In my first period, I wasn't with Anna and Maya and this is my favorite class period. I get to play guitar and I'm not constantly getting disturbed by Anna and Dora, I'm joking.! Maya.
We had 5 more minutes 'til the bell rings so I quickly finished my new chords and I think I did pretty good.!
*riingg*
The bell rang as I put up my guitar and headed out the room to see Anna picking up her books.
"What happened?" I asked as I made my way up to her.
-"some stupid kid pushed my books out of my hands." She sighed and stood up, fixing her hair.
"Where's Maya?" She asked, making me shrug.
-"I have no idea, I haven't seen her all day today."
"Someone wrote in my chorus folder calling me a 'desperate slut'.." She frowned slightly, making me shake my head.
-"Assholes.." I sighed.
"am I really a desperate slut?" She asked.
-"Uhm, no? I don't think so." I replied.
"I just..I regret going in the closet with Brandt." She said.
-"I mean, I told y'all not to." I laughed.
"I know and I should've listened to you." She rolled her eyes.
-"let's go look for this crazy girl." I said and we began making our way outside of the school where we had other classes.
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We eventually found her, staring inside of something that happened to be a gym with boys inside.
"Mai.." Anna sighed, wrapping an arm around Maya.
-"oh." Maya said and hugged her back.
I stared at the inside of the gym, making weird faces wondering why she was staring in there.
"Oh" I let out once I saw the one and only Brandt Jackson.
Maya has some WEIRD obsession with him..It's like she can't control herself when he's around ever since the incident in the closet at the dance.
"I think I wanna join wrestling." Maya said, making me laugh and Anna pulling away, giving her a weird look.
-"Maya, you gotta be joking." I say, making her shake her head.
Anna looked inside the gym, spotting Brandt. She scoffed and walked away while I was still laughing quietly.
"What?" Maya said as she followed her.
I leaned against the bus with my arms crossed as they spoke to each other, Maya glancing inside the gym every now and then.
"Why do you keep looking over there?" Anna said in annoyance.
-"I'm not." Maya said in frustration, obviously lying.
-"You just-why-you only wanna join wrestling 'cause Brandt's here." Anna said, making me nod in agreement.
-"No, I-stop saying his name so loud. He's literally right there." Maya sighed, gesturing inside the gym.
"I mean, she didn't even say it so loud, Maya. Plus he's all the way in there." I rolled my eyes.
-"exactly, I just said it-like, not at all." Anna rolled her eyes.
-"Well it seemed loud to me." Maya frowned.
"I-okay, listen to me, gals." Maya said, calling me over so I can listen to what she has to say.
I sigh and made my way over to them.
"I didn't even know Brandt was in there." She said, making me chuckle.
-"Right." I roll my eyes.
-"I promise!" Maya looked at me, making Anna nod.
-"Okay, okay."
"You were staring right at him, but.."
-"Yeah, 'cause I'm surprised that I found him there. I mean, like, honestly, I have always wanted to wrestle." Maya lied.
"Anna would've known that." I shrugged.
-"Mai.."
-"what?"
-"Girls wrote 'desperate slut' in my chorus folder." Anna said sadly, making Maya pull her into a hug.
"Listen to me. I hate girls right now, okay? I'm over them. I just like guys, you know?" Maya said, making my eyebrow raise basically saying, 'what the fuck?'. Is Maya, you know?
-"'cause guys don't gossip." 'Yeah right' I thought as I rolled my eyes.
-"They don't talk about stuff like that, they're not mean." 'Oh, Honey..trust me, they're assholes. Probably worser than girls..She'll eventually see that some day.' I thought.
"I just-I just feel like if we go in there, we can just try it out. And if y'all hate it, then we don't ever have to go back. Okay? Just you, me, Y/n, and ten guys..that's it." She said as she stroked Anna's hair.
"What? No, no, I did not agree to this. I don't wanna join wrestling..I don't even think we could, we're girls, they won't allow us to join. They'll make fun of us and I don't want any problems." I laugh.
-"Yeah, I agree." Anna sighed and pulled away from Maya's arms.
"No, Mai, no."
-"Fine! Fine. But I have an inner voice inside of me that sounds a lot like my voice," 'no shit, Maya' I thought as I chuckled softly.
-"and it's telling me to go in there and wrestle. And I-I can't just ignore it, so I have to go, and I'd like y'all to join..or at least watch and be some good friends." Maya looked at the both of us.
"Alright, just watch." I sigh as we made our way into the gym to see Sam wrestling some short boy.
-"since when was Sam wrestling?" I asked, making Anna shrug.
Me and Anna sat at the bleachers while Maya made her way up to the coach.
"Let's sit here."
-"No, let's sit over there."
-"But- I like it here." Anna rolled her eyes.
"I mean, we could get a good view from here." I shrug.
-"We're gonna have the same view." Anna scoffed as she sat down.
-"alright, geez." I sigh and sat next to her. Once I sat down, I looked forward to see Dustin's eyes on me, but he quickly looked away and focused on Maya who was asking the coach if she could join wrestling.
"That's not something we do here." Coach Brown said.
-"Why, 'cause I'm a girl?" Maya scoffed.
-"and I'm, like, stronger than everyone here, probably." Maya looked at all the boys.
"That's definitely a lie." I laughed making Anna laugh.
-"Stop, maybe she is." She laughed, trying to believe in her best friend.
"Well, uhm, I think it'd be kind of messed up and illegal if you didn't let me. And I could probably report it."
(This shit made me laugh so much!)
-"okay. Fine..You can shadow. Go stand over there and watch." He gave up and pointed next to Brandt.
"Okay. Thanks, Coach." Maya smiled as she tried dapping him up, but he rejected it.
"When you come in here, I want you ready to wrestle." The Coach said as he continued watching the boys wrestle.
Maya tried speaking to Brandt, but he made Dustin switch with him.
(LMFAO, HE DON'T WANT HER! I feel so bad for my man..He definitely wishes I was there to save him from Dora and Sid.)
Brandt started adjusting his wrestling thing or scratching his balls..I honestly don't even wanna know, but Dustin was staring so fucking hard.
(Idk why he was staring to hard and looked twice..)
"Whenever Brandt touches his balls, it means he wants a hand job." He said while Maya looked up at him.
(Bitch, don't look at my man like that, tf? That's supposed to be me right there;) He's literally my first husband.)
"Bro, shut up." Brandt said in annoyance, making Dustin chuckle.
(OMFG, HES SO ATTRACTIVE!)
"Shut up." Maya laughed.
-"so stupid." She added.
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(Imma fast forward this for y'all.)
"Nice, Zablowski." The coach said.
-"good job."
"That was dope." Brandt said, fist bumping him.
-"Thanks." Sam smiled.
"Sam cock-block—so annoying." Maya mumbled loud enough for me and Anna to hear, along with the three boys standing next to her, including Sam.
"Mr. Brown, I'm, Like, ready to wrestle. I've learned a lot from shadowing." Maya said in annoyance.
"Fine. TJ, Partner up with Maya. She says she's ready to wrestle." Coach said as Maya took of her jacket and calling one of us to hold it for her.
"Go get her jacket." Anna said.
-"why me?"
-"'cause I'm, like, busy." She sighed as she continued scribbling the mean comment the girls wrote in her chorus folder.
I sigh and get up to grab her jacket, Dustin's eyes following every move I did and it made me feel anxious for some reason.
"Thank you." Maya said and made her way up to the boy, trying to get Brandts attention.
"This girl.." I mumbled as I made my way back to Anna and throwing Maya's jacket on her head.
-"Hey.." Anna groaned.
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Coach blew the whistle as Maya stared at Brandt.
"Now? Okay" she said, making Anna snap impatiently.
Maya laughed as she got ready.
"Stupid"
TJ went at her, grabbing her leg, making her fall and get back up quickly. I laughed as the others did too.
"Stop laughing, Y/n." Anna nudged me as I saw her holding in her laughter.
-"I know you wanna laugh." I covered my mouth as I continued laughing.
"Shh!" Anna laughed.
(Her wheezing has me laughing so much)
"I wasn't ready! Like, what the hell?" Maya complained.
-"Coach, can we stop? I feel weird." TJ said
"Fine, if he doesn't wanna wrestle, I'll wrestle anybody else, honestly." Maya said, looking at the boys, specifically, Brandt.
"Anybody, just raise your hand. Like, I'm ready to frickin' go."" She added, making the three boys look around, obviously not wanting to wrestle her.
Anna raised her hand as I pushed it down.
"Why?"
-"Just no."
"Brandt, whatever-if you want to." She said, looking at him but he just looked away.
(She's so embarrassing)
Maya walked towards us, mumbling something under her breath.
"Let's go, let's get outta here." She sighed as we got up and made our way out.
"You did great." Anna smiled.
(LIAR!)
A/n-Hey, pookies! This one is kinda long, so I hope y'all like it🤪 I might go to school tomorrow so I'm kinda excited but not at the same time. The only reason I'm happy to go is because I look so good in my school uniform😫
So when I start school, imma be kinda busy, but I rlly hope I don't get as much homework, 'cause I barely got some last year, so I hope it's the same for this year.
I hope I'm able to post for y'all💋
I'm also working on a new book called
𝒮𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙯 and it's abt Y/n and Tom Kaulitz😫 I already have one chapter done, the introduction, and another one I'm working on. Idk when it's gonna be posted, but it's for my Tom Kaulitz lovers like myself🤑
Sorry for any misspellings!
ℒ𝙞𝙡' 𝒮𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚! 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙🤷🏻♀️
Last year, my brother had this friend named Angel and he liked me, so he told my brother and my brother told me, obv.🤷🏻♀️
Angel was cute, I liked him back, but nothing ever happened between us, yk?😹
He's liked me for, like, 3-4 months and he got caught vaping so he had to go to Richey for a few months, which he was supposed to be there for 30 days🤷🏻♀️ but if he skips any classes, they add more days.
When he came back, he was in my brothers class, 5th P. Which is the class he's supposed to be going to.
When we were getting snow cones, he told me that Angel said he likes me (I knew that already.) and he wants to do the, yk, with me😬 He told me that he said he was gonna pull my hair😰
I was like, "he said that?😹" and he said "yeah, he told me." I was so confused bc why would my brother even let him say that about me?🤧
I said, "why'd you let him say something like that about me?" He was like, "I did. I said 'no you're not'." I was like, "bitch, that don't mean nothing." In my head💀
Then he told me that he was gonna have 5th p. With me and I didn't believe him 'til I saw him in my 5th p. And I felt so uncomfortable around him ever since😭 he spoke to me, like, twice and I just responded with "okay, yeah, mhm" because I was so uncomfortable😹
That same day he told me, I told my sister when we went to the bathroom in the store and she was like "you should tell our mom." I was like, "he should, 'cause I'm not gonna tell her." Then she was like, "want me to tell her?" And I told her that she can if she wants to, so when we were walking back to our truck, she told my mom and she got mad at my brother for letting him say some nasty shit like that abt me😭😹
My Mom told my Dad and my Dad being the overprotective Dad he is🙄 he was like, "if he ever tries to touch you, you call us or tell a teacher." I was like, "okay😪".
My mom said she was gonna report him, but I didn't want her to🤷🏻♀️ so she didn't.
Luckily, he didn't try putting his hands on me, but the thought of him touching me, made me feel uncomfortable bc I didn't wanna be sexually assaulted again🤦🏻♀️ All he did was stare and talk about me to my brother.
My brother never mentioned him talking abt me like that and he probably was and didn't wanna tell us🤷🏻♀️
'Cause one time my brothers teacher wasn't there at school and he had to come into my classroom.
Off topic, but he had a class with my old crush (Devin) and I couldn't focus bc I couldn't keep my eyes off me😭 I was so emo and wanted to die in that moment💔
Anywho, we went to lunch and I was sitting in front of them, just all the way at the end (aka, the last seat) while he was sitting in front of me, but in the first 3-4 seats with Angel.
Angel was talking and my brother was laughing and looking at me while I looked back at him.
I saw Angel looking at me with a smile, basically hiding behind my brother while laughing.
My brother mouthed, "He said he liked you" and I laughed.
Angel was/is cute, but he's low-key a perv.😰 even if I wanted to date him, I wouldn't be able to bc my parents don't want me to fat him bc of what he said🙄💔.
𝒜𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝓆𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝓈𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚
My brother had this friend and she was a girl, she was mad cute, ykwim?🤪 I can't see her anymore bc she's in high school now💔
My brother told me that she said I was cute and I had a big booty/ass/butt whatever you wanna call an ass😹😭
That made me smile bc she's mad cute and I can't have her anymore💔
But I also think that was my other crushes sister..😬 idk though.
1 𝓂𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝒮𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚.
I had this crush named Derrick and I bought him a bracelet bc he wanted one when he saw that I gave my two friends a bracelet as well. (One had blue the other had, red, while I had green).
I asked him what color he wanted and he said blue so I got him blue🤪
And tell me why he wore it more than they did🙄 they're so fake.🤧
And they moved schools too💔
One time he touched my waist and I blushed so hard, bro😭 I swear it was getting hot in that fucking classroom😔
(I don't think I like him anymore, I see him better as a friend)
I had a lot of boys asking me for my number and they are all ugly..I need better options💔 I need people like Dustin, Bill, Tom, Georg, Gustav, Shuji, Max, Andrew (my current crush and imma be emo if he moved schools🤧), and all my other Husbands, mans, wives asking for my number bc the boys at my school ugly asf🤮