To my Dearest Friend

By dyslectic_demigod

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Out of mind out of sight? Is that something that's true, Yves hopes it's not. When his best friend moves away... More

Yves playlist
Acknowledgments
Foreword
first letter
The characters
I miss you already
Pearls
Be happy for me
the rush of being known
Rain
Friday
Naivety
Absinthe
Opera
Another opera
Headache
Black and blue
Cello
You have to start somewhere
Dying
Why
Walk away
You know too much
Your dearest friend?
Perception
Still not sure
Dancing
My son
Reading
Fix it
An unlikely pair
Childhood
Roses
Stranger
Icarion
Dancing
Beauty
Numb
A letter that will never be sent
A crude decision
Memories
Lying
I'm sorry
dramatic, bland and tasteless
The parents
apologies and the dreadful past
Are you afraid
A glimpse into the beginning
My family
My other family
wishing, wondering and realizations
Paris
please be mad at me
why do you make me hate myself?
beautiful demise
We are friends, right?
doubters, lovers and sinners
My cyril and the last step
pretense, masks and silence
my beloved
Regret
Suffocating
My angel and my memories
Vienna and old friends
Another glimpse into our world
I don't understand
the grief of not understanding
My worries, guilt and prayer
How to forgive
A special treat for my readers
Part two of the treat
Katherina
oh so cold
my old friend
Are you a romantic
weighing down
imaginary
Arrival
A song and breathing
Giving up
Home again and a goodbye
Close the curtains
Ghosts of silence
the duty of silence
Was it ever easy?
Slippery faith
The courtyard heartbreak
you are stubborn
We meet again but we are not the same anymore
Harbouring hearts
the vows of an unintentional liar
not love, just care
How much?
Do we want to be in France?
a necklace of roses
My last letters
Epilogue
to my dearest readers

intro

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By dyslectic_demigod

You might know these characters, you might not. Whatever the case it doesn't matter. They'll tell a different tale than you will expect.

This book begins with an ending, and a new beginning. It begins with the feeling of abandonment and the feeling of certainty. So let's begin;


"So you are really going?" I ask. I know the answer but I have the fragile hope that this all is a dream conjured by fear. "I am, I am going." he answers much to my dismay. I fidget with my gloves and just respond with okay. Just okay, why am I so stupid! Say something different Yves! "Is that your answer?" Cyril asks, he has a saddened tone in his voice. "After all what we have expierienced together?" he asks, almost begging for more. I reach out my hand for a last handshake and say: "What more is there to say?" he looks at my hand and turns around, seemingly disappointed in me. What should I have done? embraced him? I am not allowed to do such things right? he looks at me through the window of the carriage and says I will miss you. the carriage begins to ride. Frances, my dear sister, looks at me "This shouldn't be how you two end" she's right, this might be the last time I see him in person. I grab a book from my bag and begin to pursue the carriage. My hat falls off and I'm afraid I might've lost my pocket watch. but I don't dare hesitate. I knock on the window and when he opens it I hand him my copy of dorian gray. He always loved reading my annotations. He smiles and gives me a flower, a green carnation. He used to wear it as a corsage all the time. I scream "Enjoy Paris! If you return bring something for me! Send me a letter!! I'll miss you." I miss him already, the way he dances, the way he loves, the way he looks and the the way he'd talk to me. I'll miss you, my rain.

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