Last night I couldn't sleep. I couldn't bring myself to shut my eyes because I could feel the hurt I'd caused him.
I kept replaying and replaying that moment over and over again.
Amaras still asleep. She's not going for tutoring today so she's got a free day today.
I was quick to take a shower.
I did a natural glam look and left my hair curly. I style it into a sleek back ponytail.
I left the room and I had to go apologize to him.
I couldn't let him feel like this any longer.
I firstly went to go cheek his office and I knocked hearing a come in from the other side.
I opened the door and he sat behind it.
"Can we talk?" I asked.
"Yeah." He softly said.
I walked further into the room.
He stood up and walked around the table to the front and leaned on the edge, his hands stuffed in his pockets.
"Last night," I started. "I'm going to apologize because I can't handle hurting you anymore. I can't stand seeing you hurt because it just haunts me. I'm sorry Ace, I really fucking am and I hated myself the moment I pulled away. I really did wanted to kiss you, I really fucking did. Hell i still do, but goddammit I was scared. Scared that if I did, I'd loose you again, because that's a genuine fear I've always had. I was scared that I would have to go through suffering again. Scared that I'd regret it-" I said and he cut me off.
He came and cupped my cheeks.
"Don't ever think your gonna loose me again, because you won't. Never. Now, I don't want to loose you, ever and if I did I'd fucking make sure I found you again and bring you right back to me. Nothings going to happen to you, me, Amara. I love you Nai. Always and forever. There isnt anything that could stop the love I have for you." He said softly.
I just looked at him with a smile. I wanted to kiss him.
Right fucking now.
So I did.
I leaned in and pressed my lips with his.
His hands went down from my cheeks and slowly down my curvy sides to my waist.
My arms were quick to find their way around his neck. He pulled me in closer to him, like we weren't close enough.
I felt the world freeze. I felt him only. It was only us. And I missed this. Missed this feeling. His kisses. His everything.
His lips were soft, gentle yet passionate.
I smiled into the kiss.
I pulled an inch away from him and said, "I love you too."
He grinned and took my lips back onto his.
Ace:
Fucking hell.
I've miss her.
Missed this.
I didn't realize how much I've missed and needed it until now.
Needed her lips on mine.
I've had her close to me a few times but this time- this time was different. Felt different and my head was all over the place, but I still managed to only think of her.
She slightly opened her mouth and I slid my tongue in. I could hear her soft moans fill the room and those sounds were making me insane.
A knock was heard.
We pulled away form each other. My back was to the door.
"Come in." I said.
I hard the door opened.
"Your parents have arrived." Judging by the voice I knew it was Luca.
"Tell them I'll be done in a bit. Just dealing with something." I said smirking whilst my eyes went down her body again.
"Okay." He siad and I heard the door close.
I was quick to pull her back to me and continted what we were previously doing.
Naomi:
After the kiss, we pulled away, only the slightest bit and our heads gently touched.
My eyes were still closed as I cracked into a smile.
I opened them not too long after and saw him watching me with a small smirk on his lips.
"God I've missed you." He whispered.
I planted a kiss on his forehead.
"And those." He said referring to the forehead kiss.
"Amara can't know about this. Well just not know. Not until I can tell her." I said and his arms now snaked around my torso.
"That's okay with me.''
"I'm serious." I said.
"Me too." He said pulling away the smile still on his lips.
"We better go, before your parents come up here themselves and see this." I said lifting my thumb to fix the red lipstick that has smudged onto his lips.
We were then off walking out his office.
I walked not too far behind me and I felt his eyes on me.
I knew for a fact he was lookibg at my ass.
"Eye up." I said smiling.
"Yes ma'am." He said and it reminded me off yesterday.
As we got down the stairs I saw the Mr and Mrs Rossi there with Amara.
"Hey you two." Mrs Rossi said smiling at us.
I said my hellos and bent down at the knee to hug Amara.
"Morning sleepy head." I said.
"Hi." She siad placing a kiss on my forehead and i did the same to hers.
"Dont think I forgot but we need to talk about what happend yesterday." She whispered to me.
I laughed.
"We will. Later tonight. We'll have a gilrs night even.'' I said.
"Deal?"
"Deal."
I stood back straight and all three of the adults eyes were on us, staring in aw.
Amara went running off somewhere with the dogs not too long after.
Mrs Rossi studied the both of us. Her eyes narrowed in suspicion. Her mouth slightly open a grin forming.
"You two have something to tell me?" His mom asked looking at us with a mischievous grin.
"Um no. Not that I know of." I lied.
"Okay" She said in suspicion but let it go.
I felt Ace's hand on my lower back and he said, "I'm heading out with my dad. I'll back in a bit." He whispered into my ear.
"Okay." I whispered back and the two men left leaving me and Mrs Rossi.
"You two kissed didn't you?" She asked.
My eyes widened a bit.
"How'd you know?" I asked.
"I've kissed men and know how these things go and what you look like after."" She siad and my lips broke into a smile.
"We did." I said.
She smiled and hummed.
"I'm happy your back." She said. "Thank you for bringing him back."
"What do you mean?'' I asked.
"He was a dump after what happened. No one could fix him. He looks happier now. I think he just needed you back into his life."
"Yeah I've felt the same now that I'm with him again." I said hosnelty into which she smiled.
"Good." She said.
I could still feel his lips on mine.
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