She shakes her head no she did not sleep good at all so she was a little sleepy that morning of course and a nap was going to be in her future as well probably after the service and she was going to go to bed early that night if she was sleepy enough he was going to have her sleep with him for a while at least until she gets over this horrible nightmare that she was apart of and doesn't seem to end at all either and she wanted it to end and she could get back to her normal life but since her mom was gone that hurt was never ever going to go away anytime soon and it was going to come back to haunt her until she gets over it and she can fully move on but that may not be for several years until she is in middle or high school and she will need a lot of therapy to help her recover from her mom passing away at a young age as well and getting a temporary dad until the adoption goes through and she has a family once again and Marie was hoping that the judge lets Logan adopt her and her sister and she stay with him forever cause he was nice to her and he was helping her get through this patch in her life right now as well and she needed someone to be her rock and let her know it was okay to cry and let it all go as well and she can take it one day at a time as well or one month at a time if she wanted to take it that way cause her way of healing was going to take the longest time to heal from this tragedy and the trauma as well cause she had to see her mom coming off the plane in a coffin and not to see her face for the last time as well which was really heartbreaking for her as well cause she wanted to give her mom a big old hug and a kiss on the cheek as well and tell her how much she loved her as well and now that's no more and no more happy Mother's Day for her at all either and her baby sister was not going to be able to have that experience at all either like she did and that broke her heart completely
"That's okay if you zonk out early I won't say anything" he says as he helps her cause she was totally out of it as well and he understood that it was going to be a rough time for her for a while at least the first few years at the most right now the holidays are going to be the most difficult on her for the time being at least until she has fully recovered from this and she may not fully recover from this at all and she will blame herself why her mother was killed in action overseas and she was still going to blame herself for not spending more time with her mom as well when she was alive as well and Logan will have to tell her it wasn't her fault that her mom got killed overseas and it was due to the fighting that was happening over there that did it
She nods as she looks at him cause she was bound to fall asleep at some point during the day and if it was after the service he was going to carry her out to the van and lay her down so she could get some sleep and hopefully she takes a little bit of a nap and she is going to be good to go and she is going to be out of school for a while since her mom just died and she was not going to be stable for a while at least and once she decides to go back she is going to need a lot of help to get her through the day and she is going to need her space as well as the days, weeks, months and the years go on as well
"Alexa is going to do your makeup for you so you look beautiful and grown up cause your eyes and your face need a bit of a touch up sweetheart and you will look beautiful for your mommy and I think she will like her Christmas present a little early" he says as he was going to go and the present that he had gotten for her cause they were going to send some gifts with her cause they wanted her to have a little bit of her girls either her as she goes into the afterlife of course cause there wasn't going to be anymore Christmas either mommy or Mother's Day or any other holidays either her and that was just sad in general so those holidays were going to hurt the most for years to come at least and that was just awful so Logan was going to do something special with her in the coming years to help her deal with that grief that she is going to be going through cause her mom is gone completely
She nods as she looks at him cause she was not ready to face the music of burying her mom cause in Logan eyes no child should bury their mother or father quite yet even at a young girl age either
"It's going to be okay I'm going to help you get through this okay and if you want me to sit next to you during the service I can" he says as he looks at her cause he could tell she was not ready for this at all either too
Alexa does a great job on the makeup for her
More when I have another Friday off