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- Taehyung POV -
As soon those words left her mouth my world froze. My inner soul trembled as I saw our bodies sticking together in a tight hug and her hands tightened more when she didn't hear anything from me, my eyes were flickering between her and my face in the mirror
Suddenly I couldn't move like my body is now stone until she loses her grasp on my waist and moved back a bit and looked up at my face and I was still in that position but when I saw tears in her eyes I spoke
" W-whe-n? "
My voice cracked like crazy and I wanted to ask more but no word came out of my throat other than this, she sobs and wiped the tears off her cheeks and grasp my hands in her which I let her do because I was numb from inside
" C-can we sit- "
Her voice broke in the middle as she looked down and sobbed. I didn't let her speak and slide my one hand under her knees and the other behind her back, picking her up in bridal style. She buried her head in my chest while grabbing my collar. I walked to our bed as I sat on it and made her sit on my lap
I can't really tell what I'm feeling but whatever it is it hurts so bad. Really bad.
But what hurts me the most right now is her crying face.
She sobbed again and looked at my face, her eyes are red and filled with tears. My hands stayed on her waist as I rub her back gluping before she spoke
" T-two years a-ago.......... "
She wipped her tears before again speaking
" I wanted to tell you......... I swear Taehyung. "
More tears rolled off her face and my heart felt a pang, it was two years ago and she didn't once mentioned it. Staring in her eyes I waited for her to speak more
" Remember our engagement day? "
She asked and I nodded slightly, rembering how she was just a lifeless body on that day. Her face was pale like she is just breathing but not living, the makeup looked beautiful on her but her eyes were dead. It was a private engagement so there was just our families and no one else.
" I had miscarriage that day......... because of stress, I lost my child........ "
My heart clenched, her child. That whole time when I thought that she didn't want to marry me and it was true because she wanted to marry the father of her child. But who was the father- wait. Is it?
Her cold hands cupped my face and made me face her which I didn't realised that I wasn't looking at her. She sobbed and placed her forehead on mine
" I wanted to tell you on our w-wedding night but......... You never came home that night and a-after that I never had the courage to tell you......... I'm sorry. "
Only one word was repeating in my head, she was pregnant. And I didn't know even when we met for the first time regarding marriage she didn't told me then too. Collecting my courage I decided to ask hope what I'm thinking is not the truth as I hold back my tears
" Who- "
" Eunwoo. "
She closed her eyes and before opening them again, looking into mine again which was mixed. Her breathing fasten as she got up from my laps and stood infront of me
" T-Taehyung please listen to first okay?"
I looked up at her slowly and nooded, she wiped her eyes and sighed
" I know you used to think that I was a playgirl in university which is hundred percent true but whenever I dated someone I always used to end up with Eunwoo because some part of me knew that......... I loved him or I don't know what the hell it was. But in my second year when you and Namjoon came I started getting attracted to Namjoon first but later on you got my interest because you never fall for my charm but at the same time I was still seeing Eunwoo........... I myself don't know that how many times we've broken up. And when I thought I wanted to play with you I went to him, for a break up but he denied and went crazy and................ that was the first time he hit me........... "
" But he apologized and I thought to forgive him but I didn't knew that it was not the end. But somehow I broke up with him, telling him lies that I want to focus on studies which was my big mistake and benifit at the smae time because that day I saw the real animal side of Cha Eunwoo. One week after our break up he saw me flirting with you in library and remember when he dragged me out the library and you just rolled your eyes in relif? "
She chuckled with tears and continued
" That day he dragged me to his home, at first I thought he was going to fuck me like usual and he did but before that he almost killed me. And remember when I didn't came to university for almost a month? Because he broke my left wrist and cracked two bones of my ribcage...... "
My eyes widened as I got up from the bed
" Where was jimin all this time? "
She again chuckled
" Eunwoo told oppa that I and he is going for a short vacation and he believed it because I used to hang out with him the most which was my stupidity. And you the best part? I forgave him even after what he did to me because I was stupid, a stupid bitch who was crazy in lust. I was an idiot that I let him use me for anything he wished to do whether it was for sexual pleasures, financial benefits or him taking out his anger on me by abusing me and then one day I found out that I am pregnant and to confirm I booked an appointment and they told me the same infact i was t-two weeks pregnant. I was scared, so much because I was a student and I was not ready and then I thought of marriage.......... "
" I thought that Eunwoo loved me too, and we'll raise our kid together like those struggling parents but somehow we'll do it.............. So, I proposed him personally and he agreed- "
My heart broke when she fall down on her knees and cupped her face in her palms while crying. I walked towards her and kneel down, grabbing her shoulder I pulled her in a hug.
I don't know how to comfort her because I've never done that but I'll do it. I have to do it, she is your wife Taehyung!
I pulled her hands down and cupped her face
" It's fine, Sa-eun. Please don't cry..... "
I wiped her tears with my trembling hands, she hiccupped while holding my hands
" I'm sorry, Taehyung. I'm really sorry. "
She squeezed my hand, it hurt me as her nails dig into my palm but her pain is much more
" It's nothing for you to be sorry, it's in past, Sa-eun. And he is not in your present or future. It's me. "
She looked up at me as soon I said this and nodded, I pulled her in a hug and she hugged me back.
So much was happening and still is happening and I don't know what it was, I always thought that she was supposed to marry Namjoon hyung but he disappeared a month ago from marriage and that's why she married me. But this was unexpected like I didn't even thought this. I don't know what to feel, because I don't think I have any right to feel something as it was her past but why it hurts? Why!?
She pulled back from the hug and wiped her tears as she spoke while still sitting on the floor
" Then a week later I told my dad that I wanna marry Eunwoo and he was happy but tensed too but I- I ensured him............ But he left me on the night of our wedding announcement- "
She stopped in the middle and cried again. I know she is not in the state but I want to know everything in detail
" Tell me everything in detail Sa-eun....... "
She hiccupped and nodded slowly
- 25 months ago -
The mid morning sunlight hit my face as I woke up, I tried getting up but I felt a firm grasp on my naked waist and my lips curved upwards. Turning back I saw his face in the sheets, one arm around my waist and other hanging off the bed
" Where are you going, babe? "
His morning voice sent shivers to my core as I moved back and lay back with him, he brought me closer while burying my head in his chest. I smiled and wrapped my arm around his bare waist like mine
" Nowhere. Where will I go without you, Eunwoo. "
He chuckled and kissed my forehead as he got up and stretched his back, giving me a full view of his naked back. I pulled the blanket on my chest to cover my chest which made him look back at me with a smirk but didn't said anything
He got out of bed, wore his boxers which was thrown somewhere in the room last night and walked into the bathroom. I sat on the bed while still keeping the sheets till my breasts, my hand unconsciously went to my belly as I creases it with a smile
" Mommy loves you alot. "
I kissed my palm and again placed it on my belly before I get up and wore his tshirt which was hanging on the edge of the bed. I made my way to the kitchen and started making some sandwich and coffee until I felt a pair of hands around my waist and a kiss on my neck, making me smile
" Good morning, babygirl. "
I turned around, wrapping my arms around his neck
" Good morning, Love. "
He came forward and rubbed his nose with mine, I smiled and closed my eyes before opening them again but his eyes were still closed
" Dad is announcing our wedding today......... "
I saw his smile fall and he opened his eyes, pushing me. Which made my heartbeat increase and a fear came upon me
" Why!? "
I frowned and chuckled nervously
" Wdym Why? I want to get married to you as soon as possible, Eunwoo........ "
He took a heavily step towards me which made me step back making my back collide with kitchen slab
" But why!? I mean we can wait a bit like for a year when you'll be stable in business, okay? "
I eyes stared at him for a moment before I speak again
" I love you, Eunwoo and I wanna stay with you forever. And I can't wait......... "
He took another step forward which made made me step back and my hand collided with the hot coffee cup as it fell over my hand, I yelled in pain as it was burning
" Shit! "
I mumbled and was about to walk towards the sink but Eunwoo suddenly grabbed my burnt hand and squeezed it which made the burning sensation worst
" Where are you going now!? We are talking right now! "
Tears formed in my eyes as I tried to pull my hand back but his hold was firm
" What are you doing, Eunwoo!!?!? It's hurting! Leave me! "
He twisted my wrist and made my chest collide with his bare one
" Why you didn't told me before that your dad is announcing the wedding? "
Tear rolled down my eye's corner as I blinked my eyes which he clearly ignored
" Why are you reacting this way if I didn't told you!? "
I whispered, he gritted his teeth and left my wrist, walking towards the bedroom. I placed my one hand on my belly and other on my mouth, to control the sobs. Then I heard the shuffling sounds of the keys and the main door opened then closed
I turned around and saw his cars keys are missing, I totally broke down as I picked the empty coffee cup and threw it in the sink which made it shattered in it as I sobbed
I walked towards the couch placed in the living room and sat on it, I cupped my belly in my both hands while I cried
" Baby, your dad is not like this. He is just angry, okay? Don't hate him......... "
Then suddenly my burnt hand came in contact with the fabric of the shirt I'm wearing, I hissed as it hurts. Getting up I washed my hand in cold water just then at the same time my phone rang, thinking it's Eunwoo I picked it up
" Hello!? "
But it was not Eunwoo
" Hello, my baby. Are you ready? I'm sending car for you in 15 minutes, is that okay? "
It was my dad. Then I remembered that he told me that I have to be present when he'll announce my wedding
" Oh, dad actually it will take me time. Wo, don't worry I'll come by myself......... "
I heard him made a 'huh' sound making me smile
" I'll send jimin "
Saying he cut the call, I could feel him getting worried. Because it is tough for him to see his princess getting away from him although he doesn't stay with me but still at least he is carefree because I was always under in wing until I met Eunwoo
Sighing I went the bedroom, to get ready and go to PJ Group almost after a month.
-
After I got ready I looked in the mirror for the last time before calling Oppa
Well thankfully my outfits fit me perfectly because it's just my first month and my stomach is not at all visible or attractting attention. Checking that I'm looking alright for an business announcement as a student
So, I called my brother and he picked up in one ring
" Yahh aren't you ready!? "
I
pout as I replied
" I'm ready, where are you? "
" In front of the building. Now come downstairs fast. "
" Okay! "
I disconnected the call, walking in the kitchen I grabbed a protein bar, a protein shake and my vitamin tablets as I took them and kept them in my purse before going out after locking the door
I got into the elevator and texted Eunwoo
I'm going to dad's office, he called me and you also come. >
And at the same time I reached on ground floor and saw Oppa's car and him leaning on his porche while smiling like an idiot. Ofcourse talking with Juri unnie. I wlaked to him grabbing his attention, I slapped his arm and wiggle my eyebrows
He rolled his eyes and sat in driving seat while I sat on the passager, he started the car. My phone vibratored, thinking that it's Eunwoo I hurriedly pulled my phone out from my purse but it was not him
Jay💗:
< Let's hang out this Friday?
Boo 😺:
< Yeah I am also free on this Friday 😁
It was our group chat, they know nothing about these announcements nor I'm telling them also I know they won't find out because none of their parents are in the business field and none of them are interested in business news which is a good thing for me. I don't wanna tell me about this all until it's all final
Okay then I'm also free 👍🏻>
I replied and exited the chat then I saw that Eunwoo already saw my text but didn't replied, sighing I kept my phone inside the purse again and turned to Oppa who was driving with focus until he felt my gaze
" Are you serious about marriage? "
He asked me while still driving, I kissed the air and nodded with my eyes squirt
" Actually yes! And if you were in my place you would have married Juri unnie until now. So shut up. "
I chuckled and sat back on my seat again but he didn't laughed or chuckled not even smiled
" I'm serious, Sa-eun. Like seriously........ "
My smile fall and I looked outside of the car
" Well as I said if you were in my position......... You would have done this too....... "
" What do you mean? "
I shifted in my seat a little but didn't replied to him and soon the big building of PJ Groups came into my veiw and I thanked the universe, he parked the car in the VIP parking and we got out
" You didn't answered me, Sa-eun....... "
He again asked me as we got into the VIP elevator which was now going to stop in the top floor of this building which is 12 floor. Sighing annoyingly I looked at Oppa and forced a smile
" I meant that if you will be living with Unnie for more than a month and in a same appartment you will want to live with her forever because you love her and same goes for me. "
And at the same time elevator opened and I step outside first, followed by Oppa. Dad's secretary was already waiting for us infront of his office, as soon he saw us he got up from his desk. I smiled at him as he smiled back and opened the cabin door of dad's office and there he is, the ruler of PJ Groups. My inspiration in business world
He saw us and got up from his chair, Oppa closed the door behind him. I widely smiled at him and hugged him tightly
" Are you fine? "
He asked me as we broke the hug, I nodded then his gaze shifted to Oppa. Leaving me he walked to Oppa too and whispered him something which was not audible to me ofcourse
" Eun, sit on the couch while me and jimin will come shortly, okay. And I already ordered your cold coffee and your favourite burger....... "
My eyes beamed when I heard that dad already ordered my food, he must have guessed that I didn't had breakfast so I nodded with a smile and sat on the couch as dad and Oppa left the cabin
I pulled out the protein bar and ate it until my burger and coffee arrives
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Then after maybe 20 minutes both of them came and sat on the both side of mine, I kept my phone aside when I saw dad smiled at me sweetly. I smiled back and looked down at my lap but something came into my mind so I looked up at him
" Dad, I have a request regarding today's announcement........... "
He frown
" What is it, Eun? "
I sigh and avert my gaze from his
" Can you please not mention that whom I'm getting married? Like you know na that Eunwoo is also a student and he just started his start up so if people got to know that he is getting married to me then......... And you this business world. "
Again looking at him I saw taht he was looking at Oppa, I looked at my left and saw he was looking at dad. So, I called him again
" Daddd! Did you listened to what I said? "
He nodded and got up
" I did Sa-eun and I'll keep that in mind, also I was thinking the same so don't worry about it. Alright? "
I smiled and nodded
" Okay then it's almost time and the reporters are also here. Let's go, jimin and Sa-eun. "
I got up and took my purse then Oppa also got up, we walked out of dad's cabin and his secretary joined us in elevator going on 3rd floor where usually announcements are made also a few media reporters are there too
We got outside of the elevator and the staff greeted us, I smiled back at all of them. I almost know most of them as some are very old staff and some are interns
" You both wait here, Mr.yu will come to call you both inside, okay? "
Dad said and we both nodded as he walked inside along with his secretary. I pulled out my phone as it was ringing, oppa looked at me with a raised eyebrow, I smiled and silent my phone and walked a little away from him
Seeing who was calling and it was Eunwoo, my lips curved upwards. I cleared my throat and pick up the call
" Hey- "
" Where the fuck are you!? "
He growled making me frown
" What do you mean? "
He hissed before speaking
" I'm standing in front of reception! "
I smiled and kissed the air
" Well I'm on 3rd floor so come quickly......... "
Giggling I cut the call and turn just to let out a loud gasp
I placed my hands on my chest as I breathes before glaring at him
" Are you crazy Kim!? I was about to have a heart attack! Idiot!!! Aish! "
He was still coldly staring at me, not saying a word umm maybe a word
" Move. "
I frowned and crossed my arms over my chest
" Why? "
He rolled his eyes and shoved me aside and walked inside of the male's washroom!
Shit!! I was standing in front of the male's washroom this whole time. But wait why is he here!? What if he heard the announcement and spread it in the whole university!? No no. But what will he get? Aish! Leave him Sa-eun and focus on yourself
I felt two arms wrapped around my waist with a kiss on my neck making me smile, I turned around and saw the man I love. He pouted and held his ears
" I'm sorry for the morning......... It was just I couldn't process everything suddenly and thats- "
I cut him off with a kiss, he kissed me back but we broke off when jimin Oppa yelled
" Yah! Sa-eunah! Come inside, dad's calling. "
Saying he walked inside the hall, I hurriedly pecked Eunwoo's checks and rushed inside. Getting inside I saw there were around four five reporters and some dad's important business friends with whom dad is working from his startup
I bowed at everyone and stood beside my dad, he smiled and took my hand in his
" As you all know, my daughter, Park Sa-eun is now a gorgeous lady. And along with the beauty she has the intelligence too. But today I didn't call any of you here for her praises which will never end at least not from me. So, let's talk about the main thing which is.............. I decided to marry my princess to someone who I believe will treat her like a queen. "
I looked down as my cheeks turned red in shyness, I looked around and saw Eunwoo in the crowd who smiled at me lightly and I smiled back. Suddenly a reporter spoke
" But Mr. Park if Miss park is this talented then why are getting her married instead of helping her in her startup? "
Well I knew this question would arise, I looked at dad who was facing everyone
" Well I trust the man to whom my daughter is marrying, I believe that they both will do their best in their own way and I think it's the end. Thank you everyone. "
" Mr park! One last question? "
Dad nodded while showing him his index finger, the repoter laughed and nodded
" Who is the man with whom Miss park is getting married? Why you didn't revealed his name? "
I glup squeezing dad's hand
" I didn't revealed his name because I don't want internet to go crazy. "
He chuckled but the reporter was not satisfied
" But what- "
" You said one question, and you asked two at a same time so I answered one. Thank you. "
I hold back my laugh because the reporter's face was looking very funny right now. This incident once again proved taht dad is a true businessman because of the way he twisted the answers
We exited the room but I was pulled by a hand on my waist who was none other than Eunwoo
" Thanks a lot, father-in-law. Now I would like to take her home she is tired...... "
My dad nodded and he walked away with Oppa following behind, I wrapped my arms around Eunwoo's neck as he pulled me closer and then my eyes fall on Taehyung who was looking at me whoth his eyes squirt
I panicked and grab Eunwoo's hand, pulling him towards the private elevator as we got into the parking and I could finally breath
" Are you alright babe? "
He asked me, I nooded and smiled at him. He grin and opened his car door, I get inside then he get into the driver's seat. I pulled my protein shake and started drinking it, he started the car and drove off
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" Why are we at pharmacy? "
I asked as a medical store came into my veiw after he stopped the car, he unbuckled his seatbelt while replying
" Because we are out of condoms........ "
I frown and a thought came to my mind, is it fine to use condom if you are pregnant? Like I don't know so I don't wanna take risk. So, I grabbed his arm before he could get out
" But I'm at birth control Eunwoo. " Lie
He raised his eyebrow and sat back
'" but I saw that your pills were finished too? "
I glup and nodded my head
" Yeah so I went to the hospital........... to take injection " another lie
His frown didn't disappeared
" Are you sure that you don't want to use protection? You know just in case........ "
I shook my head
" It's fine I told you I'm on birth control....... "
He finally smiled, noodding he buckled his seatbelt and started the car
_________
Finally our appartment building came into my veiw as I let out a sigh of relief, he parked the car and we both got out, getting into the elevator. And only I know how much hungry I am right now. So, as soon we entered inside the appartment I rushed to the kitchen to have some ramyeon
Eunwoo followed me in the kitchen and opened the fridge and placed the left over of last night on the slab before he turned on the stove
" Do you want some? "
I looked at him and shook my head, he shrug and started heating the food. I took my ramyeon bowl and sat on the couch in living room and after some time he aslo came and sat beside me
Both of us ate in silence and as I finished first I went to the bedroom to change into something comfy but before that I needed a nap and then a bath
So, I took a long nap then woke up maybe after 2 hours and took a warm bath and changed into a shorts and tshirt and at the same time Eunwoo entered but he directly went to the bathroom. I opened my wet hair and stood in front of the mirror and started drying them with a hand towel
It was already 4pm, wait 4pm!? I didn't realise the time passes really fast, as I was drying my hair Eunwoo came out of the bathroom with just a towel around his waist and his hair wet
He saw me standing in front of the mirror but I just focused on my work until I felt two arms wrapped around my waist with a bare back which I'm very much used to
" I'm horny........ "
He mumbled in my neck, I froze on my place. I don't think having too much sex in pregnancy is fine, right? Or maybe not just rough? I can't take risk but how should I deny him!?
" I wanna make love today....... "
His hand went inside my tshirt and rested on my stomach as he smiled to me from mirror. Maybe slow sex won't hurt?
He softly kissed my neck then my left cheek, he turned me around and cup my face. His soft lips landed on my cherry ones, he was kissing me softly like he has never. Slowly he walked to bed with me and slowly made me lay on the mattress while he hover above me
Breaking the kiss he removed the hair from my face and smiled, I smiled back and wrapped my arms around his neck, he made me sit slightly and removed my tshirt his eyes sparkled as I wasn't wearing any innerwear
" I love you, Sa-eun........ "
He say before pulling me again in a slow kiss as he removed my shorts too along with his towel
- Next Morning -
I woke up with a big smile on my face, but turning to my left my smile turned into a pout because his side was empty and cold. I lay on the bed again but got up when I remembered I have to eat as I can't stay hungry for a long time
Getting up I picked up my tshirt from the floor and wore my slippers, walking in the washroom thinking that I'll find him inside but everything inside was untouched. Frowning I took my brush and started doing my morning routine
After being done with my morning routine I got out of the bedroom and the appartment was also silent like dead silent but some things were missing which made the panic rose into me as I rushed into my room and opened the wardrobe and his all clothes were missing
I ran to bed and grabbed my phone, I called him but his phone was switched off, I again called him and repeated this thing again and again
" Where are you, Eunwoo!? "
I yelled on the phone which was saying only one thing for the last one hour that the phone is switched off which made me more frustrated, I dialled his friends number and none of them picked the call. My hand trembled but I clicked on the contact which I didn't wanted to call, hoping he won't pick up but unfortunately he did
" Hello? "
I licked my lips and wet them before speaking
" N-Namjoon? "
It was becoming too long so I made two parts of this chapter........