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I woke up around 5am and I really did not want to get up today. For the past week I had been skipping school, throwing up meals after eating them and I had lost a couple pounds, smoking, drinking, self harming and taping my thighs. The bullying continued and it got worse every day to the point I had to turn my comments off and I had to turn my message off on all social media. Obviously no one noticed and Ollie still acted the same with me yk all lovey until today. I stayed in bed and went on my phone and scrolled on instagram.
"Morning pumpkin" dad said coming in
"Morning" i said
"You okay you haven't been acting yourself recently" he asked
"Yeah I'm fine just tired i haven't been sleeping well" I said yawning.
"Okay well I'm going to take cami to school and I have a couple meetings today so Sebastian is coming to sit with you" he said
"Great" I mumbled
"I love you pumpkin" he said
"Love you too dad" I said
He smiled and left and I heard the door then open and close. I got up and then grabbed the alcohol from under my bed and my weed and climbed onto the roof. Dad said seb wasn't coming until 12 ish and it was 8am so I had 4 hours to myself.
I took a mouth full out of the bottle of vodka and then smoked my weed. I sat on the roof for the next 4 hours smoking and drinking until I heard a car door shut. I sighed and climbed back in through my window and then hid my weed and everything under my bed.
I tried making myself look some what normal and I stumbled downstairs. I hadn't showered or changed in about a week so it was bad.
"Woah Morgan slow down are you okay" Sebastian said holding me up since I stumbled around
"I-I'm fine" I said burping
"Have you been drinking?" He asked
"Nooooo" I said
"Morgan you reek of vodka and weed your fucking 15 for fuck sake" he said sitting me down on the couch.
"I'm fine sea bass" I said
He sighed and then made me some food and got me a drink and some medicine. I ate first and then took my medicine.
"What's been going on with you Morgan your dad told me you haven't left your room in days until this morning " he said sitting down and rubbing my back
"I'm fine" I said
"Your obviously not fine morg your struggling so talk to me princess I'm here for you" he said as I rested my head on his chest
"You sure you want everything" I asked
"Would it be better if you wrote it down and then I read it so you don't have to talk about it?" He asked
I nodded and he got up and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and gave it to me. I began to write down everything and it took a while since a lot had been going on. He then read it and he looked pissed but also upset. I then hugged me really tight.
"I'm so sorry princess" he said softly
"It's fine I've felt with worse " I said sniffling
"True but you need sleep so go upstairs and sleep for a bit" he said kissing my head
I nodded and before I fell asleep I heard my phone ring and I saw it was Ollie. I sighed and answered it.
"Hey" I said sniffling.
"Hey we need to talk" he said
"Okay sure what is it" I said
"Meet me at the town centre" he said
"Okay what time" I asked
"5" he said
"Okay I'll see you tonight babe" I said
"Bye" he said ending the phone
I sighed and threw my phone on the floor. I fell asleep and slept till around 3 ish. I woke up and went downstairs and saw dad and Sebastian in the kitchen whilst cami sat on the floor playing with her barbers.
"Morning sleeping beauty" dad said
"Leave me alone" I said sniffling since I had a bit of a cold
"You okay" dad asked
"Yeah just headache" I said grabbing my med and grabbing a red bull.
"Try taking some Advil" he said
I nodded and grabbed 2 advil and then I ended up taking all 6 pills. I looked at seb and he smiled softly at me. I smiled back and mouthed the words thank you to him as he nodded at me. I ran off upstairs and then got ready to see Ollie. I ran back downstairs to see seb still here and cami sat on his lap as he helped her eat
"Hey dad I'm going to meet Ollie is that okay?" I asked
"Yeah that's fine just be careful" he said
"I will don't worry" I said hugging him
"Bye guys" I said giving them all a hug
They all said bye and I ran out and got in my car and drove to the town centre. I saw Ollie stat down on a bench on his phone. I took a deep breath and got out. I walked over and tapped his shoulder.
"You wanted to talk" I asked
"Yeah I do" he said standing up
"What is it" I asked walking to stand in front of him.
"Morgan I'm so sorry but this isn't working anymore." He said
"What?" I said confused
"I'm breaking up with you morgan I've found someone new and I'm sorry I lead you on for a month because for the past month I've been seeing Meghan" he said as tears grew in my eyes
"W-what" I said
"I'm sorry but it's over I'm done " he said
"Ollie please don't do this" I said as tears dropped down my cheek
"NO SHUT THE HELL UP IM DONE MORGAN MOVE ON" he said walking away leaving me stood crying.
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I got in my car as I broke down crying. I started driving home whilst sobbing. I got home as I walked inside and I leaned against the door and slid down it as I brought my knees up to my face and sobbed. Dad and Sebastian came running over as they both held me.
"Fuck Morgan what happened" dad asked
I didn't do anything but sob harder in dad arms. He just sat and hugged me tight and seb rubbed my back. My phone started blowing up with notifications of Chloe, family, friends and everyone that has my number.
Dad and Sebastian both sat with me all night as I cried and it was honestly so helpful just having them both there and not being on my own. I fell asleep in Sebastians arms around 3 in the morning
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