-sophie's pov-
I thought back to training. As my thoughts went black i found the small spot of conscieness so it was easier to wake up. "THANK GOD! "SHE'S BREATHING" I heard someone scream. "Oh thank god!" someone else breathed. I was panicking now who wouldnt be breathing! i pulled out of my safe spot.
"who's breathing?" i whispered. "Oh my god are you okay?" the guy from the hall way asked. "Ermmmmm well seen as i just fell off a balcony..." i deadpanned. he grimaced. i laughed and sat up, "yeah I'm fine, I've been through wor- never mind. Oh hey Dex." i smiled.
I nearly let my cover slip then! "Sophie this is Keefe Sencen, Fitz Vacker, Biana Vacker, Tam Song, Linh song, Wylie Endal and Marella Redek. Guys this is Sophie Fo... Ruewen." Dex said.
Ohhh so the guys name was keefe. Made sense because didnt it mean handsome. Wait what? Did i just call him handsome? Wait a minute! WHO WAS THAT! He was gorgeous!
"Hey sophie!" the girl called biana squealed bending down and giving me a hug. "Hey" the guys Tam and Wylie muttered. "HI SOPHIEE" Linh and Marella squealed whilst helping me up. I stood up and swayed a bit i was about to sit back down when keefe grabbed my waist to steady me. And on cue i blushed and he smirked. Wow it was cute! NO sophie stop. The boy i think his name was fitz kissed my hand saying "Fitz Vacker." i slightly blushed and my heart flipped. Gosh he was breathtaking.
"So Sophie, we heard you singing" Biana told me. "Ohhh err thats embarrassing" i giggled shyly. keefe let go of my waist and i looked at him. We made eye contact and i blushed turning away. "It not embarrassing Soph it was actually amazing!" Linh said. "Yeah, as you know i'm keefe but dont call me that, my real name is Lord Hunkyhair!" keefe said and grinned like a child. I laughed "okay lord hunkyhair". i teased.
"we all play instruments, we should meet up some time and practice! you in?" Fitz asked me. I didnt want to be rude and i could use the distraction, also it was pretty hard to say no to his beautiful eyes, so i replied"Oh erm sure! Sounds fun!" and smiled. "Cool!" everyone agreed.
As everyone walked out, i stayed behind with keefe. I dont know how i knew but i knew he saved me. "thanks, so much for y'know saving me" i whispered. "I couldn't let a beautiful face like you die now could i! Your family would be so sad!" he responded.
At first my heart attached on the fact that he called me beautiful. But then i realised. Parents. I paled, and a stubborn tear trailed down my face. "Sophie i didn't mean to upset you im really sorry" he apologised.
I wanted to tell him it wasn't his fault but i couldn't as i had to fight of the memories, i felt of tears cascade down my face as i saw glimpses of the memories. "Sophie I'm so sorry, other people also care about you! Not just your parents!" he said obviously thinking that was the problem.
A soft sob escaped my lips. He pulled me into a hug stroking my hair but i was oblivious to the warmth all i could feel was the regret, the grief, the pain. "Sophie please tell me what i did wrong!" he begged. "Please" he kept trying. My world was spinning and i couldn't hold back the memories anymore. "keefe i dont feel well" I managed to force out. "Hey its okay" he comforted whilst running his fingers through my hair. Nothing could help, nothing could stop the pain, nothing could stop the guilt.
"MOTHER"
"PLEASE, PLEASE NO"