will try writing and correcting the S-stuff though …anyway hope you like this XDXD
Btw I was sooo frustrated because they didn’t go all the way damn that pizza delivery man jeez…. Don’t forget to spread, love comment and fan ‘kay and just few chapters from now will be the start of the surprise!! Yaaay so stay there and keep loving DRAFM yaay!
Btw do any of you know a person who can make a book cover? I am so bad with this things :P
~Crisseon is out yo! [edited 11-10-13] sorry for the late update of edited chapters though