So I was feeling a bit off. Not knowing what to write I thought why not right my own love story. It was quite dramatic.
Enjoy....
So about two years ago. I was a second year college student. I am a introverted girl so I never approached anyone. All of my friends were from school so I didn't had to actually make new friends in college.
So I had a pretty good social life I think. In the middle of 2022. It was actually our first day in college since there was a pandemic. You know the thing corona. Anyway. It was our first day in college in actual room not online in our home. It was also the first day for the first year students too.
We were in the middle of our second year and that was the first day we entered our college we had no idea of who our classmates were.
So anyway we went inside sat in place away from teacher's vision. We were just watching and judging our classmates. When a familiar face walked in.
" I didn't knew she also got in. Isn't she like got held back?" One of my friends said. I looked at the direction to discover it was one of our classmates in school. She failed in one subject at 12 the. So she couldn't get in college. She had to repeat the class. So me and my friends were wondering why is she here.
She looked around. As she saw us looking at her she got embarrassed and asked the person sitting in the front
Bench.
" Is this 1st sem geography?"
" No! It's 3rd sem."
" Okay."
She left quickly.
We knew she was actually first year student.
" I knew she wasn't our classmate. She was such a pain in the @ss. Thanks god she isn't our classmate."
" Right." My friends said.
I was quite during the time. I knew she was rude. Not rude but she was upright. She never talked to us. She was the class monitor and also kind of topper. But when she failed we all thought how. But we were also proud that she didn't passed but we did. You know how it is. You all sort of hate the class topper only because you couldn't be the topper. I also had a crush on her. Since we were in all girl's school.
I felt sad though. When she walked in and we all looked at her surprised like she didn't belonged here.
....
That day went smoothly.
But soon the day came when I and my family had move out of our ranted home in north Kolkata to our own home in a district away from Kolkata.
I was sad but excited to finally live in our own home.
But To my surprise. Guess who was my neighbour. It's her. We finally formally introduced ourselves after 7 years of studying in the same school.
Let's call her by her nickname mon.
Mon lived two houses away from my new house neighbourhood. So we talked and went to college together. She showed me around the place. I was like living my dream of spending time with my crush. Bit still I didn't knew that we can actually do anything about that. It was just a crush right?
I was soon to be proved wrong. Although she was our junior technically we used to hand out alot. Mon got into my friend circle too. We went to the bank of river ganga in the evening all of our friends and hang out laugh. All normal friends stuff.
One day my friends tricked me saying they are coming to college in reality they didn't came. So I had to attend the classes all alone. So I was very upset. It was hot too.
To cool off my mood I went to the bank of river ganga. A special ghat near bagbazar ghat best place. Specially in the evening. I went there alone. I sat on the steps and looked into the waves in the water. So peaceful.
I closed my eyes. The slow wind. The setting sun. The cold breeze. This can't get better....
Wrong again.
When I opened my eyes and saw mon walking up the steps. It was like I am in a rom com with the perfect lighting. The red sky with the yellowish rays of sunlights complimenting her skin colour. I can't think of anyone who will look bad under the light of setting sun. But she looked angelic.
I was so memorized by her looks I kept staring at her without realising my mouth is wide open. She came up to me in slow motion. The wind was blowing her hair onto her face.
I felt like finally I found that someone. That was time I realised that I am f*cking gay.....
She sat beside me. And said slowly.." why are you here alone?"
" You're here alone too... I didn't knew this ghat belonged to someone alone." I said looking at the river.
" You seemed mad... Let me buy you a cup of tea." She said and ordered tea from a nearby vendor.
We sat on the ghat watching the sun set side by side sipping on our tea.
We talked a lot. That day we became friends even more.
.
.
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After four or five months going like friends.
In the mean time I was talking to a girl on Wattpad. She also became good friend to me.
So we talked about gap and everything.
One day I was talking to mon about something asked me if I was mad at me or not. I was like I am not. She said no you sound mad. I said no i am not. She insisted that I sounded mad.
So I jokingly said.." you're like ep. 7 mon."
What she replied something I didn't expected...at all,"so can we get to ep. 8?"
I felt such panic... I threw my phone on my bed and then run through my whole house.
I didn't knew what to reply so I replied by not sending anything.
I said the whole thing to the girl I was talking on Wattpad. She was like.." are you crazy..? Why didn't you replied. She is gonna think you are angry with her. She is gonna be so so so embarrassed. She put herself out there and you..."
I didn't needed to hear the whole thing I knew I f*cked up by not replying.
So I panicked and wanted to reply instantly to mon but it was already 12 pm. So I left a quick reply..." We could."
And it was seen by mon. And she replied instantly...
" So will you be my girlfriend?"
"Hummm."
I can't believe my first proposal through text. Anyway....I said yes.
I always felt I'll be the one proposing but it was nice to be proposed by someone.
I couldn't sleep the whole night....
Next day I put on my favourite clothes and got ready super early and waited outside her house with flowers from our garden that she loved. She would come and complement the flowers.
When she came out she was surprised to see me standing there with flowers....
" What are you doing here early.? College is not untill 2 pm. It's only 10." She said looking surprised.
The smile I had on since last night was gone instantly. Was that a dream? Or my imagination ?
She didn't texted me ? What going on? I am such a stupid?
This can't be? Make a excuse for the flowers quick!
I started panicking. That was clearly shown on my face.
She started laughing suddenly. I was still confused.
" I was kidding!" She laughed " I know why are you here. But don't you think we should be lowkey for a bit.?"
" What's wrong I am just giving flowers to my best friend!"
" I am your best friend now?" I asked returning her sarcasm.
" You were. You are my ex best friend." She said.
" Humm...! How do monmon wanna celebrate our first day?"
" Heyyyyy! Slow down.... Lower your voice. You're so innocent looking.. where is this coming from...?" She felt shy cause it was 10 am on broad daylight and outside her house.
" Well being same sex it's our privilege we can spend as much time as we want still be called sisters.." I said jokingly.
" Like freenbecky." She said and put her hand on mine. I was the one feeling shy now.
" Wanna go to my favourite place? It's not far away. We could be back before college time." I asked.
" Look at you. Could ask me for so long now so outgoing.... You know I noticed you staring at me for months..." She said punching on shoulder.
" You've noticed only for months... I have been watching you since school..." I said laughing and then I started walking.
" Soooo.... Creepy...!" She laughed with me ran behind me....
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Did you liked my love story. Although it wasn't the end. But it ended now....
I was just feeling a bit down so wanted to recollect the memories.
I was sitting on the same ghat alone today...
Although it was short but worth it. And freenbecky and gap the series was totally mixed in our relationship...