(picture of Austin and Samantha during the Billboards music awards on the side)
~ Samantha ~
5 years ago, If you ask me if I'm attending Billboards Music Awards, I would pretty much laugh in your face but after meeting Austin, he made every impossible things, possible.
You're probably wondering why in the world am I attending this kind of award show were in thousands of people would be watching? I thought of that too but Austin wants to make things right and going to the BMA's with me is the first step to take. He also reassured me that after this everything will be okay.
I never agreed at first. However, Austin convinced me. I should go out in the public eye because sooner or later people will know about me so why not do it now. Also, mahomies deserve to know the truth. They've been in Austin's side from the beginning and they should know everything about him.
Mahomies are dedicated fans they don't deserve the lies.
I mentally prepared myself today. I imagined the flashing lights, and the screams of the people.
"Austin over here!" A petite man holding a camera shouted towards us, or Austin.
Here I am in the red carpet with Austin by my side. We decided to both wear black and white for todays event. Photographers are huddling in front of us ever since we stepped out of the car. When they saw me stepping out, surprise and curiosity were written all over their faces.
I'm so nervous. In every step that I take I could feel my heart beating so fast. My hands are shaking and my feet feel like jello. It's not helping that people are either looking at me with curiosity, jealousy, and disapproval.
Different celebrities are walking and posing here and there. Fans are screaming their idol's names, and photographers are busy taking pictures of artists as many as their hearts desire.
After numerous times of posing, we finally went inside to find our designated chairs. Austin and I decided to leave baby Kendra to our moms since they are both watching us on televisions. After walking several rows of chair, we finally found our names that are taped on the back of the chair.
I can still feel people staring at me but I'm trying my best not to squirm under their scrutinising gaze. I smile every time I make eye contact with someone and they either smile back or pretend we didn't look at each other.
"Just relax." I almost forgot that Austin is seated beside me because I'm busy trying not to faint from all the stress and nervousness.
"How am I suppose to relax when people are watching my every move?" I answered glancing around my surroundings for the 4th time.
"Just ignore them, you should get use to people watching you from now on. This is my world Sam, I hope you feel comfortable because we will not be happy if you dont get use to all the attentions."
"You're right Austin, and I'll try my best to get use to this." I smiled faintly
"That's my girl." he said kissing my temple
"I'm sure that you're going to bring home an award today." I said when silence fell upon us
"I hope so, I really hope so because if I don't win anything, it will ruin my plan." he answered
"What plan?" I asked confused
"Hey! Look on the screen." he said ignoring my question while waving to the camera that is currently showing both our faces and I did the same.
After a few more moments, the host finally made his way to the stage and the awards show finally started.
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"And the award goes to...
Austin Mahone!"
The crowd goes wild when Austin and me appeared on the big screen. Austin stood up and he gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek and made his way on stage. Austin finally reached the stage and accepted his award.
I'm so happy for him, he deserves this award more than anything. I'm sure our mom, baby Kendra, and mahomies are happy and proud of him too.
"Thank you so much for this award this means so much to me. Thank you for everyone who supported me and are always there beside me. To my mom and Mahomies thank you and this award is for you." Austin stopped for a moment and took a deep breath.
"I've been through a lot lately and honestly this year is so full of ups and downs. Winning this award is another addition to those happy moments. I am really happy and thankful that I'm standing here in front of you all because I have this amazing plan in my head that I've been thinking this past few weeks. I suggest you sit comfortable because this speech is not near to its ending." he chuckled and so did everyone except for me because I can already feel where this is heading and I'm scared.
"If I didn't win today, I wouldn't have the chance to tell you all about the things that you all deserve to know. I thank God that I won and made it possible for my plan to go smoothly. As a famous singer, I have my own secrets to keep, or things that are private. I want my own privacy but being who I am is impossible and I know that you know what this feels like. I have this big secret that I'm willing to share to everyone and this can ruin my career but I don't care anymore. The more I keep this secret, the more I'm hurting the people around me. I think today is the perfect day to tell you about what happened in my life this past few months."
He signalled to someone and the light immediately dimmed and a video appeared on the screen letting everyone see whatever the revelation is about. I could feel my nerves building up inside me and I'm about to pass out until Austin made his way to sit beside me. He wrapped an arm around me protectively and gently pressing me to his side.
The video started with a picture of me and Austin on the first time we met. More pictures of us together after that. Everything that we did when we started dating are all there. I didn't even know that we have those pictures until now.
In the middle of the video you can hear Austin talking in the background. He started to talk about how we met, how we decided to talk everyday, how we went on a date, and then how we ended up together. Austin also included how almost everyone are against our relationship and why we decided to keep it as a secret to the world.
Everyone was shock to know that we were already dating at that time. But they were even more shock when they saw a picture of me when I was 5 months pregnant. On that picture, my baby bump was already big so everyone can tell that I was pregnant.
I can feel my body trembling with fear on whats about to come, but Austin is whispering things and assuring me that no matter what happens after this he will always be there beside me.
I can tell that everyone already knows who the father is by connecting the information like some puzzle pieces.
Then, after my picture during my pregnancy they saw a picture of baby Kendra when she was born. Everyone was in awe when they saw her. Who wouldn't? Kendra is a very adorable baby girl. There's also a picture of when Austin first held our baby. Then a picture of my mom with Kendra and a picture of Austin's mom with Kendra. And another one with a sleeping Kendra in my arms.
During the whole video Austin was talking in the background explaining what the picture was about and telling all drama that happened in our life. He also added how we want to correct our mistakes and to start a happy family with Kendra.
I can feel the tears in my eyes after watching the whole video. Everyone was silent and after a few minutes the people in the room are all clapping and wiping their eyes trying not to ruin their makeup. Some celebrity stood up and went towards our direction to hug us and give us some advice. They also told Austin that he was really brave to pull something like this.
After the whole scene, the award show went on like how its suppose to be. Everything went well the whole awards show. But I didn't dare go on social media the whole time because I don't want to ruin this moment.
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"Austin what will happen after this?" I asked.
We are currently inside the safety of the car, after dodging all the paparazzi waiting for us and trying to get a hold of us to get answers to all of their questions.
"Judging from the reactions that we saw during the Awards show, I have a feeling everything will turn out right." he said
"Are you sure? What about your fans? Did you go on your social media accounts already? What if they're mad at you for lying to them?"
"Don't worry about it Samantha, everything will be alright. My fans can be a pain in the ass sometimes but I know that they can understand why I kept a very big secret." he said "And stop worrying about what they think about you. You might get hate in the beginning but after they warm up on you, they will accept you to be part of the mahomie family."
"Thank you so much for doing this Austin. I hope this is the start of a happy life with you and Kendra."
"No need to thank me. I will do anything for you and our baby."
Being with Austin is a means a journey full of ups and downs but all I need to do is buckle up and enjoy whats up ahead in this rollercoaster ride of life.
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Its been so long! Im sorry for being MIA. The next update will be the last chapter and if i get a lot of votes, I might write an epilogue.
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Edited: 03/24/17