[Ya'll asked so kindly so i made one^¬^, although this may have some tiny bitsy smut- because it's part of the drama hahahsyajsushahsyzhzus
It's now the after party and they actually did this on Mr. yoon's mansion which he letted them use it. Jeonghan and Haesook now are on the dance floor dancing around with their friends all happy. Meanwhile, Joshua doesn't even know how he got there. He promised to himself that he'll leave after the wedding but i guess some promises are meant to be broken?
Joshua is now at the corner counter he kept drinking the drinks that the bartender gives him which he doesn't mind as he is heartbroken right now.
"Shua?" Minghao approached him. "Oh.. Hey hao" Joshua gave a faint smile and is a little tipsy.
"Shua.. If you want i can take you home? I can clearly see you don't want to be here because.." Minghao stopped as the two of them looked at Haesook and Jeonghan being lovely with ecah other on the dance floor and yes Of course Jeonghan's friend knew that Joshua and Jeonghan were dating, heck Jeonghan was even so proud and happy and announced it when they started to date 10 years ago.
"No it's alright.. Im fine Hao you go enjoy the party" Joshua assured with Minghao knowing that he isn't but he knows that Joshua wants to be alone.
"Alright.. Just call me, call us if you need anything okay?" Minghao said with Joshua smiling and nodding then Minghao left.
'Why..' Joshua thought. 'Why's it him? Isn't that supposed to be me?' Joshua thought all teared up now looking at Jeonghan and Haesook kissing softly on the dance floor with their friends awwing.
'You fucking liar' Joshua is now feeling mixed emotions of anger and sadness so he decided to look away and drink.
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After a few drinks Joshua can feel himself getting dizzy now so he stood up and went to the second floor where the rooms are at and he unconsciously knocked at a room.
"Haesook what took you so lon-" Jeonghan stopped as he saw Joshua infront of the door looking down with tears streaming down his face.
"Oh Joshua? What's wrong?" Jeonghan asked making Joshua look up and wipe his tears away but Joshua then slapped Jeonghan's hands away.
"Joshua-"
"You fucking liar.." Joshua said in a voice breaking tone. "You asshole, you liar how dare you! How.. Fucking dare you.. " Joshua said crying and sobbing now with his hands covering his face.
"Shuji-"
"DON'T- call me that... It'll make me want to have you more again... Just please Hyung.. Don't ever make a promise.. That you can't keep. You don't know how much it hurts.. " Joshua said all crying looking at Jeonghan who's now heartbroken at the sight, he never wanted to hurt the younger...
"T-that's all im happy for you hyung" Joshua said smiling faintly and the walked out but before he could completely left he felt a hand grabbed his.
"Hyung let me go-" Joshua said but was cutted off when Jeonghan suddenlypulled him in the room closing the door and pinning Joshua on the wall and kissed him.
Jeonghan is now kissing Joshua pinning the younger's hand on the wall who's now suprised.
"H-hyung.." Joshua blurted out in between the kissed but the Jeonghan deepened the kissed making Joshua moan softly.
'Forgive me for wanting more' Joshua thought as he finally let his guard down and kissed the older back since he still loves Jeonghan so you can't blame him for wanting that.
Jeonghan then slid his tounge in sucking and tasting every corner of Joshua's mouth who's now moaning softly.
After a while they both pulled awayto breath and Jeonghan attacked Joshua's neck and putted his hands inside Joshua's polo making Joshua whimper.
"Hmn.. H-hyung.. We shouldn't-" Joshua whimpered as Jeonghan kept on touching him and bit his neck.
"Are you sure you want to stop?" Jeonghan asked as he pressed Joshua's hardened dick making Joshua groan
"Aghn~"
"Let me help you Joshuji.." Jeonghan whispered then bit Joshua's ear making Joshua's breath hitch.
'Im really sorry' Joshua thought as he knows this is wrong, Jeonghan just got married and clearly kissing even having an affair with him is wrong but he can't help it because he wants Jeonghan and the older doesn't seem to want to stop.
"Aahm~ H-hyung.." Joshua whimepered as he can feel Jeonghan's hand unzipping his pants and rubbing his dick.
"Let's go to the bed Joshuji" Jeonghan said as he carried Joshua and pinned him down to the bed.
"You're still so pretty Shuji.." Jeonghan whispered on Joshua's neck making Joshua blush and gullped at the compliment.
"Hyung.. Kiss me" Joshua pleaded as he whimpers with Jeonghan following and kissing him too.
And you can say that the two had a lovely night together
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The next day Joshua woke up with a beam of lights shining in his eyes he slowly faced the other side the opened his eyes only to see that no one was there.
Joshua sat up with a little hang over from the alchol and with a few hickeys on him and still naked from last night. Joshua then turned to and saw his clothes properly folded.
He then remembered what happend between him and Jeonghan last night which made him flustered and blushing but feeling bad at the same time.
'Joshua you idiot! Hyung just got married and you made him screw you???' Joshua thought as he sighs feeling bad now.
'What will Haesook hyung say if he finds out' Joshua thought as he stood up and wore all his clothes sighing.
"That'll be the first and last..." Joshua siad as he's all clothed up now and left the mansion.
As Joshua was on his way down the stairs he can see some people all passed out of the chairs , floors because of last night. Joshua quickly went out the door and on the way to his car.
"Haa.." Joshua sighed as he sat in the driver's seat.
"Oh are we going hone already?" A voice said in the back seat.
"JESUS- Mingyu! What are you doing in my car?" Joshua said as he tried to calm himself down because he was suprised.
"The rooms were all occupied and i didn't want to sleep on the floor so" Mingyu said as he sat up and fixed his hair.
"You scared me to death Gyu i almost hitted you" Joshua said now calmed down.
"Sorry hehe" Mingyu said and looked at Joshua and can't help but noticed some hickeys. "Oh seems someone had a fun night?" Mingyu teased with Joshua blushing and flustered but shook it off.
"Enough Gyu im dropping you off" Joshua said as he starts his car and the two proceeded home.
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"You WHAT-" Seungcheol and the others shouted as Jeonghan told him that He and Joshua fuxked last night.
"I know it was wrong.. But i couldn't help it, Shuji wad looking all handsome and cute and hurted..." Jeonghan said looking down.
"You guys know i never wanted to hurt him right? I married Haesook because i felt bad for him he doesn't have anyone else and confessed to me.." Jeonghan said with the others sighing.
"But hyung that isn't a valid reason to just break up and leave Shua, he loves you so much and we know you also love him too but forgive me for saying this but im taking Shua's side because leaving him for anither guy you don't even love because you feel bad is bullshit" Minghao claimed. "Hey hao-" Soonyoung was cutted off.
"No! Don't tell to shut up or that that's to much, because No! Someone had to speak up and share their opinions about that? Well for me it's bullshit hyung! You confessed and love Shua and even promise to him but then all of those gone just because of a guy you felt bad for???? What the fuck is that??!!" Minghao shouted not helping it anymore because ever since they met Joshua at Jeonghan's 16th birthday 10 years ago and also when they both confessed and dated, Joshua also became their friend especially Minghao became close with Joshua since their the same age.
"Hao.. I didn't have a choice-"
"YOU HAD A CHOCIE HYUNG! FOR GOD SAKES YOU HAD ALL THE CHOIES IN THE WORLD AND YOU SHOULD'VE PICK THE RIGHT ONE IN STILL PICKING SMJOSHUA. IF YOU TRULY LOVE YOU'LL BE DOING ANYTHING FOR HIM! And now you even fucked him last night and what? Continue to ignore him again and hurt him more all over again?? That's such a jerk thing to do hyung.. You know what im done, I'm sorry hyung but im taking Joshua's side which was the innocent and victimed side."Minghao stood up and left but stopped at the door.
"Joshua is such a nice, gentle and loving boy, Joshua deserved better." Minghao sai all mad at Jeonghan now since he hurted Joshua for nothing.
"And if some of you agrees then don't hesitate and come with me, let's comfort and help Joshua move on" Minghao said then left with the silence being loud and Soonyoung, Seokmin and Wonwoo standing up.
"We're sorry hyung but we're with Minghao" Wonwoo said with Soonyoung and Seokmin nodding slightly then the two left.
"You two?" Jeonghan asked Seungcheol and Seungkwan. "Well hyung Minghao's not wrong but we'll stay and guide you" Seungkwan said.
"Seungkwan's right you're like a lost sparrow in a group of crows we'll help you in doing the right thing" Seungcheol said with Jeonghan smiling a bit.
"Well we'll ask first what do YOU want to do?" Seungkwan said.
"Apologise"
"To who?"
"Joshua.."
"Why?"
"Because i.. I still love him.. I always had love him, I never stopped loving him.. Yes i did leave him because i felt bad for Haesook but then when we we're at the altar i can't help but see Joshua all crying and hurt liked that which made me wanted to say no that time" Jeonghan said looking down.
"Then why didn't you?"
"Well i.. Haesook looked so happy and-"
"Wait wait what's it with Haesook that you feel bad for him?? Did he or his family did something for you to be conscious?"
"No.. You see.."
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Meanwhile with Joshua and Mingyu who's with Mingjao and the other 3 now are hanging out at a mall with the 4 trying their best to help Joshua move on which seems to work because Joshua's smiling, the smiled which they longed wish to see again.
"Are you alright now Shua?" Wonwoo asked. "Mhm thanks hyung, thanks guys" Joshua smiled with the others smiling.
Joshua then heard a ping from his phone and checked it.
Jeonghan
Jeonghan
Hey Shuji can we talk later
Joshua somehow felt anxious and gulped thinking whether he should reply or not.
"Shua what's wrong? Who messaged?" Mingyu asked.
"A-ah I-it's My brother jun let me answer it real quick" Joshua lied with the others nodding.
Jeonghan
Joshua
Sure hyung what time?
Jeonghan
Later 4 pm at svt café?
Joshua
Okay hyung
Jeonghan
Thank you :))
Joshua can't help but feel butterflies again but at the same time anxious because he's nervous of what Jeonghan needs to say.
"This is a good decision so imhe can end it and finally move on" Joshua whispered to himself and took a deep breath and went back to the others.
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Later Jeonghan is now at the svt café and it's currently 4:17 pm. Jeonghan is thinking whether he shoukd leave now or not since Joshua isn't there yet.
'He probably changed his mind' Jeonghan thought as he stood up and left the table but stopped when he heard a voice call him.
"Hyung" Jeonghan looked back and saw Joshua all clothed up with a turtleneck to cover the hickeys.
"Sorry i took too long Minghao and the others wouldn't let me out of their sight earlier" Joshua explained with Jeonghan just smiling.
"They're really helpful friends aren't they?" Jeonghan said facing Joshua now. "Yeah you're lucky to have them hyung" Joshua replied smiling faintly.
"Me? Lucky? No it's you you're lucky to have them just as how lucky they are to have you. Don't you see Shua they were just trying their best to protect and help you move on from.. You know me" Jeonghan said smiling faintly as they both sat down the table.
The two are jow sirting at a table nto looking at each other and having an akward silence between them which was broke off.
"Hyung Im sorry-"
"Listen Shua i-"
"You go first" Jeonghan said with Joshua shaking his head. "No you go first hyung you're the one who invited me to talk"Joshua replied.
"Alright.."
"Listen Joshua Im sorry.. I know im an asshole and a jerk for breaking my promise and leaving you for a guys i don't even love.." Jeonghan then looked down feeling so ashamed.
"Wait.. You don't love Haesook-hyung?" Joshua asked with Jeonghan nodding a soft yes.
"If you're asking why i married him even though i don't love him.. Well it's because i feel bad.. Haesook's parents where basically my parents their the one who took me in when my parents died when i was 3 and they took care of me until im 6 and when you moved here you were 5 right and im 7 that time, So you when i was 7 my aunt gladly took me and then started to take care of me and since Haesook's parents reached out to me to hang out with their son and make him happy i couldn't refuse because i felt like i need to return the gratitude.. Im sorry Shua.. Im sorry I-i.." Jeonghan started to tear up.
"I never wanted to hurt you.. I never wanted to leave you but i felt like i had no choice when i clearly had many but onky one choice was right whish was still choosing you but i didn't because i was stupid so i-im really sorry Joshuji.. I still live i always had and always will.. The things that i said at my vow yesterday was all for you.. " Jeonghan added with tears streaming down his face now.
Joshua was actually stunned and suprised from Jeonghan's story he doesn't kniw whether he should feel bad or relief, maybe both?
"Hyung I dont know.. Im not sure, I-i feel bad yet relief at the same time and i- I just don't know.." Joshua replied with Jeonghan wiping his tears.
"I know Shuji you don't have to answer I just wante dyou to know that I really am sorry and I know I've broken my promises from that time but there is one that i didn't break.." Jeonghan stopped then smiled and looked at Joshua.
"And that promise was that i promise to love you and only you..I still love you Joshuji i always had and always will, So if you want too give me another chance.. " Jeonghan said making Joshua blush and tear up from Joy because he's so glad and relief that Jeonghan still loves him.
"I still love you too hyung.. But i don't know what to do.. What about Haesook-hyung?" Joshua asked.
"We already talked since last night.. And he said he's fine with it also Haesook's parents said they we're fine with it they didnt want to control my life" Jeonghan replied.
Joshua took a deep breath and said "Hyung, im giving you another chance and please don't make me regret it"
Jeonghan eyes sparkled then he suddenly stood up and hugged Joshua.
"Thank you.. Thank you Joshuji I won't let you regret it" Jeonghan said hugging Joshua tightly with Joshua feeling so warm and comfortable in Jeonghan's embrace thinking
'Ah i missed this'
Same goes for Jeonghan.
They both pulled away from the hugged with their faces only inches away from each other.
"Can i kiss you?" Jeonghan asked.
"Hyung ypu already fucked me what's the point in asking permission to kiss me?" Joshua chuckled and joke with Jeonghan feeling embarrased.
"Sorry about that i was just desperate and i didn't want you to go.." Jeonghan said all blushing.
"I know hyung but down worry i enjoyed it and yes you can kiss me.. Anytime you want" Joshua replied.
Jeonghan and Joshua then leaned in pressing their lips together forming a soft a passionate kiss, Sealing their love and promises that didn't break.
A/N: alright tbh i didn't plan on making part 2 of this but since ya'll asked so nicely here's my gift😊
Also sorru if it's shitty as i said i didn't have anything planned for a part 2😭