38. Your First heartbreak :,( also you learn something else age 23
You were so happy right now, you might ask why... Well, you were going to surprise your boyfriend with a nice dinner and some good news. He has been working a lot lately and you wanted to do something to relax him.
As you neared his house you heard music, it got louder and louder.
"is he having a party or something? I thought he was exhausted" you asked yourself.
When you stopped the car you got this horrible gut feeling and started making the worst scenarios in your head. You got out and started walking to the front door, you went to ring the bell but you stopped last minute
'if he's doing what I think he's doing then it's better to catch him' you thought, you got the spare key and quietly opened the door, you got inside and quietly closed the door behind you
You followed from where the music was coming from and it soon led you to his bedroom, you put your ear close to the door and listened what was going on. You only heard the musin and some moaning
'if he's cheating on me he's done for!' you thought as you got more and more angry. You sighed and opened the door quickly.... You were right.
The sight before you was disgustingly shocking, he was butt naked on bed, laying on his back, while you supposed best friend was riding him. They both gasped and tried to cover themselves, you walked over and turned off the radio
"so that's what you've been busy with? That's why you were so exhausted?" you asked him, he didn't answer
"and that's why you were also busy and didn't have time to hang out? You were fucking my boyfriend?" you asked, she just looked down
"babe please-" your boyfriend started to say but you cut him off
"shut up and don't call me babe again! And to think that I got so worried about you and came over to cook you something and take care of you while you rested! YOU WERE HERE FUCKING MY FRIEND!!!" you said while laughing
"and you... YOU CHEAP WHORE THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO YOUR FRIENDS? GO AROUND AND FUCK THEIR BOYFRIENDS?!?" you yelled at her, you then took out your phone and snapped a photo
"what are you doing?" she asked
"I'm just going to send this to all of our friends so they can know what a backstabbing bitch you are!" you said and you send it to everyone saying to be careful about the boyfriend stealing backstabbing bitch
"I don't want to know you two. I want you to be gone from my life" you said and then you pointed at your boyfriend
"we're over, I'm done with you and I'm breaking up with you, you dare to contact me and I'll get a restraining order on you, and do not even try to get closer to me, I will beat the shit out of you" you told him and you then looked at your friend
"and you.... We've been friends since I moved here and you decided to pull that shit? I knew you were jealous but oh my God, I didn't know you would go this far and steal my now ex! But whatever, trash deserve trash, you two can be together.... My ex boyfriend and my ex best friend, I don't care, you two truly deserve each other, you're both two cheating trash people" you said as your ex friend cried
"cry all you want bitch, you'll lose all your friends for what you did, but even if they continue to be around you I'll just stop talking to them, I don't need toxic and lying people around me... You can now both go to hell, goodbye" you said as you turned the radio on full blust and walked out, while making your way to the door you smashed stuff on the ground and brought everything expensive he had in his house and everything he cared for, you didn't care anymore.
You then got in your car and drove away, you drove for hours around until you decided to go to the beach. You got out of your car and sat down on the sand near the water.
"what are you doing here?" you heard Jotaro ask
"..... What are YOU doing here?" you asked him
"researching" he said and he sat down next to you
"I see" you said
"you didn't answer me though, what are you doing here?" he asked
"clearing my mind, working is a bit stressful" you said and he hummed
"I understand that" he said as he took out a cigarette
"hey... Can I have one? I want to try it" you said and he looked at you
"you're clearly not here just because work has been stressful, something else happened, what is it?" he asked
"can I really trust you with that? I don't want anyone else to know yet" you said and he thought
".... Did he get you pregnant?" he asked
"what? No! Definitely not" you said and he continued to stare at you
".... I told you he didn't" you said and you looked away, you could still feel him stare at you
"for fucks sake okay! He did" you said
"and what are you going to do about it?" he asked
"I'm thinking of not keeping it, I'm not mentally okay, also I caught the bastard cheating on me today so I definitely don't want anything that has to do with him... I know it sounds cruel but that how I feel" you said and he sighed
"you really got yourself in some deep shit, Jonathan will be able to feel it and we all know he's a bit old fashioned when it comes to stuff like that" he said
"I know, can we keep this between us?" you asked him and he agreed
"I'll ask marina if you can stay with her and jolyne for a while until you get the procedure done" he said
"what am I going to tell to dad?" you asked him
"I'll tell him that marina needs some help and that you went to help her for a while, also why do you feel so anxious, he's in new York for the week?" he said
"that's true.... thanks, you're a life saver" you said and you hugged him
"stop that, I don't like hugs" he said and you sighed
"geez, you're really getting that old man attitude" you said.
After that he called marina and they talked, he told her the details and she agreed, after that he drove you at her house to drop you off
"I'll see if the speedwagon foundation medical team can do it tomorrow safely, I'll call and ask them and then I'll call you to tell you what they said" he said and you nodded
You both soon got there and you both got out of the car, just as you got out marina opened the door.
"as I said when I'll have any news I'll tell you" he said and you nodded, he didn't say a word to marina and he left.
"he doesn't even care if we're okay or not" marina said
"he's just awkward, trust me, I know him well" you said as you both got in the house
"so.... You're going to terminate it?" she asked
"well, yeah... I'm not really mentally well for a child, plus I got cheated on and I don't want to be a a single mother, it's also too early for me for that and the list goes on" you said
"you're right.... Jolyne will be so happy that you'll stay here for a while" she said
"I'm sure she will" you said
When jolyne got back home she was happy but also confused as to why you were going to stay with them but marina covered it for you.
The very next day Jotaro told you that they were ready to begin the procedure, so someone came to pick you up and get you there.
You were very anxious and scared but at least it was done safely. The doctor looked at some papers and then at you
"you're no longer pregnant" he said and you sighed with relief
"please keep this as a top secret, if my dad finds out he'll be disappointed" you said and the doctor reassured you that it'll be a secret.
After that was done you remember about the cheating and got sad all over again and you were closed to your room for most of the day, both marina and jolyne tried to get you out of the room but nothing happened.
The day before you were going to leave you heard loud commotion downstairs, at the house it was you and Jotaro. Jolyne was at school and marina was at work, she asked Jotaro to keep and eye on you until they come back.
You were wondering what all this loud yelling was so you got out of bed and made your way downstairs, you were surprised when you saw your ex.
"what do you want here?" you asked him
"wow, it's not even a week since we broke up and you Go around acting like a whore?" he asked
"SHUT YOUR BITCH ASS MOUTH YOU DUMB FUCK!! DID I CALL YOU A MANWHORE WHEN YOU FUCKED MY FRIEND WHILE WE WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP?!? ALSO HE'S MY RELATIVE SO THAT'S WEIRD AS FUCK!" you yelled
"too loud" Jotaro said
"I don't care, I want him to leave now" you said
"I'm not done talking!" your ex yelled
"first of all who gave you the right to talk bitch!?!?" you asked
"this is amusing" Jotaro whispered and he sat down
"I heard that you went for an abortion" he said
"who told you that?" you asked him
"(f/n=friends name), she saw you going for an abortion" he said
"okay, so what?" you asked
"that was my child you killed!!" he yelled
"bitch it wasn't even a child yet! Also I didn't want it and I also didn't want something that had to do with you! You also have no right to tell me what to do!" you said
"I do have the right!! That was my child!!" he yelled
"well not anymore" you said and you heard Jotaro snort
"you killed him!!" he yelled
"damn, you even knew the gender before the heartbeat would be heard, I'm so damn lucky I caught you because now you're showing your true colors" you said
"shut up! You robbed me a chance of having a child!" he yelled
"you can still have one with the cheap whore you cheated on my with" you said
"I wanted one with you!" he said
"why? So you could put your hands on my family's inheritance? Don't pretend like I don't know, I had access on your accounts and saw the texts between you and her, you wanted the money, but guess what? You'll get nothing, now out of the house" you said, he just stood there and looked at you
"what? Out of the house, you're getting nothing from me, you can't baby trap me anymore! You can go and have a baby with that whore, now out of the house bitch! There's the door" you said as you pointed at the door. You saw how he didn't move so you just pushed him out of the house.
"never bother me again or you'll regret it" you said as you looked at him and then slammed the door shut
"you did what was right" Jotaro said
"yeah, yeah whatever, I'm angry now so I'm going to my room, I also need to pack my stuff" you said and you stormed off
Luckily after that he never bothered you and also Jonathan never found out about what you did... I think🤷♀️