DRAFM I mated through bonds chapter 15
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~~~~~~Eve McCkeifer’s P.O.V.~~~~~~
So apparently my dear old Ashton wasn’t kidding when he said he’d gonna crash to my very own mini house! Well I am so thankful though because I really hate being alone, and damn, I think I saw the cherubs singing so frantically above me, but the reek of awkwardness never left the air!!!
What more when he’s giving me piggyback ride?! Yeah!! I was so oblivious of his intentions until I finally realized I am already right on his back!!!
But I am really glad we’re so close like this again, this is way too good to be true!!!! Knowing we are already matured, well more likely in physical and age way because deep inside I know I am not mature nor Ash.
Upon having my arms wrapped around his tight, warm body, I just realized I love how broad his shoulder is, his earthly scent mixed with his own, and the way the light touches his skin, and his aura too; it is as if he’s mysterious! But I know he’s not, I know him from head to toe, I even know he had this little birth mark right on his left butt cheekkkkkkkk…errrr…. forget what I just said will you?!!!!! But anyway, yeah, he’s giving me different aura, something I can never describe but mysterious.
The way he smell is so addictive, his breathing, his firm muscle and body…. It makes me feel I want to snuggle him for the rest of my life… Damn, why am I feeling so extra homosexual right now? Geez Eve, control your hormones like this freaking instant!!
How I wish this will go on and on forever though, but reality sucks, it always tends to take away the veil of fantasy right into our hands, and in my situation, reality is where me and Ash could never love each other as couple,
I mean …
He’s hot, he’s popular, he got a brighter future, he’s straight and he’s never gay like me… it would be miracle if one day he’d gonna say he loves me the way I love him, but until that miracle comes, I won’t stop loving him, because if I’d stop, then there’s no reason for me to continue living in this twisted world of ours.
Did I just sounded a bit of a love-sick & naive? Ha-ha that’s crazy!!
All the way though while we headed to my house, me and Ash has been talking about the things that changed in our lives since the day I left this place, and damn most of the things changed, and there are people that changed too!! Just for instance, Ash! My little Ashton was actually part of the basketball team, not only part because he’s the freaking captain!!!! Way to go Ash!!!
I asked him about why joining ‘the basketball club’ out of pure curiosity but instead of answering me, he just snorted and gave me a freaking sly smile!!! Damn him, I mean who wouldn’t be curious? Ashton here actually hates sports, whaat more if it’s basketball when it involves agility, intelligence, perseverance, temper controlling and stuff!! And I know some of them were not possessed by him.
The way he talks though really gives me butterflies, his voice sounds like the cutest thing I ever heard, it was laced with boyish sound but with his adorable accent, it made it more irresistible. He kept babbling about this and that; about his first kiss which actually broke my heart by the way, his first girlfriend and stuff, his life and his downfalls, but it all went through from one ear to another because I was busy savoring this once in a life time opportunity…
The opportunity of being so damn close to him…
Of him carrying me like this, like we went back to our old times…
These kinds of memories will last forever….. So I will hold on tight and will cherish every moments of it, for I know this will be worth it….
I smiled weakly at my rueful thoughts; I am thinking that my life is a piece of huge sour catastrophic cake, glazed with Ashton being the piece of me that I wish I didn’t need, topped with my unrequited love for him that gives more insanity and madness, and flavored with my losing fight for this so called love….
I can’t blame myself for having these kinds of emotions towards him, I tried stopping it, but every time I push so hard he’d always pull me right back to him so hard it almost felt like it’s getting much more stronger, he cuts too deep in my ground and it makes me forget all my commonsense, he kept me chasing relentlessly while he’s so oblivious of it and I still don’t know why I kept running, am I so pitiable and pathetic?
I love him unconditionally?
Ash coughed before shrugging my head with his shoulder blade, “A-Are you okay, Eve?” he asked when I thoughtlessly buried my head into the crook of his neck.
I tightened my grip while I tried not to break, breathing so damn deep and coughed in the process when his strong aroma went through into my throat, “Yes…Yes I am…” I don’t know what to say anymore until the most embarrassing sound took over the silence, “a-and apparently, h-hungry….”
Ash cackled while he slowly and gently laid me on my feet, he faced me slowly while still trying to suppress his cackles but failed to when he saw my flushed face, I mean who wouldn’t flush? It is way too embarrassing!!!
“Well-” he said after trying to compose his self again, “-We are home now” he said as beckoned his hand to my house.
“Good!!! Jeez thanks!!! You can go now, bye Ash”
He gave me weird looks before grabbing my wrist again, “I think WE should go now” he corrected me slyly while he dragged me again with a smirk on his face, which reminds me, how did he know I live here? This is not my old house, we brought this one last week, so how did he?
Naah~ maybe I am just way too anxious ha-ha, I am anxious when I am pretty hungry T^T
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We phoned the pizza galaxy few minutes ago and till now, the pizza is still nowhere to be found, and my good damn stomach here have been whining!!! I think I will be able to eat a whole piece of cow here!!! What more when Ash here has been asking about the whereabouts of the pizza, damn he’s been asking about impossibru things too!!
He grinds my gears!!! In a good way.
I rolled my eyes while he kept standing, staring at the window; we are now in my room watching Netflix; about a mother and children got brutally killed by a cold blooded killer but the father and one son survived, the son though were hurt, and the plot twisted where the son was kidnapped, and the father begins his quest to find his son with the help of mentally ill woman and they traveled the vast ocean.
Yep, we are watching ‘finding Nemo’.
“SO-” he said drawlingly while he creep back onto the bed and eventually hurling in the bed right next to me as if he owns the room, but I don’t hate it, he’s cute when he’s a bit this way…. Note though, he looks so sexy with my mesh basketball shorts.
OOOOH crap, it really is true!!! People go full retard when it comes to love?!!! OH ME GOD! HELP!!!
“I-I don’t know” I said shruggingly while I glanced at the clock, but deep inside I know I am screaming so loud!!!!, I tried squinting my eyes just to focus because it felt like I am sleepy too, maybe because I was got beaten by those assholes but I feel fine….no pain at all, my vision were a bit hazy though when I tried peering back, so I decided to lay on the bed with my back facing Ash, sleeping in the process.
I felt a little movement in the bed, but I didn’t pay much attention because aside from starving, I am also tired and for-crying-out-loud sleepy!! Maybe that was Ash; he likes snuggling while watching TV’s and stuffs.
I jolted a bit when his cold hand fondled on my back, touching every curves and side while he traveled slowly, and I know this is just a dream! I mean, dude seriously he might be pranking me.
And if not then it doesn’t mean any single thing, we always does this a lot, not with an intimacy though which involves popping my cherries, it just so happens that we are so close, were inseparable, and with his given personality, it is pretty much hard to avoid these kinds of things, because he’s possessive, Impertinent, quite rude and jerk but at the same time he’s nice, humble, reserved, an upright person but I don’t know if he’s still one, and he’s warm too...
But only few people knows he’s capable of such feat, that including me. For some reason his father kept teaching him to be collective, to be so superior-ish exec and I don’t know, something that resembles a leader, their family is weird, that includes their neighbors, they are so stiff and tight!
I remembered this one time when I visited his place, it was so enormous!! As if it was almost a town!!! Or maybe it was, anyway, he was like so inelastic and cold there, but when we reached his room, guess what? He started lying on his bed like a gelatin-ish sloth or a vegetable ha-ha but really he’s so adorable and I am so glad that he showed that side of his to me.
And every time I reminisce that crazy moment, it never ceased to make me laugh….
But, the feeling of him fondling my body felt so weird now, the way he touch my body sent shivering electricity right down to my spine, leaving hot trail while he grabs it gently, I grasped for air so hard when his nose tickled my nape, it was so ticklish to a point where I literally pushed him on his back obliviously with my elbow, well that’s inevitable considering the fact that he’s right at my back, but I guess it hurts him because my elbow hurts too, what did I hit my elbow with anyway?
I heard him grunt in pain afterwards, the pain in his face is indescribable, the way he winced and contorts made my body froze, my eyes trailed up to his eyes gulpingly when I saw his eyes staring daggers at me while hissing in pain, and this time I know I should….
RUN!!!!!!!!!!
My heart pounded so hard, I want to run but my body is still frozen, I stared at him while he slowly, slowly walked right towards me with his eyes darker, but this shade of darkness is laced with something new… something that is laced with playfulness and deceitfulness.
Something that’s I’m not sure of….
When I manage to move, I didn’t hesitate to run as fast as I could, but why would I? he’s staring daggers at me!!!! And he’s far stronger than me!!! This is déjà vu!!!!!!!!!!!! But if he’s the old Ash then I shouldn’t be scared…
He would end up tickling the life out of me instead of beating me… oh God please just tickle and not tackle!!!
He immediately caught my wrist without a hitch, and I shrieked when I felt his hot hands gripping my wrist, he tug me so strong to a point where I stumbled back, brining him with me on my free fall down to the tiled floor.
“Ouch!” is all I could say when I felt the pain in my back, I felt the cold floor radiating in my body but the dull cold was replaced with such warm only Ashton possesses, the warm air caressed my lips while I laid on the floor with him above me.
Frowning, I tried peering and almost gasped for air when I saw his face just an inch away from mine, I am so speechless when I saw his figure above me, the way his shoulder muscle flex makes me whimper in a good way while he steadied himself above me, his perfect tan skin was beaming at me, as if invoking me to do something I will later regret…
How can I stop myself from drooling over this walking wet dream? He’s topless revealing such beauty, and to top of it all, he’s above me, hovering at me, showing how good his body is, his perfect Pecs, his perfect abs, his lucky trail, his sinful V line, it was all inviting, his scent was something I can never get enough, I can’t stop myself but to breath in his aroma, I stared at his eyes for awhile before trailing my gazed back to his neck, and into his collar bones, and damn I want to taste it!
There’s something inside me saying I shouldn’t move, that I should just entice him to make love with me, but I can’t, he’s blushing though, I felt his breathing warming my body, not only my body but my prick too, and his hot region brushing mine, and I’d be damn if I’ll deny it didn’t turned me on,
I wanted to move, I don’t want to exploit this more, but he’s in my way, he’s hindering my movements, I am sprawling underneath him. He slowly descended to me and our chest met and I can feel his heartbeat pounding so strong, his ajar lips were enticing me to feel them..
I wonder how soft those lips were….
I wonder how he feels…
“A-Ash… T-this is not F-funny….” I managed to speak, but it turned into whimper when I felt his building prick brushed mine! He moved again and I can’t stop myself but to grip his shoulder blade, I didn’t hesitate to push him back but just a mere seconds ago, his eyes flickered, My gaze were now relentlessly stuck on his eyes as I waited for that light again, I watched his Eyes in awe as it slowly change into a whole new different vivid color,
The colors reminded me of something I have seen before, but these eyes of his gives me warmth, how strong did I hit the floor to a point where I am seeing things? Or maybe it’s just a pair of contact lenses? Contact lens or not, those eyes of his were always hot nonetheless.
Ash took a deep breathes as he closed his eyes, he nuzzled my cheeks before opening his eyes again, revealing such lust shades that made me bit my lips, I have never seen him this way before. He met my eyes first and stayed there for awhile before leaning forward, I can feel his warm air caressing my trembling lips, I wanted to push him away but I can’t find the strength to do so,
OH God is this a dream?! Oh please wake me up!!!
He tilted my head while he took a deep breathe again, and damn it felt like every seconds was an hour! And an hour was a whole day! And the whole day felt like a whole year!!! I can’t describe how slow my world revolves now!!
OH God, please tell me if this is a dream or not!!!!! Am I dreaming?!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>A/N hope you like this guys!! And let’s wait for the next chap ‘kay!! I myself is kinda curious too haha i don’t know what’s gonna happen!! And don;t forget to love DRAFM, spread, comment, vote and fan yaay! And oh yeah Read my newest story how you love me now but it’s a Prologue though
~crisseon is out yaay!! [ edited nov. 1 2013]