Wrote a bit more in last nights diary like I added more in the paragraphs and added some pics. I actually think I'm being mature with it and still don't think there's anything wrong with having hope. Hope is a beautiful thing. Think it's time to blow out my candle and sleep , my room smells like cherries 🍒
I'm glad I feel more calm tonight . Like I said, I'm not responsible for people's actions . I'm still sad, but this is my summer. Not just summer but I'm a human being with feelings. I've said all I need to . He knows exactly where my heads at as I've told him but he hasn't told me where his heads at. He knows I want to call to discuss. I said in the previous entry that I think we both need space. I had the two days to think about everything, now it's his turn to communicate with me.
Apparently there's this stage in a relationship where both people just don't get on and apparently it's a universal experience, but if the couple can overcome it then it'll work out. I feel like that's us rn idk
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Apparently I used to do this as a child where I'd do the E.T phone home finger thing so I taught it to my baby cousin lol
Baby fever
My life these last few days.
Hopefully my life will feel better with a discussion with him