Me and Dustin got into a very bad argument one day and his words hurt me..
"Why aren't you talking to me anymore? You're always ignoring me and coming up with some shitty excuses to not hang out with me!" I yell as he scratched his head in annoyance.
"Y/n, have many times do I have to tell you that I'm busy?! What don't you understand when I tell you I'M BUSY?!" He yelled back and pushed past me. I roll my eyes and grab his arms, pulling him into me.
-"Yo, don't be grabbing me like that? Who do you think you are?" He said, looking down at me. I can see the anger in his eyes..He didn't wanna be with me anymore.
"Why are you acting like this?! Who the fuck makes s'mores when it's literally 150 degrees outside?!" I shout, my grip still holding his arm.
-"I already told you! My sister wanted to make some, now let me go, Y/n!" He tried pulling away from me but I wouldn't let him go..I couldn't let him go and I don't want to.
"Ma, let me go..You pissing me off." He rolled his eyes in annoyance before looking down at me with those eyes of his.
-"Do you even wanna be with me at all?." I asked, looking deep into his eyes as he looked down at me.
"Nah, I don't fucking love you anymore! Let me go, Y/n! Why you gripping on me so hard?!" He yelled and I let him go and he walked away, leaving me all alone in the darkness.
"Nah, I don't fucking love you anymore!" Kept replying in my head over and over..at that exact moment it felt like my heart shattered into many pieces.
Did he mean it? I thought as I walked home, tears streaming down my cheeks, sobbing quietly as I looked at the dark sky. I always adored the moon and stars and I felt alone..Dustin was my star, My starboy and he's not mine anymore.
The moon is always with us during the night and leaves during the day. The moon basically watches us, and I love to watch over Dustin..I wanna make sure he's safe, I want him to know that he's loved..That I love him.
I made it home and wiped my tears, knowing that my mom would be awake because she never goes to bed once she knows I'm home safely.
I opened up the door and was met by my mom who was running towards me worriedly.
"Baby, I was worried for you!" She pulled me into a hug and pulled away before touching my cheek softly.
-"What happened? Were you crying?" She asks as I shook my head.
"You're eyes are red and so are your cheeks." She frowned as I held in my tears.
My mom never saw me cry and I don't want her to see my cry, especially over a boy..She always told me she never wanted to see my cry over some boy because most girls get their heart broken by them.
"I never wanna see you cry over some boy. Their gonna hurt you and I want you to fight those feelings, I want you to forget they ever existed in your life..forget that you ever gave them your love. If I see you crying
Over some boy..I will find
His house.."
She sounded so serious when she said that.
-"I'm fine, Mami..I'm just really tired." I yawned as she kissed my forehead and I headed upstairs, locking my door and cried my eyes out.
I sobbed quietly as I looked at the pictures on my wall.
It was me and Dustin hugging, kissing, his smile was so beautiful..He was photogenic.
I laughed softly at the picture where he had ice cream all over his face and he was looking at me like he was in love while I was laughing at him.
Now it's been 2 weeks since he's spoken to me.
"Hey, Y/n." Anna smiled as I hopped into the backseat with her and Maya.
-"Hey, Anna." I smile slightly.
"Has Dustin spoken to you yet?" Maya asked as I shook my head.
-"Nope, I think he hates me." I mumble.
"He's a dick." I heard Shuji say.
-"He isn't a dick."
"He's a dick." He shrugged.
-"Shuji, he isn't a dick! Shut up!!" Maya hit his shoulder and looked back at her angrily before hitting her back on her leg.
"Owww! Shuji!" Maya whined.
I rolled my eyes and a few minutes later we were at school.
We got off the van and I entered the school.
My hands holding onto the straps of my backpack tightly.
I went over to my locker and saw Dustin with his friends.
I ignored them and grabbed what I needed for my classes.
"Y/n, why'd you leave us?" Anna said and leaned onto the lockers next to mine.
I ignored them and shut my locker before walking away.
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"It's Dustin's fault..I'm not letting some asshole hurt my best friend, not on my watch." I say as Maya looked at me with a frown on her face.
-"I thought I was your best friend.."
"Maya, you are but Y/n is my second best friend.! You'll always be my best, best friend! No matter what happens." I smile as she pouted.
-"Anna, stop..you're gonna make me cry." She laughed.
"Now let's go confront this son of a bit- biscuit." I say and we walked up to Dustin, pushing him harshly.
"What the fuck was that for?" He looked at us angrily.
-"Yoo! You're gonna take that?" Brandt laughed.
"Shut up, Brandt." Dustin glared at him.
-"We need you to apologize to Y/n, Now!" Maya yelled and poked his chest which made him rub his chest.
"Y'all are doing this for no reason at all, I'm not apologizing to her." He said as I rolled my eyes and pushed him against the lockers.
"Shit! Dustin's getting pressed by a girl!" Brandt said and Alex laughed.
I let Dustin's shirt collar go as I admired Alex's beautiful, gorgeous, handsome smile..
Dustin pushed me and Maya caught me.
"Don't fucking touch me like that ever again. Y'all are some crazy bitches, y'all never change for shit." He said and grabbed his backpack before walking off.
"Hey Alex.." I smile as he walked away with Brandt.
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I went into the bathroom that nobody uses and went into the biggest stall in there.
I leaned against the wall as I began to cry softly into my hands.
This was the first time I cried after holding them in for two whole weeks.
I still love him..
I sobbed and the times we had together kept playing in my head.
Than those words that hurt me, The words that I thought I'd never hear come from his mouth, Those words broke me..
"Nah, I don't fucking love you anymore!"
I sobbed as tears streamed down my cheeks as I closed my eyes, my breathing became faster by the second.
I've never felt this heartbroken..I've never cried over a boy.
Dustin was different and I adored him with my whole heart..I trusted him.
I heard the door open and someone began to sob quietly.
I put my hand over my mouth, trying to prevent any sound coming out as tears still streamed down my cheeks.
I didn't wanna disturb the other person crying in the restroom.
They threw their backpack on the ground and began to cry quietly, almost as if they didn't want anyone to hear them.
"I fucked up.." I heard them whisper, and I could hear the sadness in their voice..They sounded hurt, like they did something wrong and they knew it, They regret what they did.
I wanted to go and comfort them but I couldn't..
A/n- There's a pt.2 Y'all!🙌🏼
I had to go to the hospital today💀 I passed out in the shower🥲 I need help..I'm so emo..😭😔🥲