Nkosiyabo's POV
It's been a week since schools have closed these March holidays I'm visiting my dad and his wife my stepmom she's cool and all chilled too I don't wanna compare but I love my mom more for my dad but then it's whatever
I'm scrolling on my Instagram account my dad went to an event with Lucy his wife so I'm home alone and Kiara my baby sis asleep shes only five years old and adorable I got a follow from this girl called zee
@Its.her.zee started following you
Her pics were ayt I guess not my type of girl I'm still preaching that I decided to follow back and went to check my DMS something I don't usually do today must be my lucky day because this chick didn't even waste time to DM me
Her :hey
I decided to reply back to her message
Me:-wassup
My phone's battery was already in 1% so surely I wasn't going to reply to zee since my phone is switching off any minute now and plus I was already drowsy my eyes full of sleep I switched off the lights in my room and was off to lala Land
I was in my room when my late grandad came into my room with a serious face
Dad:" ndodana"
I was confused as hell not knowing what to do
Dad:" bambelela ndodana ungalilahli ithemba ungakhohlwa imvelaphi yakho konke okwenzakalayo kukuyisa kwi sphetho sakho konke kuyokhanya ngelinye ilanga "
Me:"mkhulu ufunani la !?"
Dad:" ngihlezi ngihamba nawe mzukulu kodwa ngezinye izikhathi mawuthatha izinqumo ezizokuyisa enkingeni ngyadeda ngoba ngifunda uzibonele angizohlezi nginawe mzukulu "
Me:" I don't understand"
Dad:"mzukulu uneksasa eliqhakazile kakhulu kodwa Uma uthatha izinqumo ezikulungele angeke ukubone lokhu okwamanje ngoba imbali yakho isaqhakaza ilanga liyikhanyisele ngelinye ilanga iyoqhakaza Ibe yinto eqhakazile empilweni yakho onayo usuhlangene naye nihmaba kahle kodwa nobabili anakalungeli senu nonke anakalungeli
Ungamdedeli mzukulu "
His last words were "konke kuzokukhanyela ngelinye ilanga "
I woke up panting and sweating I kept Wonder what my grandad meant what he meant by my flower and who is she when he said all of us what did he mean by that !?
I woke up and checked the time it was 10:00 wow I really have overslept but I was really tired yesterday I brushed me teeth and went to take a shower and checked my messages I first replied to Zee's message which were two messages
Her :-nothing much wbu
Me:-"I'm good zee can I ask have we met before you look so familiar?"
I don't know why but I found myself wanting to converse with her maybe my grandad was talking about Amahle out of all the roses they could have picked they chose her don't get me wrong I'm not a relationship type of guy but I'm not looking for a girl that' likes me just because if my family's reputation yess my dad is the Menzi Ngcobo the gangster I know about his ways the man is crazy ass rich but I'm cool about it I stay with my mom Kiara is just my Half sister I have a sister called Amanda Ngcobo me and her are like twins she's my world i don't want to lie if she ever hear me say that she would feel like she has some leverage against me which she does but I prefer not to let her know Amanda is doing grade 11 but I'm doing grade 10 small gap for siblings I know but she is two years older than me
I decided to call themba and just chat with him you know he's more like my best friend I'm more closer to him than the others he is my diary if guys even have one
Themba:"bayede"
I chuckled because that's how he calls me and things got even worse after vibing with amahle we still aren't dating that girl is cling it's all about the hugs and kisses for me we mostly friends with benefits I give her what she wants she gives me what I want when I want it guys that are taken by literally everything just bore me honestly
Me:" tkzee ntwana ola"
Themba "zithini ngafonelwa uwena kwenze njani "
Me:" Hau mjita kahle ngamawala ndoda ngawo lonwabo dawg ngiza nge pace eslow "
Themba :"eyy ngizwa ngawe "
Me: " eyy MFT I had another dream futhi izolo "
Themba:"yabo lendaba yakho ngathi isibucayi kakhulu manje MFT awufuni ukutshela I oledi lakho"
Me:" haiii mina ngibona ngathi izodlula lento"
Themba :"qinisile wena nkosi konke kyadlula kodwa ke ngithi mina isukumele lento "
Me:" lalela MFT izolo ngiphuphe kukhona umkhulu ungtshela ngembali yam umuntu ekumele ngingamudedeli "
Themba:"imbali !? Kusho ukuthi phecelezi soulmate "
Themba said that while bursting out of laughter I decided to join him because that's one word that doesn't exist in our vocabulary
Me:" wahh mjita Mele ngitshele nolwazii ukuthi alikhiphe leli dliso "
Themba :"yabhampa ke manje eyy futhi awungiyeke ngaloyo ngizomlahla phansi manje"
Me:"hauu tkzee zishap manje mjita wena Phela buyincanya ley ngane "
Themba :"ilula kakhulu hamba nawo wonke umfana "
Me:" red flag leyo "
Themba:"ntombazane Mele iziqoqe line lihle njengo amahle "
Me:" wee hee nangoke no amahle aiii loyo ngathi akayi I no strings attached imele ukuthini "
Themba :" yini manje usezenza I main yini"
Me:"haaaa awazi wena mft yabona loya futhi ngyaktshela izibona ine ndandatho "
Themba:"Letha ngakuthina bafo"
Me:" inselelo pho aiiii Bamba bafo ngeke mgimnandi manje "
Themba :"manje uzomgabha nini uyaz nawe ukuthi angsoze ngayenza leyonto "
Me:"ngyazi skhokho msombuluko nje Mekuvulwa nje Mele afike Nama tissue "
Themba :"bayedddeeee hauuuu zalila ingane madoda why break heart mara ?"
Me:" aiii sho mjita selifikile itimer ne mam lay"
Themba "shap"
I hung up the phone and talked endlessly with my dad catching up in the event even though my dad' is the most feared gangster and I know he has a lot of enemies but he tries yena bandla to keep is safe we have never been in danger like that held at gunpoint and stuff like that he also spends time with all of us nje simnandi I decided to head for bed since I was tired with all the things I did during the afternoon
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Zenande's POV
It's been two days since I sent that message to nkosi and he' still hasn't responded to my texts I look at his stories every day I'm basically stalking him I'm catching feelings for the wrong guy a player worse he's too handsome to be loyal I checked my DMS for the seventh time today I decided to delete the old message I sent and just sent a
-hey
Maybe this time he is going to respond I'm so nervous maybe he will think I'm annoying ASF why am I busy sending DMS to him wow I'm even overthinking this guy tho smh
Three days passed and it feels like three years still no texts from nkosi he posts and updates his story but nothing am I a fool for thinking a most wanted guy in school could actually have a thing for me wow I'm so stupid what was I even thinking I went and sent the last message to him not before J deleted the other one I sent
"Hey.im zee and we go to the same school "
At first I most wanted to propose for us to be friends but maybe if he replies but what is he going to reply to there theres nothing much this guy is really full of himself that I know he is so prideful all his friends are literally very handsome but I love him more I did just say love wooowwww oh noo I'm catching feelings so baddddd
A whole week passed and there's only 5days left till we go back to school and I have mixed emotions about that
I checked my ig DMS for the last time today and went to see his account but no followers no pics his account was blank U tried to blink away the tears that were in my eyes ready to stream down my face because I was #BLOCKED wow he really doesn't like me I felt my heart shatter to infinity pieces pieces that could never be mended what have I done if only I did this if only this happened maybe I wouldnt be here but in the end I'm here shattered because a guy who has never even greeted at meet alone smile at me or look at me he blocked I'm never loving again the first boy I felt feelings for blocked me that' serves as a very huge sign what did I do to deserve this much pain
I knew then and there that I was going to be the new topic the irritating girl that had a crush on Nkosiyabo the most wanted guy well I don't know what number he is on
It's been a week since we came back to school it's been depressing honestly I don't even want to look into his eyes I feel like I'm going to see disgust J don't know how to react when I see him i have been hiding by sitting in my class as if that helps his squad just comes to our floor idk what the hell they are doing at the m block beacuse they are a the J block whenever they come I still hide my face or pretend like I'm talking to someone I know deep down that they re not at all here for me .
Sometimes.along this week my friends realised how I have been so weird and I ended telling them everything and I just saw pity in their faces especially andiswa I love her but sometimes she seems judgy and so unaccepting it's been 3 months since the dream and it feels like yesterday it still comes regularly but we also talk about it alot it's become our daily conversation
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Nkosiyabo's POV
It's been 5 days before schools open I have seen plenty of different messages from this girl named zee i don't know if it's the same zee or a different one but I also don't care the other just kinda ghosted me J don't know if she blocked me or not that's just how girls are and I don't really care about her she sent me a message telling me her acc got hacked things kinda made sense from there she kept sending and unsemding messages honestly she ain't my type she's giving weird goosebump vibes but I don't like it I wouldn't date her nuh uh never in a million fucking years that girl isn't a girl I would like for me
I did what I thought was right I blocked her she was starting to annoy me she as even going to end up getting the wrong ideas out the whole situation I don't like her I know how ladies act imagine me with her she's cute but I guess in her own way she is too plain for me
It's been a week since we came back to school I have only caught a glimpse of zee I know she goes to the same school as me honestly I feel bad but I'm still not going to unblock her I know my friends would lose all respect for me if I did my other we mainly go to the m block often especially the floor where the class is I wanted to show my friends the girl I was telling them about
We had got a tip that she is in m21 we entered the class and there she was I first spotted her with her dimples I have never said even a hello to this simple girl but I know he silhouette her eyes glistening while she kept laughing honestly her laugh was contagious that I found my self chuckling she looked ....idk I don't like her
Zweli :" why are you laughing?"
I showed them the girl they all laughed in unison obviously feeling the way I felt insulted how could a girl like that think I like her but how could I think a girl so simple as her likes me that's too low bruh no cap
Me:" look at her and look at me "
Nqobi:" damn she ain't your type nkosi "
Zweli:" but she's better than the others "
Themba:" she looks plain no wow nyash she's dark skinned and too simple "
Me:" just stop analysing her she is not special at all with a capital letter a "
Themba:" nkosi you would just embarass us by dating this simple girl"
Me:" relax I'm more of a wow factor type of girl"
Themba :" I wonder who's your next target bruh "
Me and that chick Amahle ended the strings thing just simply cut them they were just too tight for me I don't wanna be tied down by a girl
The bell rang and we all headed for class luckily my first lesson was english which meant it was. Free period for us I bunked that period and went to sit with some of my friends we werent close anymore like tight but we still talked I knew that they had also bunked their first periods running around the school not knowing where they are going but it was always fun to hang out with them .......