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-FAYUNA MICHELLÈ WINTER
"YOU'RE such a happy baby! Aren't you pretty girl?" Faye spoke softly to Kaia as Kaia lay giggling on the changing table.
"Come on, let's go find your Dad, he should be here by now," Faye said while picking her up.
Ever since they left the hospital, Faye hasn't been able to stop smiling.
The first few days with Kaia were a bit rough mainly because she had to get into a routine but once they figured that out, it was a breeze.
Maybe it was because Kaia was such a calm baby, which was fine until she had tantrums every now and then for no exact reason.
The first one scared the shit out of both Kai and Faye but with some reassurance from Nana, everything turned out fine.
Kaia was now going on one month old so Kai
was cool to go back to work.
They still weren't sure what they were going to do when Faye started working, maybe just alternate days since they were the owners of their workplace.
Faye walked down the hall to the bedroom to see Kai walking out of the large walk-in closet.
Once Kaia saw her dad she immediately started fussing, wanting to be in his arms.
"Girl, you are so fake oh my gosh," Faye said while shaking her head as she passed Kaia to her father.
Kaia was definitely a Daddy's girl, Faye hated it but it was true.
"Wassup junior," Kai said, a smile gracing his face as he kissed his daughter's cheeks.
"Why you hating mama?" Kai said to Faye was side-eyeing him already.
"Hush," Faye replied with a small smile.
"I'm about to take my shower okay?" Faye said and Kai nodded before leaving the room to put Kaia to bed.
"No kiss?" Faye thought before brushing it off once again.
Faye couldn't lie, Kai had been a little more distant ever since they came back from the hospital, and that was a month ago.
It couldn't be because of work because he had only started back working a week ago.
Faye thought maybe it was because all his focus was on Kaia at the moment, which was fine. After all, Faye's was too.
She knew that Kaia was their main priority now, and she was okay with that but she couldn't help but feel a way because she got little to no affection or loving from her man.
As she undressed in the mirror, she stared at herself a little bit longer, frowning at what she saw.
Her boobs weren't the perky C-cups they used to be, her stomach wasn't flat anymore, she now had a small pudge and her belly was lined with stretch marks.
Her thighs were bigger, they also now had stretch marks.
She hasn't even been doing her hair as much as she used to.
Her natural shoulder-length curls have been in a messy bun for over a week now.
"Maybe that's why..." Faye thought.
She actually hated how she looked now, and it was crazy because she used to be so confident.
She didn't want to say anything to Kai though, she didn't want him to look at her as if she was being weird, because it totally wasn't that.
She sighed before wiping the few tears that fell, going to turn her shower on.
As Faye finished up her shower she tried to stop the tears from falling but ultimately, she just broke down.
Luckily, the sound of cry was drowned out by the shower but now that she was finished, she couldn't hide it as much.
She pulled herself together as much as she could before walking out of the bathroom and going to the closet.
She was glad Kai was still in the nursery with Kaia because she probably would've have broke down again if he wasn't.
A/N: Yall know when y'all trying not to cry but then somebody asks you if y'all okay? that kinda thing
"Man, Kaia be sleeping like she works a 9-5," Kai said when he walked inside the room, his eyebrows furrowing when he heard sniffling coming from the closet.
"What's wrong mama?" Kai questioned when he walked into the closet to see Faye wiping her face as she stood there dressed in her pink silky robe.
"Nothing boo, I'm good," Faye smiled, but Kai could see straight through it.
"No you not, what's wrong? Talk to me" Kai said as she just walked around him.
"I'm just not feeling good Kai, I'll be fine," Faye lied, climbing into the bed so that she could get some sleep.
"Mama...I been with you for almost 2 years now, you think I can't tell when you lying? You gotta talk to me baby," Kai said, climbing in the bed after her.
"I just...I think you would look at me weirdly if I told you Kai..." Faye said honestly, sighing as he turned her around so that she was facing him.
"I ain't never been the one to judge you mama, you know that. You able to speak your mind around me and you should be comfortable doing that. What I gotta do for you to tell me what's wrong?" Kai asked her, genuinely wanting to know how to get her to talk to him.
For the almost two years they've been together, Faye has always struggled to tell him when she had a problem, it made him feel like she was comfortable enough with him to talk about those things with him.
"It's not that I'm not comfortable, It's just hard for me to put what I'm feeling into words," Faye explained and Kai nodded understandably.
"You've been so distant Kai, And I understand that you've been busy with Kai and I'm okay with that because I am too but.." Faye started to explain.
""..You don't even kiss me anymore Kai, like with us lately all it has been is "Hi, how was your day" and that's it. And I didn't want to sound like I'm complaining or anything because it could've been my fault-
"How?" Kai asked, confused as to why it could be her fault.
"I know don't look the same as I used to, my stomach is chubbier and my hair is never done anymore and-
"No," Kai stated blankly, causing her to furrow her eyebrows.
"No?" Faye repeated after him, a little confused.
"Come here Fayuna," Kai said sternly, pulling his girlfriend into his arms.
"I'm sorry that I been distant, I ain't even realize it and I ain't do it purposely mama, I put that on everything I love I ain't do it purposely," Kai started
"Please don't think it was your fault or had anything to do with you, especially not with how you look. Baby, you so fucking beautiful man, Ion even want you thinking that you're anything else 'cause it'll be a lie. I don't care if you big or small, you still gon' be the prettiest woman alive, especially in my eyes." Kai told her, staring deeply into her eyes when he said that to be she understood everything he was saying.
"Shit mama, You the most beautiful woman I know, you being the love of my life and the mother to my daughter is just a plus. Whatever it takes to get that shit through your head, I'll do it mama. I don't need you thinking that negatively about yourself no more," He finished, saying nothing but the truth.
"I love you so much Fayuna, youn' even know the half of it," Kai said.
"I love you too Kaino," Faye said quietly, laying her head on his chest.
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chapter only late cause i was getting my hair done & my stylist nosey as shit
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