"love is always bestowed as a gift-freely, willingly, and without expectation. we don't love to be loved; we love to love. "
- lea buscaglia
ni minsan ba noon nong di pa bumalik si one sayo, may kahit isang saglit ba na you feel something romantically for me, my doki? or sadyang kaibigan at ka team lang ang tingin mo sa akin? - doc borja
kung di bumalik si one, cguro tayo na at may mga anak na tayo borj... i made up my mind na nong nagpang abot tayong tatlo sa columbary, nagpaalam na ako kay bea that time... sinabi ko rin sa kanya na bibigyan kita ng chance... na sasagutin na kita pero yun nga bigla na lang nagpakita si one... though i built a wall between me and one kahit pa man sa alam ko na i still have the feeling for her dahil sayo at dahil sa baka, bigla na naman nya akong iwanan sa ere... napamahal ka na rin sa akin that time kaya ako nagpaalam kay bea pero mas mahal ko pa rin si one at hanggang ngayon siya pa rin ang nagmamay ari sa puso ko borj... believe me, i'm doing my best to move forward na pero wala eh, sadyang hirap dayain ang puso ko... kaya baka mapagod ka na, di pa rin mawawala sa puso ko si one, borj... - doc jemalyn
"di mo naman sya papalitan my doki...she will always have that spot in your heart at kahit pa man si engr bea, she still hold a spot in your heart... no one and nothing can ever replaced it but another spot will soon be open for someone who is persistent and patient enough to hit that spot kaya di ako mapagod... di ako susuko... pinaubaya kita kay one before pero hindi ako tumigil na mahalin ka... hayaan mo lang ako ah... this time, i will always listen to you... kapag it's a no, it's a no na agad pero pwede naman akong humiling o makiusap di ba? " doc borja politely said while nakatitig kay doc jemalyn
"like?" doc jemalyn replied while nakataas ang isang kilay...
"di ko pa alam... soon malalaman ko rin kung ano ang hihilingin ko sayo.." sagot ni doc borja sabay pakita sa finger na in a peace sign kasi di pa rin binaba ni doc jemalyn ang isang kilay nya...
"soon pa pala... akala ko ngayon na... handa naman akong mag grant ng isang wish mo at this moment as kabayaran ko sa muntik ng pagkawala mo sa earth borja..." sagot ni jemalyn na nakataas pa rin ang isang kilay.
oh, talaga, my doki? - doc borja
ayaw mo yatang maniwala... cge hwag na lang... soon na lang... - doc jemalyn
bawi agad agad! hwag naman ganyan my doki... sinisiguro ko lang kasi... alam mo na baka di mo magustuhan ang hihilingin ko sayo, baka layuan mo na ako for good... di wala na akong chance... - doc borja
okay, what's your wish ba?- doc jemalyn
binulong ni doc borja ang hiling nya kay doc jemalyn...
tinitigan sya nito kaya napa peace sign sya kay doc jemalyn sabay paawa effect...
kaya mo na ba? - doc jemalyn
cguro... dahan dahan lang... - doc borja
hmmn, cge iga grant ko sayo pero make it sure kaya mo na ah... ayaw kong mamatay ka jabor... - doc jemalyn
di yun! mas mabilis kong ma gain uli ang lakas ko with it my doki... - doc borja
okay, umpisahan mo na...- doc jemalyn
"i love you with all of my heart and my soul my doki..." doc borja said in slowmo and then planted a kiss on doc jemalyn's eyes kung kaya napapikit ito...
inulit nyang sabihin ang 'i love you with all of my heart and my soul my doki...' then leave a kiss on the tip of her nose, on the cheeks, on her ears and on the jawline na hinayaan lang ni doc jemalyn dahil yun ang hiniling nya ang mahalikan ang lahat ng parte ng mukha nya...
tumigil si doc borja for a moment sabay titig kay doc jemalyn...
tapos na ba? - doc jemalyn
there's one more my doki... - doc borja
okay, ituloy mo na baka magbago ang isip ko jabor... - doc jemalyn
hinawakan agad ni doc borja ang mga pisngi ni doc jemalyn then she pulled her face closer to her lips...
nagulat sya nang matapos nyang halikan ang noo ni doc jemalyn dahil dinikit nito ang mga labi sa mga labi nya without moving... basta nakadikit lang...
napayakap na lang sya nito and she just let her do her next move without moving her lips even just a bit sa takot baka ma wrong move na naman sya at ma mati ulit...
at yun nga, binigay ni doc jemalyn kay doc borja ang naudlot na pag aangkin sa kanya dahil sa nasakal nya ito but this time, it was doc jemalyn who made love with doc borja as kabayaran sa nagawa nya sa kanya... t'was a very passionate one na nagsasabing she's so very sorry of what she had done awhile ago...
while dahan dahan syang inangkin ni doc jemalyn, doc borja repeatedly uttered this line, "i love you with all of my heart and my soul my doki... ikaw lang mula noon until forever..." hanggang sa napalitan na ito ng maiingay na ungol sa kalaunan... mga ungol na nagsasabi kay doc jemalyn na she's the happiest person that moment kaya the latter just continued on the pleasure she gave to doc izabella d. borja...
kinailangan pa talagang mamatay sya ng ilang minuto bago magka moment with her favorite girl in bed...
di man sinagot ni doc jemalyn ang mga i love you's nya, she's happy enough dahil sa ang binigay sa kanya ay higit pa sa hiniling nya... sa isip nya, "i won't fail you my doki... i won't fail you...i will love you and i will wait until you will be mine... i'll wait until you open a spot in your heart for me..."
Sa iyong unang pag-ibig alam ko'ng ika'y nasaktan
Ngunit sa aking pag-ibig asahan mo'ng ito ay tunay
Kaya sa akin ay liligaya ka at 'di na muling luluha pa
Ikaw ang kailangan ko at wala ng iba
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
Mamahalin kita at 'yan ay asahan mo
Walang katulad ang pag-ibig ko'ng inialay sa'yo
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
Ngayong tayo'y magkasama limutin mo'ng lumipas sinta
Ika'y aking iingatan at mamahalin ko'ng tunay
Kaya sa akin ay liligaya ka at di na muling luluha pa
Ikaw ang kailangan ko at wala ng iba
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
Mamahalin kita at 'yan ay asahan mo
Walang katulad ang pag-ibig ko'ng inialay sa'yo
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
Mamahalin kita at 'yan ay asahan mo
Mamahalin kita higit pa sa buhay ko
akala nya matutulog na si doc jemalyn sa tabi nya after she reached the peak pero akala lang pala nya yun dahil sa hinila sya nito hanggang sa nakapatong na ang buo nyang katawan kay doc jemalyn at siniil ang mga labi nya then said, "you are now free to do what you wanted borja...just for tonight lang ah..."
tinitigan nya lang si doc jemalyn...
"yes, you heard it right, borj... you can make love with me just for tonight... i promise di na maulit yung kanina... kusa ko ng ibigay sayo ang buo kung katawan just for tonight kaya expect nothing violent reaction from me then..." doc jemalyn said while looking at doc borja's eyes then again siniil nya ang mga labi nito to tell her na she meant what she had just said...
at yun nga, tulad ng inaasahan naangkin nga ni doc izabella d. borja si doc jemalyn for the first time in her life... she did it in a gentle, romantic and intimate way in slow motion with caution na baka bigla na lang magbago ang isipan nito at aayaw na lang bigla kung di magustuhan ang ginawa nyang pag angkin sa buong katawan nito...
sa isip ni doc jemalyn habang dahan dahan syang mini make love ni doc borja, "i don't know why i made this happen borj... basta things changed in just a stare in your eyes... i saw one... i saw one in you after that..."
di lang sa pagkakataong iyon, nakita ni doc jemalyn sa one sa pagkatao ni doc borja... that was just only the beginning hanggang sa tuluyan na syang nahulog kay doc borja lalo na nang pati ang ang kambal nya ay binigyan din ng halaga nito at tinuring na kanyang tunay na mga anak...
tulad din ni doc jemalyn, kusa na lang na napalapit ang loob ng mga bata sa kanya nong inuwi na sya ni doc borja sa bahay ng mga magulang nya... they just had a talk and yun na rin ang simula na pinapasok nila sa buhay nila si doc borja...
when their mom asked them, they just said, we don't know mom... we just felt something na we knew her once in our lifetime... t1 and i just felt mama izabella in her... we just felt like we are with mama again... that's how you felt it too mom, right?
sa ngayon three years na silang getting closer and stronger... di man sila official na in a relationship but in action they were...
hatid sundo nya si doc jemalyn sa bahay at sa work pati ang kambal in going to school.
minsan kapag busy sa work si doc jemalyn, si doc borja na ang susundo sa kanila at sasabayan sa lunch time...
ang oras ni doc borja ay umiikot lang kay doc jemalyn, sa kambal at sa work nya as ka team ni doc jemalyn sa ospital bagay na nagpahulog ng loob ni doc jemalyn sa kanya...
nahulog sya alam nya dahil sa nakikita na nya ang worth ni doc izabella d. borja and not as because she saw one in her and she decided to make their relationship official but not without the permission of the twin and she had a talk also to liza... sinabi nya lahat lahat nong dumalaw sila sa puntod ni one kasama ang kambal at si doc borja...
for her, liza deserved to know the truth from her kaya sila lumipad pa new york.
naging official lang sila ni doc borja when liza gave her the blessing... sabi pa nya, "i knew she's the one who will most likely won a spot in your heart because she's always there for you and the twin while i was stucked here in new york for the sake of my siblings, for baby aiza and for the business just like baba... i was about to visit you in cebu months later you went home and to be with you for good and i'll do my best to prove to you how much i love you and how much i wanted to have a romantic rel with you mamu j but something unexpectedly happened which i can't just simply ignored. baby loves got sick with leukemia and akira had a problem too with her heart then that was it! i was stucked her... i even had little time to spend with the t's and on you on video calls... and a year later, i just found myself being in love with baby loves's hematologist... i just found it that her looks and her ways were exactly the same with you... and you are right mamu j that you are not the one for me... it's her in fact we're already engaged and our wedding will be this winter time... i hope you and the twin can attend our wedding. you can also bring your partner with you."
doc jemalyn: good to hear that kiddo! i am the happiest now that you found the one god made for you... by the way, how' baby aiza and akira?
liza: almost there to be declared free from their illness... hopefully it will be too soon, mamu...
nang papalapit na sina doc borja at twin sa kanila, napawika na lang si liza ng, "she's a good catch, mamu... somehow, she and baba had one thing in common, their eyes mamu j... am i right?"
doc jemalyn: i only noticed that when i went home with her in her condo... with just one stare, kiddo... a lot changed!
kwinento ni doc jemalyn ang nangyari nang sinamahan ni doc borja ang kambal na nanghingi ng something to eat...
liza: i think, baba's soul took over her body when she died mamu j... it was just my own point of view, okay? maybe that was the very reason of the sudden change of your feelings to her as well as the twin... you both saw baba in her because it was baba's soul mamu j...
doc jemalyn: do you believe on that, kiddo?
liza: yes! but i guess it would be just for the two of us... never share it to anyone for they might think we're insane believing on a thing that's too impossible to happen mamu j... it's kinda weird though but i think my instinct won't mislead me...
doc jemalyn: kiddo look! my hairs...
nagsitayuan ang hairs sa mga bisig ni doc jemalyn...
liza: see!
doc jemalyn: stopped it kiddo! she's not with your baba's soul...
liza: what have you noticed with her ways mamu j?
di sumagot si doc jemalyn but alam nya, it's similar to one... halos lahat na and even the way doc borja owned her that night... the feelings were the same with the way her one made love with her... napa shit na lang at napakagat labi si doc jemalyn matapos nag sinked in sa isipan nya na baka nga soul ni one ang pumasok sa katawan ni doc izabella d. borja and that will explain why nahulog sya nito...
liza: silence means yes, mamu j!
ngumiti lang si doc jemalyn sa sinabi ni liza...
liza: miracles do happen sometimes though! i am happy to know this fact mamu j and i won't worry about you and the twin not now not ever 'coz you are in good hands.
doc jemalyn: since that night kiddo, never did i felt i wasn't safe and uncomfortable... everything turned out fine and day by day my heart just contented of who i am with... and now i knew why... because of what your instinct told you so... it's just sinked in... her ways in all ways when i am with her... it's similar to your baba... the way she touched my skin... she caressed me...she cared for me and most especially the way how she showed her love to me kiddo... it's just like how your baba did it...
liza: your home mamu j... you are finally home with your one and only one, my baba. no wonder i was suddenly out of the picture and that's okay with me because i found mine too... once again, i'm sorry for the wrong actions i had made...
doc jemalyn: you are right kiddo... hey, let bygones be bygones... those are part of our life's lesson... we both learned from it and it happened so that we can be with the one who are meant for us...
yinakap na lang ng mahigpit ni liza si doc jemalyn sabay biro na hahalikan nya ito sa mga labi when she slowly met their lips kung kaya nahampas sya ni doc jemalyn sa balikat...
natawa na lang sila pareho at umayos nang nakita nilang parating na ang kotse kung saan sakay ang kambal at ang babaeng pinagtsismisan nila...
naniwala ba kayo nyan guys na it was one's soul na and no longer doc izabella d. borja's soul nong na revived sya ni doc jemalyn?
amping kanunay guys...