Hopeless | taekook

By svftmulti

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I Just want to feel something. Warning ⚠️ Self harm Drugs Smoking Drinking Abuse Rape Eating disorders More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chaper 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
chapter 16
Chapter 17
chapter 18
chapter 19
chapter 20
chapter 21
Chapter 22
chapter 23
chapter 24
chapter 25
Chapter 26
chapter 27
chapter 28
chapter 29
chapter 30
Chapter 31
chapter 32
chapter 33
Chapter 34
chapter 35

Chapter 6

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By svftmulti

No one's pov [⚠️Tw: rape, self harm, throwing up, abuse, eating disorder]
It's been a few weeks since his bully found him. He's been hanging out with jin and his friends. He hasn't cut since that night. He's been eating a lot more.

Jungkook's pov
I shoved my fingers down throat after i ate a whole bag of chips and a few burgers. I threw up until blood came out. I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet. I heard a knock on the door.

I opened the door and saw jin "yes?" I asked and walked around him "i wanted to see how you are doing?" He asked facing me "I'm okay"i sat on my bed. There was an accident about a week ago.

Jungkook's pov
I'm sitting on my bedroom floor with a blade in my hand. I dragged the blade across my wrist a lot more times. i cut to deep a few times. My vision got Blurry and my head was spinning. Blood oozed out my arm. Blood covered my arm. My door opened and i heard someone screaming.

"Jungkook"i hear jin calling me "oh yes?" I looked at him "I'm okay i promise" I smiled "but I'm a bit little tired" i say running my hand through my hair. He says okay and good night and leaves. I laid down.

Jungkook's pov [tw⚠️: graphic]
I woke up to being choked. My eyes popped opened. Forcing The air from my lungs out. He let go and punched me repeatedly. He stopped and took off his pants and shoved his cock into me. I screamed as something inside me ripped.

I shot up with tears in my eyes. I breathed heavily. I looked at the time. 3:26 am . I got up and put on a jacket. I went outside and went on a walk.

I walked while looking at my feet. I walked into something hard. I looked at it. It was park chaeweo "hey" he grabbed my arm when I tried to get away from him "l-leave me alone" i whimpered.

[rape scene]

He pushed me into a tree. I gasped as my back hit the tree. "W-what are you doing?" I say shakily "shut up slut" he says as he punched me in the stomach. I yelped. He grabbed my chin and kissed my lips.

I tried to pull away but he tightened his grip. He pulled away and pushed my head into the tree. Black spots clouded my vision. I heard pants unzipped. I felt my pants get pulled off of me.

I tried to get away to him but he grabbed my hair and slammed my head into the tree. I screamed out in pain. I felt liquid dripped from my head. I felt him grab my legs and pulled me closer to him.

I felt something hard enter me. I screamed out in pain. "Stop please" i sobbed "shut up bitch" he groans and slammed into me. I screamed. He slammed into me repeatedly. Tears poured out my eyes. My head banged against the tree.

Blood oozed out my head. My vision started to fade. I passed out.

No one's pov
Chaeweo finished and punched and kicked jungkook a few times and then left jungkook on the floor bleeding and naked.

Taehyung's pov
A lot happened since summer started. Jungkook's hospital trip. Divorce. Jungkook trying to kill himself. Me liking him.
I got up and looked at jimin sleeping. I looked at the time.6:28 am . I decided to go on a walk.

As i walking i saw something laying on the grass. I walked closer to it.

It was a body. They are naked and bloody.

I got closer and saw it was jungkook "oh my god" i ran over to him.

I pulled out my phone and called a ambulance. I covered his lower half with a jacket. The ambulance came.

A few hours later
We are all in the waiting room. The doctor came out of jungkook's room. We all stood up "is he okay?" His dad asked "he's in a coma. He has 2 broken ribs. He was brutally raped" he says and we all gasp.

A few weeks later
Jungkook's been in a coma for a while. No one knows who did this to him.

"Are you sure you'll be okay by yourself?" Jimin asked putting his hand on my thigh.

"I'm fine go on your date"i say falling back on the pillows. Jimin is dating yoongi and hoseok.

"Are you s-"I cut him off "I'm fine just go" I say running my hand through my hair "okay I'll be back soon" he says getting up.

He leaves the room. I closed my eyes thinking about the past. All the heartbreak. all deaths. How I would go back in time. Make me die not them.

I need to stop thinking like this but it's hard. I pulled on my hair. I started hitting my head.

Tears flowing down my face. I opened my eyes and sat up and covered my mouth as I sobbed.

The door opened. I looked it. I saw Jin and namjoon. They ran over to me "tae what's wrong?" Namjoon asked.

Jin grabbed my face "I should've d-dead not th-them" I struggled a cry.

Jin hugged me and whispered sweet things in my ears as I sobbed.

"I should kill myself. I don't deserve to live"i gripped his shirt "your parents would want you to live" Jin says as namjoon rubs my back.

I shoved my face into Jin shoulder. Sobbing. I ended up passing out.

A few hours later
I heard talking. My head hurts and so does my eyes. I opened them. I looked around. I saw all my friends.

I sat up "taebear!" Jimin says excited as he ran over to me "your awake" hoseok says smiling.

"What happened? You said you were fine" yoongi asks. I looked at him.

"my thoughts"

A/N

I hope you guys like it.

Don't forget to comment and vote

There will be more TW scenes.

This chapter is a little bit all over the place.

I don't really know how to write a rape scene so sorry if its bad.

polyamorous relationship.

This chapter was hard to write. I didn't really go where I was going with this chapter.

Goodbye have a nice day/night.
Love svft.multi

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