Wanted to end it here... But my mind have different plans I guess!
No Proofread...
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It's been three days for koo's accident. He is getting discharge today. No matter what is the problem is going in between taekook, Taehyung didn't left Jungkook's side. Mrs. Jeon was thankful to him.
Mr. Jeon tried to come to meet his son, but couldn't hold the courage to meet him, pamper him, apologise to him.
He lost the chance, for the first time his son asked something from him and he instead threatened him. Jungkook is so sensitive and even knowing about this fact, he tried to force on something which... Anyways now there's no use of regretting.
| Jungkook's house |
Mrs. Jeon helped her son to get him freshened up, while Taehyung was in the living room checking the time of medications.
Mr. Jeon saw Taehyung was so focused. He slowly approached him.
"H-hey TaeTae"
Mr. Jeon spoke softly.
Taehyung stopped his all work immediately when he heard Mr. Jeon's voice.
"Y-you are too mad at me?"
"Why will I be mad on you sir? Your eyes were blinded by reputation, it's your son's fault who didn't think me as capable person to solve this"
Taehyung stated coldly.
"No bear, I threatened him. Also you know he is sensitive --"
"So you took advantage of his sensitivity am I right sir?"
Taehyung cut him off.
"Bear--"
Taehyung once again cut him off.
"Please you have lost this authority. You did mistake and your son proceeded it very perfectly. You both didn't thought about me at that time! You thought about reputation and he about you... I know that any son will do the same as Jungkook, but the way he choose, was wrong. He could have shared with me but--- it's over now sir, don't you have to worry"
Mr. Jeon's heart clenched at his words.
"He is suffering, my child"
Mr. Jeon tried to make him understand.
"Oh really? Then when you threatened him, didn't he suffered that time? I don't wanna think about anyone else now, I have already about told this to Jungkook and he agreed it, so please you have to stay away from this matter"
"But it was all created by me--"
"So what? Jungkook kept it all to himself, he forgot that his lover is capable to solve his every problem"
Taehyung said cutting Mr. Jeon off.
Mr. Jeon couldn't speak further and Taehyung left the place.
Some days later...
Jungkook was recovered but not fully.
"Okay eomma I will take a leave now"
Taehyung said to Mrs. Jeon, she furrowed her eyebrows.
"But baby stay some more time--"
Taehyung shook his head.
"Not at all eomma, actually what happened Jimin and my other hyungs decided to spend our holidays out of the city. It was planned after the graduation but I cancelled it, you know because of Jungkook's accident"
Taehyung scratched his nape.
"Okay okay, have fun... I made you stuck here, sorry"
Mrs. Jeon said ruffling his hairs.
"No eomma what are you saying? I myself came to help you"
Taehyung glared at her.
"Okay don't waste time now, pack your bags and yeah don't forget to send me the pictures, okay?"
Taehyung nodded.
"When are you heading, by the way?"
"Tomorrow morning"
Mrs. Jeon nodded.
"C-can I come with you Tae?"
A small soft voice grabbed their attention.
"Kookie, it's bad habit to eavesdrop"
Mrs Jeon scolded softly.
"Sorry, but can I-I go with him, eomma?"
Jungkook showed his puppy eyes.
"Yes of course, you can--"
"He can't come eomma, can't you see his health."
Taehyung glared at Mrs. Jeon.
"I'm fine now"
"You aren't Jungkook, you are on your medication remember?"
Jungkook pouted.
"B-but I'm bored too, I want to h-have fun... It's too tiring to stay at home doing nothing"
Koo whined like a baby.
"Let him come with you Tae, you know how's he"
Mrs. Jeon suggested.
"Fine then! Go pack your bag too"
Jungkook jumped in excitement and ran upstairs.
"Be careful!"
Taehyung yelled.
"And you said you hate him"
Mrs. Jeon said sarcastically.
"Eomma!"
Taehyung whined.
Time skip
Jungkook was done packing his bags. He didn't took much clothes, instead he took a lot of snacks. He went downstairs, with his two bags. Taehyung widen his eyes at the bags, he went to help him.
"Why are taking this much luggage? We are just going for a week not month!"
Taehyung scolded, helping Jungkook in taking his luggage.
"I-its just my favourite snacks nothing else"
Jungkook pouted.
"But it's so much kookie"
Mrs. Jeon interrupted Jungkook who sighed sadly.
"Okay then I will take this bag... It had clothes and some snacks--"
"We are gonna get some snacks tomorrow with all hyungs"
Taehyung deadpanned.
"U-uh is it? G-give me a minute I will took out those snacks too"
Jungkook said his voice went very low while saying so.
Taehyung felt bad but he had to behave cold with koo otherwise he will melt once again, and will start to believe in Jungkook. If their relationship was like before then Taehyung would have praise Jungkook for taking snacks with him. He never told koo about the luggages, loads or snacks. He was whipped for koo.
Jungkook took out the snacks, and zipped the bag.
"So should we go?"
Jungkook asked sadness laced in voice. Taehyung nodded before taking his bag along with koo's.
"N-no you don't have to help now I-I don't have much load"
Jungkook smiled.
"Let me--"
"It's okay"
Jungkook took his bag.
"Bye eomma!"
Jungkook said to his eomma before hugging her.
"Yeah, take care kookie and you too tae"
Taehyung nodded.
Jungkook settled in the car and was waiting for tae to sit but frowned in confusion.
"What happened? Why are you going inside?"
Koo asked.
"Actually I forgot my bag"
Taehyung scratched his nape.
"But you bought it, I saw--"
"I know about my luggage Jungkook, I forgot my bag that means--"
"O-okay, sorry"
Jungkook kept his head low.
Taehyung so wanted to pamper him, to love him but he was hurt, he is scared to get heart broken once again.
He went inside the house once again and found Mrs. Jeon was already standing in the middle of living room. She smirked because she was handling the bag which held Jungkook's snacks.
"E-eomma?--"
"I knew it. That's why I already placed it in this bag so that he will not doubt you"
Taehyung looked at the floor and snatched the bag from her hold.
"If you care for him then why are you behaving with him like this bear?"
Mrs. Jeon asked.
"Because I'm afraid eomma... I'm really afraid, who knows if Mr. Jeon once again threaten him and he will leave me like b-before"
He voice cracked at the end.
"He was helpless baby, you and I both know... Please don't give my kookie hard time. He loves you"
Mrs. Jeon stated sadly.
"I too know he love me and do you think I'm enjoying? I am feeling 2x hurt when he gets sad, it's just I am not able to believe him... I just need some time"
Taehyung said breathing out sadly.
"Okay, go now, otherwise he will come inside! Enjoy..."
Taehyung hugged her before nodding his head.
"I'm sorry i--if because of me your son--"
"Shut up! You are right at your place, kookie was helpless but he can share it with you or me... Don't think like this, hm?"
Taehyung nodded and left towards the car.
He settled in the car and drove off to the place where Jimin texted him the cottage's address.
The ride was silent, it was the first time taekook in car were silent. Jungkook felt suffocated when his only love ignored him.
Suddenly his stomach growl, he pouted.
'I am hungry, that's why I wanted to take the snacks with me... He know my habit then also...' Jungkook sighed and patiently waited to reach the destination.
Taehyung understood that Jungkook is hungry. But was impressed that he didn't threw any tantrums.
Taehyung parked the car to the nearby park and got out.
"Wha--"
Taehyung didn't let Jungkook speak anything, he placed the snacks on Jungkook's lap who furrowed his eyebrows.
"I t-took it so that you will not feel h-hungry"
Taehyung said and started the car.
Jungkook smiled internally.
'You don't wanna show but you care for me honey, I know that...'
Time skip
| Bangtan cottage |
Taekook reached the destination, Jungkook was mesmerized when he saw the cottage, it was very beautiful.
Taehyung took the luggage out and that's when Jungkook widen his eyes.
'He bought everything? But he was the one who didn't let me take this snacks and now he... Isn't he being so obvious now?'
Taehyung noticed the change in Jungkook's reaction, he immediately went inside the cottage because if he stayed a minute with Jungkook then koo will bombard him with questions.
Jungkook giggled and followed his lover.
They went inside and Taehyung called out for someone name Jin.
The handsome boy came along with four other boys in which Jungkook knows Jimin. Jimin gritted his teeth when he saw Jungkook.
"Tae you are late!"
Jin scolded.
"And who's this cute boy"
Jin asked to Tae.
"U-m he is Jungkook my--"
"What is he doing here Taehyung?"
Jimin spat harshly, Jungkook startled at the cold yet harsh tone.
"Woah dude! Why so angry?"
"He is the one hobi hyung who broke our tae bear's heart"
Jimin said to hobi. Hoseok looked at the already scared boy.
Jungkook clutched on the bag tightly.
"He is the same person chim who got into serious accident"
Taehyung deadpanned.
"So what tae?! You stayed with him, helped him like a pathetic I understood but why he is here with our hyu--"
"Jiminie calm down, it's the past you don't have to get angry. If Tae is okay then why are you getting angry"
The dimple boy spoke cutting Jimin off.
"Yes chim, Namjoon hyung is right. I have no problem with Jungkook and also I was the one who took him here, basically it was my consent."
Taehyung said calmly.
"Yeah so if you all are done with the arguments then please choose rooms. I'm sleepy!"
The cat's look alike spoke.
"Yah Yoongi! You are always sleepy... Tae take Jungkook to freshen up and then we'll decide the rooms"
Jin said.
Taehyung nodded and gestured Jungkook to the restroom, who nodded his head.
'I shouldn't have to come here' Jungkook thought sadly.
"Tae please come fast I'm really very sleepy"
Yoongi yelled.
"How much you are gonna sleep?! How are you gonna enjoy this six days!"
Jin yelled frustratedly.
Taekook were done freshening up and all of them were settled in the living room.
"So basically in this cottage there are four rooms and we are seven, so this is the first time someone will have to stay in fourth room"
Namjoon said. Jungkook was just staring on the feet.
"So to not have any argument and fight between us I have made this chits, in this chit I have written everyone's name, for example, if I picked up a chit and on it if Jin hyungs name is written then we both will share a room. Understood?"
"Yes"
Everyone said in unison except Jungkook. Taehyung eyes Jungkook whose head was hung low.
'Hope so his partner will be me'
Taehyung thought in his mind.
'Because he is just comfortable with me'
(Ya right...)
"So first Jin hyung will pick up the chit"
Jin nodded and picked up the chit and sighed annoyingly.
"Woah! Whose name is written?"
Hobi snatched the chit and started to laugh.
"It Yoongi hyung!"
Hoseok laughed.
"This sleepy cat is my roommate!"
Jin slammed his hands on the table, Yoongi didn't speak anything instead he went in the first room to take a nap, afterall he was desperately in need for a room to rest or we can say sleep?!
"Now hobi hyung, you pick the chit"
Hoseok nodded and picked up the chit.
"Woah it's you Namjoonie!"
Hobi excitedly said.
"Okay now you three are left... Jimin you pick up the chit now"
Jimin nodded and picked up.
"Here my name is written Namjoon hyung"
Jimin informed.
Taehyung sighed in relief and glanced at Jungkook who too was looking relieved.
"Okay that mean you have to stay alone while Taehyung and Jung--"
"I'm not ready!"
Jimin stood up angrily, cutting Namjoon off.
"What's the matter Jimin? We already decided that we will not argu--"
"No Joonie hyung, I will not let stay this boy with bear!"
Jimin pointed to Jungkook.
Koo shuddered in fear.
"But I'm ready--"
"But I'm not! Either Taehyung is gonna staying in my room or I'm leaving this place"
Jimin didn't let tae speak further.
"What nonsense is this Jimin!"
Jin yelled.
"I am not wrong! He don't know what Tae suffer--"
"Jimin! Please don't speak anything futher... Please"
Taehyung pleaded. Jungkook eyed them suspiciously.
'What is he talking about? Suffer?'
Koo thought.
"Then stay in my room"
Jimin crossed his arms over his chest.
"What about Jung--"
"I will stay alone"
Jungkook interrupted in small voice but enough to hear them.
"But Jung--"
"U-uh Jin H-Hyung, where is m-my room?"
Koo asked politely, completely ignoring Tae's stare.
Jin hesitantly pointed towards the room on which Jungkook nodded his head and took his luggage
Jungkook went in the room.
Taehyung turned towards Jimin glaring.
"Don't glare me--"
"SHUT UP!"
Taehyung roared.
"T-tae--"
"Who gave you the right to hurt my koo?! Huh?!"
Taehyung shouted.
"Taehyung calm do--"
"No hobi hyung! Why he have to interfere? I'm just angry nothing else--"
"Angry? Angry my foot! You suffered so much! You tried to take your life damn it!! How can I let you get attached to that selfish person once again, huh?! YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU BE WITH THAT JUNGKOOK ANYMORE"
Jimin spat and made his way to the room.
"T-tae? What he said?"
Jin asked scaredly.
"It nothing hyung--"
"DON'T LIE! WHAT YOU DID TO YOU?"
Jin shouted, grabbing his collars.
"I-I.. took p-pois--"
Jin slapped him hard. Taehyung stumbled backwards.
"Jin hyung!"
Namjoon yelled.
Jin was going to slap him once again but hobi pulled him.
Taehyung hung his head low.
"Did your mom knows this?"
Taehyung shook his head, keeping his head low.
"I JUS--"
"J-jin hyung please c-calm down... I'm safe right? Please don't create scene... Koo will hear it, and he is already--"
Taehyung grabbed jins shoulder to calm him.
"I DON'T CARE! I--"
Jin yanked his hands away from shoulder.
"Please hyung, he suffered enough... I will tell you his behind story"
Taehyung explained everything Jungkook did.
"Okay I know he is not at fault but you don't have to do something like this cowardly shit! You really don't have to! You know what if something happens to you... Jungkook will seriously die! He chose his father over you will have surely make him die because of guilt! Stupid!! You get lost from my eyes. I'm very angry now!"
Taehyung immediately left the place angrily.
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"You are so stupid chim! Why you have to spill the truth to hyungs! Thank goodness that Jungkook wasn't present there otherwise--"
Jimin cut him off.
"Otherwise what Taehyung? What? He should know his sin! He is the reason behind you th--"
"Do you know about his health and condition before accident?"
Jimin shut his mouth and frowned in confusion.
"W-what do you mean?"
He asked.
"Jungkook was close to get into depression and this accident made it worst. And you know the worst part when he got into accident there was no one to help him... He l-lost a lot o-of blood... If M-mr. Choi didn't arrived at time I-I might have lost my k-koo forever...
Taehyung started to cry.
"You saved me that day, you were there for me Jimin but what about Jungkook? There was no one literally no one... Even his mom stopped talking with him, his mom c-consoled me and he... He-he l-left alone, Jiminie"
Taehyung felt on his knees wailing loudly.
Jimin too cried, he is feeling bad for treating Jungkook like that earlier. But it wasn't jimin's fault either, he saw Taehyung was close to de--- so what he can think?
"I'm so-sorry tae... I'm really sorry"
Jimin hugged Taehyung.
"You go to Jungkook, he is alone."
Jimin said making tae stand up.
"But--"
"Please otherwise I'll not be able to forgive myself for hurting kookie, tae"
Taehyung sighed before nodding his head.
Meanwhile with Jungkook.
"I guess I did a big mistake for coming here"
Jungkook muttered sadly before wiping his tear.
He started to unpack his bag, he placed the clothes in the cupboard and took out Taehyung's oversized hoodie.
He wore the hoodie and laid on the bed. He started to wear Tae's clothes while sleeping since he broke up with Taehyung.
"I'm sorry my love"
He muttered, he always does this before sleeping.
But before he could sleep, he heard the knock on the door. Koo frowned in confusion.
He went to open the door and when he did his eyes widen in surprise.
"T-tae hyung?"
Jungkoo asked.
Taehyung eyed jungkook top to bottom and his heart clenched when Jungkook was wearing his tshirt.
"C-can I sleep here?"
"But Jimin hyung?"
"I asked you can I sleep here?"
Jungkook nodded pouting heavily.
"You sleep on the bed I'll take the cou--"
"Can't we sleep on the same bed?"
Taehyung cut him off asking.
"B-but..."
"Why are you wearing my shirt by the way?"
Taehyung asked knowing very well the reason but then also he wanted to hear it from Jungkook.
"Because I missed you... I'm guilty for h-hurting you"
Jungkook kept his eyes low.
Taehyung hummed and laid on the bed.
"Come sleep, we have to go early in the morning. There are a lot of places to visit"
Jungkook nodded timidly and joined Taehyung on the bed.
Next morning
Taehyung felt some weight on his chest and when he open his eyes he found his lover-- I mean ex-lover to be exact was on his chest. His grip was so tight as if Taehyung was any treasure.
Taehyung softly removed his bangs and stare at the sleeping beauty.
"I am sorry koo, but I want to make you strong. You have to be strong enough to share your problems with me... You are strong, very strong but you tried to solve the problems without me and I don't want that. You have to be confident on taking decisions baby"
Taehyung whispered.
He let sleep the baby until he freshen up. He slowly detached Jungkook from himself.
"Don' lweave me"
Jungkook whispered his voice came out muffled.
Taehyung sighed. 'Why he can't give me some freaking time?! Why he had to be sad?! I don't wanna see him sad' tae pouted.
Time skip
Taekook went downstairs for breakfast. Jin was ignoring Taehyung to the fullest so tae immediately approached his Jin hyung.
"Hyungieee, sowwy... Please forgive your TaeTae!"
Taehyung whined clinging on Jin who detached himself quickly.
Jungkook frowned in confusion that why Taehyung was apologising.
"Go take the breakfast don't--"
Tae cut him off softly
"Hyung, you have to forgive me. I will not do something like this next time, I promise! Please forgive me. And we are here to enjoy, please don't be mad at me... Please"
Taehyung showed his best puppy eyes and who is Jin to not melt. He smiled softly and hugged him tightly.
"Next time you will not do something like this okay?"
Taehyung nodded in instance.
Everyone have a fond smile on their faces but except one.
Jungkook wanted this side of Taehyung to only himself but it's his mistake led him to distanced Taehyung and his love.
Jungkook started to having the food, he started to regret coming here. Everyone were with Taehyung, he was feeling lonely once again.
Jimin noticed koo's sadness, so he approached Jungkook.
Jungkook felt presence on his side and saw it was Jimin. He gave the faint smile to Jimin but internally he was scared that Jimin is here to scold him or argue with him.
"I'm sorry kookie"
Jimin apologised. Koo frowned.
"W-why hyung? You were r-right, I hurt your fr--"
"Shh... I know everything now, you were forced by your father"
Jimin said.
"B-but I called him by--"
"Let me apologise to you kookie, I was not with you. I never tried to ask you that why you did this? You were wrong but not completely you chose your father and that identifies you the kindest and strong boy plus son. You keep it yourself, just here you did wrong. Okay?"
Jungkook nodded his head softly and a lone tear slide down his cheek, Jimin was quick to wipe it off.
"No more crying, yeah? Enjoy with us now... Forget every bad thing"
Jimin flashed his eye smile.
"Jungkook focus on your food!"
There come the cold voice of Taehyung, why? because he can't see HIS Jungkook with any other boy this closely.
Jimin smirked slightly, 'Jealous hooman!' he too proceeded to eat.
Time skip
The seven boys went to different places, they enjoyed so much.
To Jungkook's surprise Taehyung wasn't leaving his side. He took care of Jungkook's like a baby. Jungkook was feeling at ease that Taehyung is opening up once again.
Jungkook promised to himself that he will never hide the things from his hyungie. If his hyungie gave him a chance then he will never disappoint his hyung at all.
And talking about Taehyung, he too was going to give his love a chance. This time whatever will happen even if Jungkook will break up with him he will not leave Jungkook's side. He did the huge mistake. But one thing is eating his mind that, he is not that strong to hear any bad words from his love. He will endure everything but he can't endure the shitty words.
It can break his heart once again... So he is hoping that next time koo will not use those words which will make him stop loving his only lover.
Time skip...
Second last day of the trip...
Bangtan were in their mini van going to the destination. Jimin was driving, that's when tae asked.
"Where are we going chimmy?"
Tae asked curiously.
"Jennie's café"
Jungkook's ears perked up at the name.
"Woah! But why suddenly?"
"I heard that she improved the café now and it's famous among the city. Most important thing is that she gave us all the discount. Then who will lose the chance, right?"
Taehyung nodded slightly.
Jungkook was lost in his thoughts.
'She is the same girl who proposed Taehyung at the college camp... But my Tae rejected her, but now why they have to go there only' koo pouted.
"Why are you sulking Jungkook?"
Taehyung who sensed the uneasiness on koo's face.
"N-nothing"
Taehyung nodded but Jungkook speak up.
"Is it-- is it really necessary to go to her c-cafe?"
Koo asked fidgeting with his fingers.
"Yes"
Jungkook pouted.
'Just a simple yes... You could have convince me or could have ask me that am I comfortable or not... coldy oldy'
Jungkook huffed.
"I know you are uncomfortable, but she is nice friend of our hyung's and she never misbehaved with anyone of us neither she misbehaved with me when I rejected her"
Jungkook sighed sadly before muttering a small okay.
'Hmm... She is nice... nice my foot! I will keep you to myself only TaeTae!'
| Jennie's café |
"Jimin hyung was right, this place is very beautiful"
Jungkook muttered, Jimin flipped his hairs.
The owner of the café, it means Jennie came to greet the members.
Her eyes sparkled when she saw Taehyung. Only Jungkook noticed the sparkle, he greeted his teeth.
She gestured them inside the café.
"You did great job Jen!"
Jimin exclaimed.
"Ah! Don't embarass me. I am still not satisfied with this decoration"
She scratched her nape awkwardly.
"No it's nice, it's beyond nice by the way"
Taehyung complimented.
'What the hell tae?! Can't you keep quite!'
Koo thought in his mind.
And hearing the compliment from her long time crush, made her heart bloom, even knowing that he is gay and committed she can't help but to not forget her feelings.
"Thank you so much Tae"
Jennie said genuinely.
'Tae? Wow!'
Jungkook chuckled sarcastically that's when her eyes landed on the sulking bunny like hooman.
"You are Jungkook right?"
Jungkook nodded.
"You are just as same as before, cute and handsome at the same time"
Jennie said squishing his cheeks.
'Leave my cheeks girl!'
"Your bond is so strong, you are still with tae"
Jennie ruffled her hairs.
'Why not?! Come on!'
Jungkook's heart felt at ease when she didn't forget about their relationship.
"Actually they aren't together anymore, right tae?"
Jin interrupted. Jungkook's heart clenched, Jennie noticed the tensed situation.
"Anyways, Mr. Handsome did you tried the Jennie's special pizza?"
Jennie clasped her hands, Jin shook his head.
"Then come"
She didn't heard any reply from Jin and took him towards the dining chair.
Taehyung turned around to talk to Jungkook but he left already. He frowned in confusion and looked around to find the certain bunny boy, who was sitting in the corner.
'Yeah... I was getting jealous for nothing? We aren't t-together now...'
Soon later Jennie called everyone to the dinning to eat, she made various dishes. The one thing catches koo's attention was that all the dishes were of Tae's favourite. Everyone noticed but no one pointed it out but the excited one pointed.
"Wow! It's all Tae's favourite!"
Hoseok the ultimate excited person chirped out. All the members except hobi, tae and Jungkook facepalmed.
"I-its strange that you still remember my favourite j-jennie"
Taehyung muttered.
"We should have our food right?"
Suga announced.
Jungkook lost his appetite but didn't voiced out and silently started to eat the food.
After having the food, they chit-chat for a while. Suddenly Jin spoke.
"Um Jennie why don't you show the café to Taehyung?"
Jungkook widen his eyes but sighed in relief when tae shook his head.
"No need hyung, because I already admired the place"
"But there is one place that Jennie didn't showed him... Right Jennie?"
Jennie nodded her head.
"But I--"
"Please tae, you will love it"
Jennie said and dragged Taehyung to the so called place.
Jungkook too stood up to follow them but Jin spoke.
"Where are you going kookie baby?"
Jin asked softly.
"I-I wanna use washroom"
Jungkook didn't wait for any response and left the place.
Jin sighed sadly, 'You don't deserve him kookie, you deserve the best... Stop being pathetic' since then koo has arrived, Jin felt the urge to protect the bunny boy from every harm. He wanted to give him the brotherly love.
Jennie grabbed Taehyung's hand softly, Taehyung didn't liked it a bit, no he wasn't uncomfortable. He is just not used to this except his love Jungkookie.
"See tae, this was the place i wanna show you, isn't it beautiful?"
"Yeah, it is... But why it's in the corner?"
Tae asked.
"Because it is not for anyone"
"Means?"
"Means... I just made it for you... Tae"
Jennie caressed his hands.
"J-jennie you kno--"
"Don't get panick tae, I know you don't love me... I just wanted to tell you that I'm with you... I don't know about your separation's reason, I'm just here for..."
She grabbed Tae's hand.
"I love you... And it's totally impossible to throw away the feelings."
She confessed and Jungkook gritted his teeth, he so wanted to grip her hairs puling from Tae's hold but composed.
"I'm gay--"
"So what? I always loved your caring nature... I wanted to keep you happy but guess what I'm not that lucky enough! But see at yourself tae you are looking weak... I loved the cubby tae but i--if you w-want to us a chance..."
Jennie asked softly.
Jungkook heard their conversation and his heart break into pieces.
'He will a-accept her... No! he is gay! B-but she is ready... H-how could he? he is into boys and he loved me... But he t-told me to give him a c-chance to think... No-no he is not cold w-with me these days... But he s-said that he don't b-believe in me a-anymore...'
Jungkook was battling with his own thought, he instantly left the place.
He wanted to threw up... Did he lost his love?
"I-I guess i-its my punishment? I should not t-think about it"
Jungkook rubbed his face with his palms before going inside.
As he went inside he saw both Jennie and Taehyung gossiping with each other. Jungkook sat beside Hoseok who was scrolling through mobile.
"Okay it's time to leave..."
Namjoon said.
"Oh so early! I'm sad joon oppa"
Jennie showed her puppy eyes.
"Why don't you join us tomorrow Jen?"
Jin suggested.
Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, 'What happened to Jin hyung suddenly? Why he is tagging Jennie along?!'
"U-uh me? Isn't it your trip?"
She asked nervously even though she wanted to come.
"It is but you can come, tomorrow is last day of our trip and we are going on hiking, so take your friends too"
Jin spoke.
"Okay then, I have my friends I will bring them with me"
Jennie said slightly excited.
Jungkook was numb to think or react, he was slowly losing his hope to have Taehyung with himself.
Everyone were ready to go that's when she stopped them.
"Wait guys I made the bouquet see this, it is specially for Taehyung"
"We are here too Jennie noona!"
Jungkook spat harshly making Jennie startled.
"Kookie?"
Hobi nudged his shoulder who immediately bowed down apologising.
"A-ah don't worry I have bouquets for you all t-too"
Jennie replied embarrassedly.
Jungkook noticed the bouquet she made was with the flowers of which Taehyung has allergy.
He wasn't the enough courage to stop her from giving the flowers bouquet. Then also he dared to go closer to her and was going to say but Jimin spoke up.
"Jen he is allergic to those flower"
Jimin said snatching the bouquet from her hold immediately.
"Oh sorry tae, I didn't know it"
"It's not your fault, Tae can also tell this to you but he was going to accept the bouquet"
Jimin scolded Taehyung.
'I wanted Jungkook to speak up but I guess my bunny isn't ready'
Tae thought.
'I can't even stop her... Even Jimin hyung has the capability to be with tae but not me'
Jungkook sighed sadly and went towards the car.
Taehyung clenched his fist tightly, he don't want to see Jungkook hurt but what he is doing? Indirectly hurting Jungkook.
Time skip
| Bangtan cottage |
"Jin hyung what are you doing this? And why?!"
Taehyung whispered yelled at Jin who rolled his eyes.
"What am I doing? I'm doing nothing!"
"I can see that, why are putting fuel in Jennie's emotion?"
Taehyung crossed his arms.
"She loves you--"
"But I don't! You know I'm ga--"
"So what? You can be with her, she is nice gir--"
"I LOVE JUNGKOOK!"
Taehyung cut him off shouting.
"THEN WHY ARE YOU MAD AT HIM?!"
"B-because... I just want to gi--"
"You know what? You are making it more complicated."
Jin cut him off.
"I'm making it complicated? Me? He hurted me hyung... I know he did it for his dad but he can talk--"
"SHUT UP! TALK? What you did tae? You tried to take your life! Did you talked about it to me or other hyungs?"
Taehyung shook his head.
"Then how could you expect it from him that he will share his problems with you?"
Jin asked.
"The main thing is that Mr. Kim Taehyung you don't deserve Jungkook's love! Because he chose his father over you but he didn't tried to take his life like you did!! He endured his mental health ALONE! He suffered every pain ALONE! And you coward boy... Tried to take your life... He don't wanted to see his father die and you? You tried to take your life and wanted to make our and your parents life hell!! You don't deserve this... NOT AT ALL!!"
"That's why I'm keeping you away from kookie... Living with Jennie or accepting her proposal will not make you toxic because both are dumb! You don't deserve the smart and strong boy like Jungkook! YOU NOT DESERVE HIM AT ALL!"
Jin spat and left the place. Taehyung froze, Jin was totally right.
Unfortunately Jungkook heard their conversation not fully, he just heard that Taehyung tried to take his life. Jungkook immediately ran to his room crying his heart out.
"I d-did a big mistake, I wanted to save my father and because of it I was so close to lost T-taehyung forever!"