Avans POV:
While I am cooking the spaghettis for my hungry girl, I decided to put on some music, I started dancing and lip sings, as she is changing into some pjs.
Baby, baby, babyyyyy uuuuuh, baby, baby, baby, uuuuuh, I'm heard singing by Liz as she was opening our doors room, but I didn't mind at all so I just kept singing, cause you'll always I'll be mineeeee, I was smiling and preparing the pesto.
The song finished and Liz was at the kitchens counter, sitting on a chair, but she quickly stood up and kissed my cheek,it was little long, so I turned my face around and took her face to kiss her lips with the most softly way possible, I finished the kiss and said:
I'll finish the food and after I will get back to what I started now, Kay babe? I said smirking.
Ofc you will Mr Jogia muffin. My bub said.
I just smiled and after 20 minutes I pulled down her plate and poured some pasta in it,while Liz is looking at it with a exiting face. I placed it on the couches table and said: Here baby, bon appetitt, hope you like it. I said.
She sat down and called me by saying: Could you sit beside me and hug me, maybe if you want? She said a little nervous.
I smiled and ran up to her, my arm went directly over her shoulder and pulled her a little to me and kissed her the side of her head, she asked me: Thanks babe it's delicious, but do you want to eat? She asked and looked at her cleavage.
I want to eat, but you said that you needed to pump some more, so, is it full? I asked looking at her, nervous.
It's more than full now my love, so go ahead. She said caressing my left cheek.
I smiled and kissed her mouth, after I lie down my whole body on the empty side of the couch to only laid down my head on top of her lap, I turned around to look up at my inside milk, then I took off her shirt, so now that she only has her bra on,I pulled down the right elastic, for my food comes down easier,then the tit came down to my face and I grabbed it, bite my boob and started to drink my milk. As I was entering more my head inside of Liz's lap, cause she was breastfeeding me, I didn't feel where I was entering my head for not to stop eating. But after I heard Liz moan, and said: Heyy baby, I've noticed that you're very hungry but be careful with the spots you choose to sulk. She said. I didn't notice in the position I am sulking, so looked down from her boob and saw where my chin was touching, and it was on top of her down center. I'm trying to get out of there by just pulling my head out, but I felt Liz squishing my drinking tit with her hands, she knows better not to touch her boob, while I am hanging on it, so i bite her nipple and pressed my chin harder and went below her center, and she removed her hands out of her breast, grabbed my chin with her soft hand, looked down at me with a little angry face and said:
Avan, you're not gonna drink milk for a day and you cannot just turn me on down there just because I was only pumping my boob, I understand you prefer to drink it better then as a normal food, baby, but you can't do everything with it, it's a breast, a part of my cleavage, that you can suck all the time you want to have, but if you're going to keep bitting too hard, it's gonna have to go away. She said, while I was just kissing and liking her nipple.
I looked up at her sad , took the tit out of my mouth and said: I'm sorry,when I bite you was because I thought you wanted to finish faster the feeding but as always am wrong, what I did Is completely unacceptable and worst when I tried to annoy you, by touching something as intimate as your own name. I sat up, took her hands to look at her eyes and said:
I'm so so sorry Liz, I don't know if you can imagine how much of a terrible person I feel right now, I know that with only words I can't convince you 100% but trust me I'm going to prove you that I'm really ashamed. I'm so sorry.I said, crying.
Omg- she whispered. Av, I trust you enough to know how much of a good person you are, it's just that everything you see or don't will be bad or good, you just have to learn to leave with it and trust more the people around you, baby. She said, looking a little tired.
Liz's POV:
After I finished talking I saw Avan with a river on his cheeks, so I put my bra on and sat him on my fully lap and put his head on my shoulder as he grabbed my nape softly and cried on it. I kissed his hand and hold it steal, while I listen how he was hugging me closer and pecking my nape and neck while whispering tons of sorry's.
It's okay my love, I understand you are sorry but if you keep crying how will we move on and learn about it baby? I said, caressing his hair with my nails softly.
I took his head out of my shoulder and cupped his face while cleaning his tears and kissed his lips.
Was that nice? I asked. Yeah... I love you so much Liz, you deserve the world and more, I'm so sorry I can't give you that lovie. He said, caressing my cheek.
I smiled and hugged him. Let's go to sleep babe, we are really tired and tomorrow will be a new day, so let's go. I said as I stand up. I offered him my hand, but he stand up alone, put his arm over my shoulders and kissed my head, while walking in to the bedroom.
I said: I'm very tired bunny, so if you want to do anything else I'll be in our bed. I said, caressing his cheek and after kissed him. But he stopped me from walking to the bed, by pulling my waist, and said: Because of the respect that I have for you I will sleep on the couch my love, if you can't sleep bc of anything you can call me or go to me, to take care of you but I need your trust back, so I wish you Goodnight my sweet angel, I love you sooo much baby. He said , and kissed my cheek.
That's a very nice way to start but babe, this is your property so I can't take you away from it, just bc-... I tried to say, but Avan hushed me while kissing my lip, softly.
Because nothing Elizabeth, you deserve your respect and limits, so I'm going to achieve my word and earned back your fully trust my love. He said and went walking to the couch with his pillow.
After av left, my heart started to melt, I can't believe how much he cares and worries about me. I rely myself on top of the bed and from nothing my tears came back down of happiness, I can't imagine my life without him being a part of it.
At midnight I woke up scared cause I dreamed and felt something in my hand , but it was only a illusion, still I looked at my hand and saw it was only Avans shirt in my hand. I sat up, stand and started walking to where av was, rolling my fists around my eyes.
Avans POV:
When I got to the couch I felt something in there and it was Liz's shirt which smelled just like her, the perfume, natural scent and my sweet milk; so I decided to hug it and try to sleep with it. I was hoping that with only closing my eyes I could get some rest but it didn't work, so I decided to scroll through my phone like at midnight until I heard some footsteps,sobbing and knew which princess was, mine. After I heard the lock open I saw the little baby with her eyes, a little puffy and said:
Babeeeeeeee! Avvvv, I can't sleep, could you cuddle me, pwease? My baby said tired and it seems like a little scared.
I couldn't see her like that so I ran up to her and carry her to the couch to sit her in my lap, and said: what happened my little princess? Did you have a bad night night? I asked while she had her head on the crook of my neck.
Mhmmm,she said nodding. I just woke up scared and you weren't there so I started to cry and them remember you were here on the couch, so I got up as fast as I could and finished crying, cause- cause... I missed you so much and couldn't sleep bc you weren't there, doing whatever you do with my chest or just kissing me, or even just hugging me, I can't Avan Jogia. My baby said sniffing a little and looking at my eyes.
She made me cry, I cupped her face and said: My love, you know I didn't stay here for nothing and telling you the truth I couldn't sleep either , bc, all you just said I feel the same baby, so don't worry please my angel, I'm right here by your side and just because, I will not always be attached to you or to your body, I'm always here by spirit or by annoying you in present baby, Kay?
I said softly. And she nodded, straddled me and started to peck my nape, while I was whispering sweet things such as:
I love you honey, you can't imagine what I would do without you babe, i just can't even think about it. You know I really want to deserve your love and respect but as long as I earned it by myself and not with excuses, cause I know how much you're worth love. I said softly. She took her head out of my nape, cupped my face and said: I can't believe, that I'm so important to you, I never thought about loving someone as much as I love you av, I know you did that by mistake and I forgive you bc of it, but you are raised with values and know how to respond to any situation with respect and support. She said loving.
I saw her sleepy mouth pout so I kissed her and laid down to put her on top of me as she had her head over my neck pecking until she closed her eyes and I whispered: Night hun, you're my whole world.
Liz's POV:
That day was very sweet and true, at night, after I went back to where Avan was I was trying to sleep, but my stomach started to ache and I woke up little sick, so I decided to wake av while I sat on top of him, caressing my belly bc it hurts, so I caressed Avans hair and said: Babeee, baaa- ouch, i tried to say but my belly is kicking hard, I saw him moving and I kissed his cheek and moved his face softly and said: Av, my tummy hurts. I said. He opened his eyes and saw me hurting so he quickly sat up, being careful cause I was on top of him. He carried me up by my armpits softly and said: are you ok baby, is some wrong my love? He asked worried, while I was touching my stomach. Noooo, my belly hurts and I don't know what to do. I said crying.
He cupped my face and kissed my cheek and said: Can I see baby? So I responded and took my shirt out: If you want, but I don't know what happened I was okay, ouch. I said, hurting. I will lay you down, now on the couch and carece your belly and you will tell me where it hurts, Kay baby? He said relaying me. I nodded. He put his right hand on top of my belly button and said: Does it hurt there? No. I said. Okay, I will move around my hand in circles and you will tell me anything you feel.
As he started I closed my eyes, cause I am tired and feeling avs soft and hot hands it made my belly ache flew off.
It doesn't hurt anymore but I don't know why? I said confused. I sat up with his hands still touching me, and as he saw me tired enough he kneels up, kissed my stomach and went up to lay me down backwards on top of him while he was caressing my belly and said: It's okay my love, it sometimes happens maybe was by the moment, but go to sleep now and I will knead your belly with my hands for you to relax. He said and kissed my head.
The morning came and slowly I opened my eyes and felt Avan under me, with his two hands covering all my stomach and has his head in my nape kissing it. Good morning honey, could you catch some sleep my love? He asked me while playing with my belly. Yes, thank you so much babe, and I'm so sorry that I didn't let you sleep and- I tried to say. But Avan didn't let me finish and said: Hey, I did sleep honey, just like you but while I was trying to get you sleep I relaxed my self too,while touching your tummy, it's soft and small, it made some noises just for you to know but I think that you're probably hungry, so what about some food in a pick nick at the park?He asked and kissed me.
That actually sounds great baby, let me change and get ready, do you want me to take some clothes for you and you can prepare the food? I asked while standing up. Ohh, yes please that will be great, thx hun. He said and blew me an air kiss.
I put on a black short dress with some white parts like vintage and my converse, for my hair I did a ponytail, my chest was a little heavy cause I hadn't take out anything but I will save it for later, cause I know who will get hungry, so it was little revealing my upper torso with my breasts but not too much so it's okay. For Avan I took one grey short and a white polo and a big grey sweater , bc it's a little cold outside and for the shoes, why not to match so his black converse are ready to go. When I was done, I walked out of the room and saw him getting ready the basket and I said: Muffin, your clothes is ready on the bed, while you change I can finish here. He turned around and opened his eyes widely and said: Wow!,my Princess looks fantastic!! He said and kissed my head. I'm so lucky, MAN! I HAVE THE PRETTIEST GIRL ON THE WORLD! He screamed and carried me with his mouth pecking my lips. I laughed and said: Thank you baby, but it's not that good, I just changed a little and- I couldn't say more. Because Avan interrupted me by saying: Are you kidding my love? Right? Cause we both know that's you are perfect with or without clothe! You look amazing as always and you should be proud of who you are baby, maybe I don't say it every day with my words but I always admire you hun. MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS!. He said while going to the room.
I just laughed about it and finished the food. Av, are you ready baby? I finished here. I said but didn't heard response.
So I decided to go to the room and saw him talking on the phone. But as he heard me he turned around and said smiling to me,
Baby, I'm sorry my mom called and I am telling her how gorgeous you look. He said and caressed my cheek.
I took his hand and wrapped me inside of him while he was talking, he is caressing my waist and said to his mom:
Yes, mom, I'm taking care of her, and I'm very good too thx for asking, okay, love you so much see you around.
He said and kissed my head. My love, we can go if you want I already finished here so- Av, tried to say but I stopped him. I turned around and cupped his face and said: Your mom is so lucky to have a great son like you babe, and you too, you have a caring mom who loves you to the moon and back. I said, sniffing a little.