I woke up feeling dizzy, my head is spinning and I'm feeling like throwing up so I stand and go to the bathroom to throw up all I have eaten last night and I feel much better
I washed my face and had a toothbrush when someone knocked on my room door calling me..
It's Jungkook's voice, why is he here this early? I came out of the bathroom when I saw him standing at the door frame
He walked towards me worried written all over his face
"Are you alright?" He asks, he reach to hold my hands, I walk back to my bed
"Yeah, I think I feel better now than earlier"
He looks at me like he's thinking if he's going to ask me something
"You drink a lot last night and got wasted so I took you home, I slept on your couch when I heard you were throwing up so I came here
"Did I do something stupid last night? I'm sure I did something embarrassing. What did I say?" I ask even if there are little memories in me that happened last night
"I,. You... I mean we kiss and...We almost did the thing... And, how can I say this. Don't feel embarrassed about it, I truly understand why you did that and I feel ashamed of myself, I have no idea what happened to you or what lies she tells you about how to make me love you"
I look down feeling ashamed. Now he knows what I've been thinking to make him love me. Because of that stupid alcohol! I do things to him, how can I face him now?! Why am I even thinking? I shouldn't get myself drunk!
"Tae, I love you.. please! Believe me! I'll do everything to make myself worthy of your love. I'm sorry for all that I've done. We don't need to have sex or make love whatever you want to call it. I will love you nevertheless"
I look into his eyes and he's crying..
"It's not your fault, I didn't trust you enough, get jealous easily and chose to listen to someone, I believed her and accused you of cheating without even confronting you about everything. It's all my fault that's why we broke up of course you fed up and agreed to just break up with me"
"no, I'm not fed up with you.. sorry for making you feel like that. I didn't assure you enough. That's why you've been jealous and didn't take care of you. I'm sorry!"
We both kept quiet for a while and just stared at each other while crying and I felt so sorry
He wipes away my tears and hugs me eventually
"I love you Taehyung, I love you! Can we get back together? I need you Tae" he whispers to my ears...
"I think we should lay low, enjoy each other's company to know more?"
I ask even though I know it will be hard for me because I really like him. I love him
"sure.. I, ah... if that's what you like. I'm nothing against it. Just let me take care of you, just remember all what I've said. I'll never get tired of reminding you"
We hug one last time. I pulled back and look at him, he still have tears in his eyes
" We have classes to attend and we should get ready?"
" Yeah, I need to go home to get my things, I'll pick you up here. Wait for me?" He said hesitantly
" I think we should go separately, we'll just see each other later?"
" Yeah... I, am.. yeah, see you later. Just message me if you need something, anything!" He let go of my hands and take his leave, I heard the door being close and take a deep sighed
I should focus on something else and let destiny make its own way. If we are meant for each other it will happen. If it's not so be it.
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I reach my apartment and get ready for my classes, I wanted to pick her up and go to the University together but she denied it so I didn't insist
I will have a lot of time to be with her, we are group mates for that practical and I'll make sure she always feel safe around me..
I'm setting my alarm not to forget I need to meet up with that I.T. guy to get all the proof so I can make the next step for making Ria face the consequences she made. Mom's is calling me too asking what updates I have, she really wants Tae to visit her one of this days. Maybe I can convince her to come with me this weekend. I think there's nothing wrong with that
I drove to the University and before I parked the car I saw Taehyung getting out of the cab, she hurriedly walked fast to the hallway making way to the lockers
I get out of my car and run after her
And I saw her already talking to Yoongi while getting some books in her locker, I chose to go to my locker and try hard to hear what they are talking about but they are discreetly talking about something
I heard Yoongi saying thanks and taking his leave. I get my things and close my locker walking to her way to make a short conversation before going to class but I saw her talking again with a guy, I didn't get to see his face, he's facing his back to me so I leans back again in my locker waiting for her to end his conversation to this one guy
But to my surprise she walks away with that guy without knowing me seeing who he is. I follow them till we reach our room and the guy take his leave but before that I hear Tae giggles, I felt jealous. She's laughing with another guy
I need to know who is he
Tae walks inside the room but the guy stays in the door and calls her again. She turns around smiling
"Tae?"
"Hmmm?
" I'll see you later? You owe me a coffee" he smiles and wait for her response
" Yeah, see you later Bogum hyungie"
He walks straight ascending to the stairs in his left side and Tae sit on her chair. I had a glimpse of his looks on his side profile and I can say he looks good
I walk inside eyes on her and she's smiling opening a book to read while we wait for our professor
I take a sit behind her and whisper beside her head
" Hello Tae..."
She turned to look at her side and moved away when she saw how dangerously close our face is
"Hi.." she whispers back
"How's your head? Did you take the pills I left beside your table
"Yeah, I'm fine now.. thank you" she said shyly getting back to her book
"Don't mention it, I told you.. you can count on me from now on" I said with a soft voice while I'm so eager inside to know who is the guy she's talking to awhile ago
"Can we set a meeting with the other members to start the short story we need to do?" I thought to ask so she will tell me who is she will meet up later
"I'm sorry.. I can't. I'm going to have a coffee later with a friend" she simply say but I can feel she's smiling even though I'm sitting behind her
"who is that friend? Do I know her?" I intently say 'her' waiting if she will correct me
"Bogum hyungie, I just met him earlier" she softly said while flipping the pages of the book
" Who is he? " I ask further hoping she won't notice that I'm asking for more information from her about that guy. He is a good looking guy and hoping he's only a friend
"My hyung" she answers shortly
"Okay, I...amh.. enjoy?" I only said ending our conversation
" I will" she said without looking at me
Time pass and Taehyung seems excited to finish all of her classes. The bell rings and Jimin walks inside the room sitting in the chair beside Tae
He call her attention
" Tae, can you come with in the convenience store, let's buy some snack"
"sorry Jiminie but I'll be going to the cafe later, Bogum hyung has returned from his studies in London" she inform him excitedly
" Really? Have you seen him?"
" Yeah, I met him earlier. He's taking few units for his masteral degree" Tae smiles sweetly
" You've must really missed him huh?"
" Sort of! It's been years Jiminie!"
"okay, so.. I'll go ahead for my dance class. You take care! Call me if you need anything. Enjoy and give my regards to him" he said standing up from the chair glancing at me behind Tae
I wait for him to get out of the door before I walk out to run after him but I saw him leaning on the wall just outside our room
"I thought so, you will come after me to ask about him right?" He smirks
"And I expecting you to come with her to meet him up!"
"Why should I do that? She knows him more than I do, I just know him through her, were not even close"
I run my hands through my hair frustrated
"Who is he? You look confident and trusting that guy?!"
"You think? I know Tae since we were in junior high but that guy knows tae since grade school. Are you feeling threatened by him? I think you should... He's very nice and not even once I saw Taehyung cried because of him"
"Don't scare me like this, we're just going well now and this happens. You're not helping at all"
"Oh, do you need my help? I'll suggest you better work your ass off or maybe just forget about her because when it comes to him, even me are no match, you heard us right? I'm just asking her to come with me for awhile but she declined without second thoughts to think that I'm her bestfriend. What more for you? "
" She loves me.. I'll do everything to make her be mine again" that's the only thing I can say to him for now
I turn around to get back to the room and look at Tae that having a beautiful smile on her face. I wonder what's funny about that book she's reading
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I really don't know what will happen to this story, I'm just writing what comes in my mind. I hope you still enjoying this
Goodnight 🌃