In the midst of my dark chambers, a faint light shines.
My mind wakes up, giving in to the repressed whines.
Falling to the same trap, ignoring the same signs.
With a defeated sigh, reading the blurry lines.
"It has been fifty days since the last sentences.
From first, to fiftieth recent acquaintances.
Facing the bright screen, actions without pretenses.
A fool, driven by the bittersweet promises.
In my thoughts and my dreams, you never go away.
All delusions, you no longer care anyway.
It's tiring yet I'm still here, quote for everyday.
Subconsciously wishing for you to let me stay."
Such voices echoing, disturbing my slumber.
Feeling your cold rainy days in the warm weather.
Painful choice, to check you happy with another.
Another soulless night, stalking an old lover.