A/n: might be different then deans pov
I woke up before Dean so I went to a cáfe to buy him pie to make him happy pie always makes him
Happy
I went back home to dean who already was awake when I came back
"Who were you?"
"I brought you pie"
"For breakfast?"
"Yes"
I gave him the pie and he ate it immediately
"I love you"
"Are Talking to. The pie or to me?" I laughed
"To both of you"
I think he realized to late what he said and split out his pie
"Uh i mean"
"I love you too"
"Really?"
"Yeah"
He eat his pie again
I let him ate it
"So we have to talk about it"
"We talked about it already"
"Dean..."
I mean we talked about it but. I just can't let it stay that he wants to kill himslef
"Why do you want to kill yourself?"
"I don't want to feel like a disappointment anymore I don't want to feel the pain anymore I don't want to feel anything at all anymore"
"You're not a disappointment dean"
He stayed quiet
"You're the most handsome good looking funny guy I knew and I didn't gripped you from predication for you to think you're an disappointed you're a worth saving you're a worth living and your worth loving"
"I already said it"
I meant all that. Hes worth saving hes worth loving he derserve everything
"Ok"
I didn't know how to keep up with the conversation.
"Can we cuddle?" He asked me when I wanted to leave I turned around and faced his eyes his beautiful green eyes
"Of course if you feel better then"
"It would help"
"Okay"
I went to his bed and layed down. I put an arm around him
"That's nice" dean said
"Yes it it"
I was happy and I think dean was a bit more happier then the last days. I hope he gets better soon