Jeonghan woke up beside his boyfriend and smiled seeing him sleeping like a cute baby
He peck his forehead and pull away and slip away slowly to not wake him up
He so then went to freshen up as he have to go to work
As he finished he didn't see his boyfriend anymore in the bed
He so went to the kitchen and smiled seeing his boyfriend cooking breakfast
Jh: hey baby, how are you ?
Js: good and you ?
Jh: I'm always good when you're here
He kiss his neck and Joshua giggle
Jh: you're such a cute big baby, you giggle like a child it's so cute
Joshua blush and gulp suddenly
Js: b breakfast ready
Jh: alright my baby
He pick Joshua up and place him on his lap and feed both of them while eating their breakfast
Joshua blush and again gulp and squint his eyes
Then jeonghan put joshua down and went to take his bag and put on his shoes after brushing his teeth
He was in the entrance when jeonghan called Joshua
Jh: baby, where's my phone ?
Js: here
He gave it to jeonghan and he smiled and pull him into a deep kiss and pull away
Jh: see you tonight my little baby, I love you, take care my baby
Joshua nod and smiled and when jeonghan left he immediately close the door
He then slide against the door and put his hand on his head
Js: n no no h he shouldn't get to know it
He then stood up and start looking at things to distract his mind
But then jeonghan's voice ring in his head
All the time he says baby it ringed in his head
Then he received a message from jeonghan
Jh: hey baby, ill come home around 6pm, take care love you my little baby
Joshua said ok but then drop his phone
He hold his head and then pull his knees close to him and then look up
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He look around and crawled to his and jeonghan's room and went to his closet and open the drawers and pick his toys and stuff animals and went back to the living room
He then start playing with his dolls and also made puzzle and pout as he didn't find some pieces
He so decided to live it on the side for now
Js: h hungwy~
He whine and went to pick some cookies in the kitchen and ate them then left back to the living room and put the tv on
It was a cartoon and Joshua squeal like a child and watch it intensely
And this goes on till noon
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If you wonder well....
Joshua has little space
He regress to young age when he's stress or when he's triggered by childish things
Like toys, plushies or nicknames for kids
Actually he's tired as he's been holding his little inside for months now and hearing jeonghan everyday saying baby and sayin he looks like a child he couldn't control and slip in little space
But he doesn't want jeonghan to find out by fear he'll be disgusted and be too shock to see him this way
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By now joshua was drawing and then felt sleepy so he picked his plushie and went to bed and went under the duvet and fell sleep leaving the mess in the living room
Few hours later jeonghan came back and was shock seeing the mess
He removed his shoes and coat and bag and entered fully
He then heard crying sound and went to where the sound's from
Js: d daddy~
He heard Joshua crying and blush at the name
He then entered and saw Joshua sitting on the bed and holding his polishing tightly crying like a child ?
Jh: baby ?
Joshua turn to him and was shock but made grabby hands and jeonghan pick him up and Joshua snuggle to his neck and cried still
Jh: shh, baby what's happening ?
Js: s shuwa h had a bad dweam~ a and d daddy~ w wasn't there~
He cried and jeonghan was surprised by his reaction, words and way to talk
He caress Joshua's hair and hug him
Jh: shh, I'm here now baby, calm down, shh.
Joshua hiccup and then fall asleep again
Jeonghan place Joshua on the bed and peck his head and left and clean everything
After few cleaning he heard Joshua crying again and went to him
Jh: I didn't thought coming from work would mean babysitting
He chuckle and went to Joshua
Jh: baby, im here shh.
Js: d daddy~ I i want to p play
Jeonghan nod slowly and pick Joshua up as he made grabby hands and place him on the floor
Jh: what do you want to do?
Js: puzzle
He said excitedly and clapping his hands
Jeonghan nod and gave Joshua the puzzle and left to finish cleaning some place of the living room
Joshua then whine and jeonghan came
Jh: baby what's happening ?
Js: i im stuck here I I don't find the piece
Jh: aww look...
He look around and found the missing piece
Jh: here
Js: wow thank you daddy
He hug jeonghan and giggle like a baby
After few hours jeonghan went to Joshua on the couch and signal him to come and Joshua sat on his lap
Jh: baby, can you tell me what's happening ? Are you ok ?
Joshua shook his head
Jh: what it is bun ?
Js: w well, I im little Joshua, Shua ! And I im here cause hyung is tired and stress and nervous so so i came here and and h he didn't want to tell you b because he was
Jh: scared I'll not like him anymore ? Aww ofc not I love him so much for that, hmm shua can joshua come back I need to talk to him ?
Js: you don't like me?
Jh: no no no ofc I like you I just need to talk something important and hmm for adult with him
Joshua nod innocently as he understood
After few minutes in silent Joshua look at jeonghan and blush and look down
Js: I i hum
He got down his lap but got pull back by jeonghan
Jh: we need to talk
Joshua gulp and nod
Jh: why didn't you tell me ?
Js: I i was scared you'll be disgusted
Jh: baby ! I'll never be disgusted by you, you're my lover I'll accept you anyways you are
Js: r really ?
Jh: ofc baby
He peck him
Jh: just tell me why do you have little space ?
Js: because I I was rejected by everyone when I come out and when I was an adult everyone start leaving me and when I was a child it was the opposite and plus the stress of adult life and pressure
Jh: hmm I get it, and so I guess the little one called me daddy because ?
Js: h he wants you to be his caregiver
Jh: you don't want ?
Js: n no no ! I want i it's just
Jh: aww I'm joking babe ofc I'll take care of little shua and you shuji
He kiss Joshua and hug him
Jh: but please don't hide anything from me
Joshua nod and hug jeonghan
Jh: you must be tired come and don't control from slipping it's not good I guess
Joshua nod and blush and jeonghan peck him and lay beside him and Joshua fall asleep and jeonghan hug him
Jh: i love you baby
Js: me too hannie and shua too
Jeonghan chuckle and peck him and both fall really asleep now cuddling each other
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