On our date we talked for hours and we ate. We went to the park and we just chilled. I felt like I was 15 on a date I was having so much fun with him, I gave him a kiss in the middle of our conversation and when I pulled away he just looked at me smiling. I smiled back at him and just admired his handsome face. He looks behind me and he got so serious, I look back and see Cesar, Joker and two other Santos all looking at Sad Eyes and I. He stood up so fast
Cesar: seriously foo? bro you gonna catch something.. you know she fucked with the prophets and 19th street right? she gonna give you something homie
he started laughing, this lil bitch.. he always trying start some dumbass shit with me and my gang, if he like me he can just say that
Sad Eyes: don't talk about her like that lil homie
Cesar: just trying to help you homie
Sad Eyes: I don't need the help
Joker: oh don't be going all soft for a female dawg
Santana: shut the fuck up. why you guys always trying to start some shit with me? didn't we just become allies again? the fuck you dumbasses trying to ruin that shit for?
Cesar: because we don't like you.. and the only reason either of us haven't killed you yet is because of my brother
Santana: oh you wanna kill me?
Sad Eyes: you guys need to go we're having a date
Joker: wow of course you're dating the streets whore
Santana: oh fuck you
Joker: oh fuck me? nah bitch fuck you!
He tried jumping at me but Cesar held him back.
Santana: if you guys aren't gonna kill me than leave so your homeboy and I can continue our date so I can fuck him, get pregnant with a third kid and then just dump him.
They all just looked at me like I was serious, I rolled my eyes as I laughed.
Santana: ok im leaving.. Sad Eyes we can continue when your lil homies finally decide to give you some fucking space. I'll see you later.
On my way home I heard a car pull up next to me and it was one of the guys from earlier today
Lano: hey whats up beautiful where you heading?
Santana: im heading home
Lano: where your body guards at?
Santana: not my body guards they're my childrens fathers they're just over protective of me
Lano: ahh ok ok still why you by yourself?
Santana: just left a date
Lano: ohh ok ok with a Santo?
Santana: how'd you know?
Lano: ain't no fucking way! that was a joke a Santo? really?
Santana: ok goodbye
Lano: wait wait hold on lemme give you a ride home
Santana: nah I'm good I've been called a whore by a lot of people today and I don't want a ride from someone who was one of those people
Lano: I didn't call you a whore
Santana: you know you don't have to say the exact word for me to know what you meant goodbye
I continued walking home and when I got there Sapo and Gabe were both on my couch asleep with Sartana and Ale on their chests they all looked so cute I took a picture.. My flash woke them up I was only able to get one picture because of it but it still came out cute. I smiled at them and went to the kitchen to make them some food. They sat down and started eating as I went to put the kids in their bed. I came back and started eating with them and we just talked
Sapo: man I missed your food
Gabe: she wasn't able to cook when we were together.. man I missed out
Sapo: dude she makes the best food her cooking is amazing
Santana: thank you.. hey Gabe how's your girlfriend how did Ale react to her?
Gabe: oh good she didn't really wanna carry him because she felt like it would disrespect you so she just held his hand most of the time and he was okay with it.
Santana: I like her but tell her I said it's okay
Sapo: I feel like your girl and Santana are gonna be best friends if they meet
Gabe: thats what im scared of
Santana: I mean she sounds cool and very respectful towards me and my kid and why would I wanna be the jealous baby momma? I'm over you and now you're my friend and my sons father I have no feelings for you anymore so as long as your girlfriends respect me and my boundaries for my kids than we'll be cool.
Sapo: ok wait changing the subject real quick I got something for Sartana and Gabe got something for Ale and we both pitched in for something for you.. here
He handed me 3 boxes and I opened the first box from Gabe to Ale and I was very shocked
I looked at them because I know damn well this is not meant for my son. I opened the second box that is from Sapo to Sartana and was starting to get mad because wow
Santana: are you kidding me!? Ale just turned 2 and Sartana isn't even 1 yet and you guys already got them guns?
Sapo: wait wait ok we know you'd get mad which is why we got you one too..
I opened the last box and saw mine
Santana: ok guys look as beautiful as these are I don't want my kids to live like this. I don't want them to have guns I don't even want them to live here when they're grown up. I wanna raise them here so they know how the real worl is.. that the real world won't go their way I don't want them to have guns so they make everything go their way the way we do.
Sapo: we planned to keep them safe until their 15th birthdays.
Santana: no my son is supposed to learn to drive at 15 and my daughter is supposed to have a quince at 15 not receive a gun at 15 you guys are crazy!
Gabe: we got them for the kids to protect themselves.. all of us being in gangs means that we won't always be there to protect them. they need to protect themselves
Santana: not like this I don't want it like this
Gabe: Santana.. this is what you signed up for when starting Los Muertos.. you put your life and all the people you love lives at risk.. including the kids.. I knew what I was doing when I joined the prophets I knew I was putting my families lives at risk. Risking their lives comes with the gang territory. Just at least take your gun.. we can keep their guns until they turn 15 but they are getting the guns
Santana: ok fine..