sorry guys this isn't a new chapter but i wanted to pay tributes to nat yk.
bro i can't believe it's already october 16th. i remember when i first watched endgame in 2021 (when i first started watching marvel), i was sobbing my heart out.
i hate the fact that she died for a stupid orange rock. i know it was to save the world but why. i also hate the fact that she thought that her dying was the only option and that her only job was to make sure clint came home safe. it's like she thought she wasn't worth anything and thought that killing herself was the only way out of it, the only way to clean her ledger.
two years ago, i made a reminder on my phone to remind be about today, thinking 'i'm probably going to have a new phone but what's the harm, it's so far away' but now it's actually october 16th 2023, the day that reminder appeared on my lockscreen. the day natasha romanoff sacrifices herself for the soul stone. it felt so far away but it's now actually here and i don't know how to feel.
bro im gonna be crying all day i swear.
R.I.P Natasha Romanoff
splat (sorry)