Without a support, He Zhuo didn't dare to use force, no matter how hard he kissed, he couldn't enjoy it.
It's all right now, there is a wall behind, and him in front, he can't get down, he can't run away, he is simply allowed to do whatever he wants.
"Don't be so fierce..." Ji Tingyu covered half of his face, his body was shaking unbearably, he had a premonition that tonight would be good enough, and begged for forgiveness in advance.
"It's my first time, don't make me think about it in the future..."
"That's impossible, you know how much fun I can make you."
Ji Tingyu's face turned red, this is the truth.
All the intimacy he has had with He Zhuo so far has not made him feel uncomfortable.
"I won't hurt you, let alone scare you." He Zhuo pressed his forehead, begging, "Don't grind me, baby, I've waited too long..."
Ji Tingyu's heart shrank into a lump of mud, and he hugged him tightly.
He Zhuo knew that this was the default meaning, kissed him from the neck to the tip of the ear, rubbed it lightly twice, and said, "Put it out."
"Well......"
The cat opened its lips obediently, and he barged in even more brutally, brushing the teeth and upper jaw inch by inch, his mouth seemed to be violated by violence, and there was no other use for it except to bear it obediently and make unconscious hums.
In just two minutes, he seemed to have swum a 20-kilometer swim.
The soul will be sucked away together.
Her whole body was weak, her heart was hot, her mouth was swollen and almost numb, so she could only turn her head to let him kiss her ears and cheeks, but found a mirror standing next to the two of them, and the angle was just right for He Zhuo's hand.
That hand was so big that one hand could pinch half of him, and Ji Tingyu was too embarrassed to watch the picture of his two hands sinking deeply.
It's too fierce... as if you want to crush him...
The more he looked at it, the more distracted he became, his eyes gradually lost focus, and when he was pinched back with his chin pinched, that pretty face was already flushed in a mess.
"I've become a little fool." He Zhuo kissed him fondly.
No longer kissing so fiercely, just touching the mouth and forehead tenderly, and asking softly: "Is it really for me?"
Although Ji Tingyu had already vaguely agreed, He Zhuo still wanted to confirm it again.
He was really scared, and he didn't want to be like the wedding night in his previous life, when he was self-righteously courting with his blood in his arms, and then was poured over his head with a basin of cold water. The shadow of that night is still tormenting him to this day.
Ji Tingyu's eyes were blurred and his mind was confused. It took him a while to react, and suddenly wanted to do something evil: "If I say no, what will you do?"
He Zhuo was stunned for a moment, and a trace of astonishment flashed in his eyes.
"I will continue to wait."
Ji Tingyu: "Then what if I don't give it to you forever? What if I want you to be a monk with abstinence?"
He Zhuo suddenly stopped talking, lowered his eyes, and stared at him expressionlessly.
It wasn't until Ji Tingyu's scalp became numb from the sight that he said calmly: "Are you testing me? Using something like this?"
"But you know the answer, let alone a monk, you can let me be a lonely ghost, as long as you live well."
Ji Tingyu's heart trembled violently.
He saw He Zhuo frowning, his eyes were full of sadness.
This made him feel strange and terrified.
Because from the first day he met He Zhuo, the other party has always been confident and capable. A person who is indifferent to everything is like a lazy wolf king lying on the top of the mountains and watching the world.
But when he stared at something, the unstoppable eyes and aura made people daunting, as if any obstacle would be smashed by him.
Ji Tingyu hated his self-confidence at first, because the target he was following was himself.
Later, the hatred turned into fear, because He Zhuo had many doubts in his body, which always made him unpredictable.
Later, fear and dislike turned into liking and attachment, and before he could react, he was already deeply involved.
But now, He Zhuo lowered his head, helped him fix his clothes, pulled the bath towel to cover his embarrassing body, and said in a firm voice, "If you still don't want to, you can tell me directly, and I will wait until the day you accept it, or... Change yourself according to the way you like, don't hang me like this..."
Ji Tingyu panicked instantly, feeling that he had committed a heinous crime just now.
"I'm sorry." He grabbed He Zhuo's bath towel, like a child who made a mistake, and explained all his mental activities in one go.
"I didn't want to test you with something like that! I really didn't think about it. I have long eyes and I can see clearly how much you like me. I just wanted to see you eat once in a while, watch you choke, and then I will Picking your chin and saying to you: 'Hahaha I don't want you to be a monk', because you have been molesting me all the time, and I have never succeeded in molesting you once, I feel so unbalanced and I-"
The voice came to an abrupt end here, and he found that there was no trace of sadness in He Zhuo's eyes, and he just looked at him with a sullen face, as if holding back a smile.
"Laugh out loud." The cat mumbled and lowered its head: "I'm so stupid..."
He Zhuo couldn't bear it any longer, burst out laughing, and silently swallowed his heart in his throat: "Just to tease me?"
The kitten was dejected: "Ang..."
He Zhuo grabbed his cheek: "Are you stupid?"
The kitten felt ashamed: "It's not stupid for others."
He only showed such a childish side in front of He Zhuo, and it was fine if he wanted to tease him, and even designed such a silly line for himself, now looking back on it, he was so embarrassed that he scratched his toes.
"Is it okay to turn over this? I'm almost wilting..."
"You are wilting, my heart is going cold."
"You still say!" Ji Tingyu looked bitterly, looking around, trying to find something to change the subject, and suddenly caught a glimpse of his jacket that was thrown aside, and a small bottle rolled out of his pocket.
It was the sugar bowl prepared by He Zhuo for him, a squat transparent glass bottle, which contained two leftover chocolates and a red jade carved date.
Ji Tingyu is used to picky eaters, and the dinner is always not delicious, so He Zhuo helped him prepare this small jar, which contains all kinds of sugar and chocolate, and occasionally two beautiful small stones.
It was originally prepared for him in case of hypoglycemia, but when the kitten saw the sugar jar, his mouth itched, and he could eat all the sugar in less than a day. He also took out the beautiful stone and put it in his sleeping bag, leaving the empty jar On the table, He Zhuo will refill it for him the next morning.
This is the little secret of the tacit understanding between them. The sugar and chocolate are not the same every day, but the red jade dates are the resident guests.
Ji Tingyu never thought of asking: "Why do you put jujubes, and you can't eat them? Do you want to show that you have a lot of gems?"
He Zhuo kissed his eyes and said he hoped he would "return early".
Ji Tingyu thought it was quite amusing: "What about gardenias?"
On the second day after He Zhuo moved into his dormitory, a layer of dried gardenias was spread under the mattress. It smelled faintly, and he didn't feel used to it at first, but then he wanted to sleep after smelling the smell.
"good sleep."
He Zhuo replied with a soft voice.
But Ji Tingyu didn't think it was fun anymore, he seemed to think of something, he took his coat over in a panic, and the inner layer was rushed up, next to the left heart, there was an amulet that He Zhuo sewed on for him.
It's as big as a palm, flat like paper, and it's filled with unknown materials. It won't break the flesh, and it's so hard that bullets can't pierce it. It's in every piece of his clothes.
"what about this?"
He Zhuo: "Peace."
Ji Tingyu's eyes were red, his voice was hoarse and choked: "Is it gone?"
"What else do you want?"
"I thought there would be a rose or lisianthus, let me love you like their flower language."
He Zhuo sighed, and pressed his face that was about to cry into his shoulder, seemingly helpless, but also pampered: "Xiaoyu, compared with the above three, whether you love me or not is the most irrelevant thing, whether you love me If you don't love me, I will always be by your side. The most persistent prayer in my life is that you go in and out safely and sleep well every night."
Ji Tingyu let out a "huh", his heart was overwhelmed by sourness.
Tears slid down and flowed down He Zhuo's collarbone.
"Why don't you tell me..."
It was his first time in love, so he didn't quite understand it at first, but He Zhuo had prepared so many thoughts but didn't mention a word, it seemed that he, a young boy who only wanted to tease others, was really inferior.
"There's nothing to mention about such a small matter."
It's a small thing, what about pheromones? Is it a small thing too?
But Ji Tingyu didn't ask in the end, because this was a surprise and gift from He Zhuo, and he didn't want to spoil this wish in advance.
He raised his face from the person's arms, a little embarrassed, twisted and twisted the coat off his body, and lay down again.