Lauren
Having Camila in my home still felt surreal, the way she looked around and admired the decor a vision of beauty. I'd always loved the curiosity in her expression, even at the audition, she examined me with an air of wonder, the brown in her eyes scoping me out like a target
I bent into the counter and continued simmering the fresh chicken and smoked vegetables for dinner. She sat across the island and watched on, taking every second of silence to glance around the kitchen "I didn't know you could cook" she spoke quietly "Like this I mean"
I shrugged with a smile as I gently stirred the mixture below me "My aunt taught me how to cook when I was younger, it was our little bonding thing I guess" I replied, reminding myself of how close me and Lena used to be when living together "She pushed me away from relying on house keepers and chefs"
"You cook for yourself a lot?" She asked
I nodded back "Every night pretty much" I hummed "Rosa likes to prepare things but I prefer to make things myself, controlling what goes into my body is super important for me"
I noticed her expression to have dampened slightly as she dropped her gaze to fiddle with the tips of her fingers "I can't cook, I can make simple things but I have no idea about this kind of thing" she pointed on at the pan I was now dishing onto plates with a weak smile
I smiled back, looking into the plates with a curiosity lingering within my stomach "You know I realised" I began "I've given you a lot of shit about overcoming your trauma with a resilient attitude, but I never really asked what happened?" My tone warranted the look of anxiety Camila gave me, and I decided to soften into a gentle stare "I don't want to dampen the mood but, if you felt comfortable sharing, I'm here to listen?"
She lifted her eyes and smiled back at me with a look I more than recognised, it was one of prolonged pain suddenly resurfacing at the notion of my question "I mean I'm a kid of the system if that helps" she giggled "In and out of care my entire life, parents were toxic and foster families were cruel" her eyes lingered that same stare of agony "Not much more I can say"
I nodded back as I pushed a plate into her palms, her smile lighting with excitement as she stared down into the dish "I feel like you're not telling me everything" I hummed "Not that it's any of my business, I just need you to know that I'm here if you wanted to open up"
"It's a difficult one" she admit, pushing a forkful of food into her mouth "My parents didn't want me and decided I'd be better off with another family, unfortunately I was passed around like a doll" my heart ached, I knew already a lot about her given my relationship with Lena and was aware that whatever Camila was telling me wasn't nearly as bad as the truth "They kept changing their minds and I'd get super excited to go home but it never took long for me to fall back into care"
"Why did they change their minds?" I asked genuinely, not actually aware of what their reasoning was
She shrugged, sipping back on her water "I don't know" her tone was blunt "Didn't matter, I trusted that it would be the last time for years! Kids never learn" she laughed and shook her head as if not still processing the pain "I got used to the foster process after a while, families thought that the new addition would fill a void within them, I proved that theory incorrect on multiple occasions!"
"On purpose?" I asked with a small laugh
She returned the giggle "Sometimes" her tone was delicate "Other times it just wasn't right, a few families I could barely consider a family at all" her eyes darkened as she began playing with the food in front of her "They wouldn't treat me very well and I'd end up running away back to my parents, funnily enough, they'd call my social worker and I'd be put back into temporary living"
I swallowed the portion of food in my mouth with a sigh, placing the fork down to look at her with gentle eyes "You didn't deserve any of that Camila" I spoke "People are shitty and that's no reflection on you at all, I know it can feel that way sometimes but it doesn't make you any less of a good person"
"I know, but it does a lot of damage" she laughed, dragging another piece of chicken past her lips "Besides, I'm over it! No point dwelling on the past when we're having such a good night huh?"
I smiled back at her before continuing to eat. I knew there was more to Camila's story, more behind those delicate eyes. Lena had told me so, but right now I understood her hesitancy on dragging up the past. I was grateful for the opportunity to listen so far and could only assume with time I'd hear more
"You're right" I beamed "How's the food? You like it?"
"It's incredible!" She groaned, swallowing hard with closed eyes and a smirking smile "Your talents are endless LJ!"
"Thank you" I smiled back "I do try!"
"I'm serious" she placed her fork down and wiped at her lips "You just seem like you have your shit together you know? Your makeup's always perfect, I've never once seen your manicure with a chip and you always have this strong posture? It's like nothing bothers you?"
I dropped my chin and laughed "Well, I get up two hours early to do my nails and makeup so I guess you could say I'm dedicated more than holding my shit together" her eyes rolled into a giggle "It's a front Camila, one I'd suggest you investing in! Nobody truly has their life in hand"
"I'll drop the money for one if you give me directions to the store" she grumbled "Trust me, I've tried to act like everything's ok and it never works"
I shrugged "It takes a lot of practice, I had to get good at it quick, nobody can see me lose face being head of the Academy" I hummed "Call it an instant death if you will!"
"Bullshit" she retaliated "People need realism! If you were to show some vulnerability, the whole world would back you!"
"Maybe" I laughed "But the world of business wouldn't! The people who put my dancers on tv and in their campaigns wouldn't dare touch a sensitive woman!"
She cocked a brow and nodded back "I guess that makes sense" she spoke "Thinking about it, I actually like that I'm one of the only ones to see this side of you, makes me feel special"
"You're special alright Camila" I spoke "I even confuse myself when it comes to you" my eyes darted across to window with a small sigh "It's like I've known you forever and this drama was history before our time? I don't know, I think we just have a lot in common that makes us magnetise towards each other"
Her smile widened as she looked up into my eyes, the brown orbs lingering over my red cheeks covered by the shades of foundation and contour "I feel the same, I never really got to meet someone that saw past my flaws and actually wanted to make me dinner" she chuckled gently "I guess I still don't understand why someone like you would want to be with someone like me"
"You can't compete if you don't compare" I spoke boldly, straightening my spine only to see her eyes wonder in curiosity "I mean that it doesn't matter how many people know my name, or how many dollars are in my bank account" I clarified "What matters is compatibility, and let me tell you, the higher up you get in the industry, the further people get away from being human beings rather than robots"
She nodded with a now relaxed gaze "That makes a lot of sense to me, I never actually saw you as famous" she smirked "I was angry at you when we first met so I think the star struck train drove straight past the station"
"I know" I smiled "It was the first thing that intrigued me about you, the way you didn't care and chose to scream in my face instead of sinking to the floor to kiss my feet for a place"
She sniggered into the kitchen, filling the space with her beautiful laugh and transcendent pearly white smile "Yep, sorry about that" she hummed quietly "I was desperate"
"Now look at you" I winked "Ruining my entire fucking plan for this year by trending on Twitter! Thankfully, Nikki has a plan!"
"A plan?" Her shallow voice grumbled "For me? I didn't mean to ruin anything?"
"No no" my mouth pulled to smile "It's a positive change, just means we need to keep you relevant and come up with something that keeps the academy in check"
"I'm excited to find out what you guys decide on" she replied "I'll be ready whatever it is"
Camila
Lauren was stunning tonight, she hadn't yet changed so still stood in her floor length black gown with her chest exposed under the dusky lights of the kitchen island. Her eyes were softer than I'd ever seen them tonight, a bright green lined with a drizzled white that had my heart racing with every blink
"It will be great, everyone loves you so I doubt anything could go wrong" I shook my head and wiped at my brow "I know what you're thinking!" She laughed back, noticing my reluctance "It's a step towards bigger things Camila, just focus on yourself and don't let others provoke you! Me and Nikki will do the rest"
"Fine" I smiled, pushing my plate into the centre of the island "I think we should stop talking about work now though, I still don't know enough about you and it's killing me!"
"What do you wanna know?" She laughed nervously, making me realise that maybe I was the first to ever ask "I'm pretty boring behind closed doors"
I shrugged "What do you actually do when you're not at work? You know, when you're at home on your own?"
She widened her eyes and sighed "I mostly just sit and send emails for work, plan out my days and choreograph lessons to give to the teachers" her gaze was dull, almost as if she knew how utterly boring her life sounded out loud "I don't really do much else"
"Must be hard having me here then? Taking away from your routine?" She smiled snd shook her head "No?"
"No" she hummed "It's nice, feels like a release even just sitting here and talking" her smile began to widen "Speaking of, you wanna go
upstairs? I really need to get out of this dress!"
A smirk pulled at my lips as I stood from the chair beneath me "I'm sure I can help you with that!"
"Oh yeah?" She rasped, cocking a brow as we headed towards the stairs "I'm more than capable, but if you're bored I guess it couldn't hurt!"
We made our way towards her room with little hesitation, of course I walked behind, any chance of admiring her back profile snatched up like a child fighting over candy. I closed the door behind me and watched her bend to unclip her heels, the difference in height placing us back into a comfortable distance as I approached her silky black hair from behind
"Here" I hummed "As promised"
I lifted my fingertips to the shoulder straps of her revealing dress, her skin prickling with goosebumps as I dragged them over her toned arms "Straight to the point huh Karla?" She spoke with a deep rasp, forcing my eyes to widen in shock as she turned her head back to face me "I'm your boss, I read your file" she winked
I choked on my breath as she turned fully to walk towards me, my jaw clamping at the sight of her toned torso and full breasts covered only by the black tape that stopped any accidental exposure under the revealing gown "What?" She asked confidently "You don't like that name?"
I shook my head "No, I do" the stammer in my tone was embarrassing considering my intentions "The way you said it, it just- it sounds good when you say it"
She laughed with a smirk before stepping in closer, her fingertips reaching slowly for the dress to drop it down and over her thighs. She placed a single hand on my chest and walked me back into the wall, escaping the material with a dominance I hadn't expected "I'll say anything you want me to" she hummed before my back hit gently against the cold wall behind, forcing me to release a sharp gasp as her hand lifted to cup my jaw "I'm not fussy"
My mind was racing with anticipation as those daring green eyes penetrated my soul, the drumming of my heart against her chest now pressing against my own a signal of desire. I wanted her to know how obsessed I really was with her, the toned body and flowing black hair a fantasy I had on loop in the back of my mind
I lifted my hand to stroke her cheek as we stood against the wall, my other drifting to hold her hip with a gentle squeeze "You're fucking incredible, you know that right?" I asked with confidence, not really needing her to agree "Your body, your mind? I'm so attracted to you right now"
She smirked with a cocked brow, although intimidated I knew not to back down and instead decided not to let her reply. I moved my hand from her cheek and pressed it into the back of her head, pulling her in towards my lips with a heavy yet passionate crash "Mmm" she groaned into my mouth as I continued to control her head, the hand on her hip keeping her close against my pelvis
"Fuck, Camila" she hummed into my mouth, the taste of her lips against my own a prize I'd been craving since the second we last kissed. Neither of us were willing to break the contact either, it seemed we were both just as hungry for each other and it filled me with the thrill to continue
I grabbed at the back of her hair a little harder, pulling her head back sharply to look me in the eye with a daring smirk. I ignored the butterflies in my stomach when she smiled back at me as a result "Bed?" I asked, dropping the grip on her head only to see her obedience in walking towards the sheets "Damn" I whispered to myself before following
She slid into the centre of the bed and laid back into the pillows, her eyes encouraging me to join as I lifted a knee to crawl towards her "You don't argue much do you?" I asked with an air of gratitude
She shrugged, her hands sliding up against my thighs as I straddled her laying body "You'd think your experience with me would have taught you how I operate by now, Camila" she husked with a deep rasp "Tell me what to do, I'll do it baby girl!"
My stomach erupted with butterflies as looked down on those submissive eyes, filled with desire to be told and directed unlike her persona at work. Two entirely different personalities and I had the glory of experiencing them both "Oh I will" I hummed back, leaning down into her neck to place a line of kisses all the way up to her jaw and upper throat "It's the only place I get away with it, I'm taking full advantage!"
Her groan back was incredible, weak and equally strong. She was a vision of diversity and right now only wanted to be taken like I had the other night. I continued my kissed down against her collar bones and onto her chest, making sure to look up and admire her expression every couple of seconds
As I made my way down to her stomach she began to quickly squirm, reaching for my arms and head the closer I got to her panty line. It was unreal, watching the dominant woman arching her back and staring down at me curiously, wondering what my next move could be
I smiled, smirked and bit my lip as my fingertips curled around the band of her panties, her lips curving to release a nervous laugh "Fuck" she chuckled "You're torturing me right now"
"I can do worse LJ" I husked, pulling back the material to kiss the top of her pelvis "Much worse!"
She rolled her head to the side and sucked her lower lip into her mouth with a sigh, her chest heaving despite me having done barely anything at all "Do you want that?" I asked
She shook her head and swallowed hard "No, I really don't" she groaned "I just need you, whatever you want to give I need it"
My ego if not already inflated suddenly began to grow, the words from her mouth enticing me to take things further as I gently pulled the thin black lace over her thighs "Good" I smirked, throwing the material onto the floor "Because I expect you to take everything I give you tonight!"
Her mouth gaped, her shocked but excited expression following me as I lowered only the top half of my body to drag my tongue through her already soaked folds "Fuck!" She grumbled, lifting her palms towards her forehead, further extending her muscular frame
I wanted more, I wanted to taste her over and over but my mind couldn't settle until I followed through with my intentions. I crawled up against the length of her body and placed a kiss against her jaw before whispering in her ear "Tell me where it is" She pointed on at a low drawer beneath her TV and swallowed, I didn't bother to say thank you, my actions would later clarify my satisfaction
"Close your eyes and don't look!" I directed, watching her grab a pillow to cover her face as I stood to walk towards the drawer. I opened up the wood and picked out the object I desired, wrapping it around my hips and tightening the straps before wondering back towards the bed
I crawled against the sheets and grabbed for her ankles, pushing them apart to find my space between "Open" I hummed, smirking as her eyes settled over the length between my legs
"Oh my god" she swallowed, looking on at me with the most attractive stare I had ever seen, it was desire mixed with a lust I couldn't deny being smug over "Shit!"
"Come here" I directed softly, reaching a hand out that eventually grabbed for the back of her head, she looked up at me with a trusting stare as I used my other hand to grab the length within my palm. Her mouth opened as I placed it against her lips "Good girl" I spoke, feeling a wave of power wash over me as she accepted the statement with a tiny moan
She knew what I was asking of her as she used her tongue to wet the length of the toy between my thighs, her mouth wrapping around it with a hunger for more "You look so good right now LJ" I smirked before pulling the toy from her mouth with her head dragged back to look at me "I could watch you like this all day long!"
She pulled her lips to smile as I pushed her roughly back into the bed, crawling up to meet her lips with another passionate kiss. I couldn't believe how much control she was giving me, I know she told me to but knowing her in work made me doubt she was even capable
I slid my hand down towards her stomach and continued until meeting the space between her thighs, pushing a fingertip between her folds and against her clit. She released a soft moan and sank her head back and away from lips "Fuck Camila!" She husked "I need you! Please!"
"Patience huh!" I scoffed, circling her clit with a new and immediate pace "I fucking love seeing you like this! Trust me, I'm not rushing!"
Her eyes disappeared behind her eyelids as I continued to work, staring down on her while my fingertip circled her sensitive bundle of nerves. I couldn't deny wanting to move things along, the excitement within me defying every inch of control I had
I released my hand from her body and instead decided to grab for the length with my palm, pushing it towards her entrance only to watch her eyes shoot down towards her core "Ugh!" She grunted "Stop teasing me! Please Camila!"
I smirked back with a chuckle "Teasing you? I'm not sure what you're talking about?" I mocked gently "You're gonna have to be a little more specific!"
She threw her head back and grunted "I want you to fuck me!" She mumbled
"I can't her you!" I slammed, reaching my other hand to grab for jaw "Say it louder!"
"I want you to fuck me!" She hissed back, grabbing for my hand between her thighs to guide the new toy within her body "Please!"
Finally I gave in, pushing the length into her body as slowly as I could in order not to hurt her. Thankfully however, pain was no such reality as her spine arched with the throatiest moan I had ever heard "Shit!" She cried, taking a deep breath with closed eyes and an exposed neck "Holy fuck!"
My lip unconsciously fell between my teeth as I finally pressed all the way inside of her, her moans falling endlessly with every movement of my hips. I had never used anything like this before either so took great advise in the way her body responded
"You are insane" I gasped, looking down on her thighs to admire the way they trembled in unison with my agonisingly slow thrusts "Is this ok?"
"Yes!" She cried "Yes it's good, fuck!" She gasped with need "More! Camila please, go faster!" She begged
I laid my hands onto her hips and positioned my thighs below her own before starting to press in and out of her body at a faster pace. My eyes examined her entire body as the tumbling moans began to get louder and louder "Shit! Oh my g-god!" Her lips rasped "It feels so good!"
It only took a few seconds for me to get the hang of fucking my disgustingly sexy boss, pushing my hips into her body until her words could no longer be understood. I bent my body down and pressed our chests together, continuing my thrusts while she groaned and gasped into my ear
"Fuck Lauren! You sound so amazing right now!" I could feel her tensing around me, her hands flying towards my back with scratching fingernails and a lips pressing into my hot shoulders "Yeah LJ, tell me how fucking good it feels!"
"Mmm fuck! F-fuck!" She cried loudly, her voice almost disappearing as she arched up into my body "I'm gonna cum"
I upped the pace and began pushing inside of her harder, stronger! Accepting every wave of pleasure that was moaned into my ear like a prize "Mmm come on! Cum for me!" I replied, reaching a hand up into the back of her head
It didn't take long for her to fall apart beneath me, her body tangling and tensing with every thrust my hips could manage. The screams of pleasure as she climaxed a soundscape I wished to hear every moment of every day
Every moment before now flashed before my eyes, every moment of intimidation and anger she had caused me with her abrasive and stone cold personality now feeling distant. Right now she was submissive, vulnerable Lauren who needed me and only me to make her fall apart
When her body finally calmed I sat back and wiped my sweating brow, pulling from within her before quickly discarding the toy beside the large bed. She simply laid there, hands above her head and a chest heaving heavier than ever before "I needed that" she laughed "Holy shit Camila, that lack of experience means Jack shit with you huh!"
I shrugged with a smirk "My fantasies are experience enough!" I laughed "I needed that too!"
I fell beside her and dragged the covers over our bodies while she looked on at me with a stare I knew to not yet be resolved "Your turn"