Jimin's pov :
To say that I was embarrassed would be an understatement.
I was hurt. I felt like he didn't want me. He didn't feel the same way as I do. Laying on the same bed was a punishment when u could nit even touch the person I love.
But when he gave me a long kiss, then I realized that he wants us to wait. It was not that he doesn't feel the same way as me. I agreed with him. We slept in each other's arms.
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It's dawn. I was up early, it was the last day on the farm. I was very excited about it.
I saw Jungkook was still asleep and hugging me from behind me. Then I felt something was poking my thighs. I moved a little back so I could see what this is but I heard kook moaning.
He moved closer and I got dead still.
Is it really what I guess it is?
I tried to get away from him but he pulled me towards him and put his leg on me. Now his that specific part was more evident.
I could feel my face heat up.
My god, he will be very embarassed when he will realize what he is doing and in what situation he is in.
" Kook, I have to use toilet. Please remove your leg. " I told him.
" Umm... 5 more minutes, promise. " He snuggled in my back.
" No, I can't control for ome more minute. Leave me now. " I ordered
" Yes, you can control. " He said still with his eyes closed.
I didn't want to do this but you left me with no choice.
" Kook, your certain body part is poking me and it is really uncomfortable. So will you please release me from this torture? " I said.
He went still and in few moments he literally pushed me down the bed.
" Ouch, kook... It hurts. " I shouted.
" Sorry, sorry, sorry love. I'm very sorry " I laughed at his reaction.
He sat on the bed and jokingly glared at me when he saw I was making fun of him.
" I never thought that you are still going through your puberty. You still get a morning erection..... Hehehe..... It's fun.... Ouch. Quit hitting me Mr. Jeon Jungkook. " I yelled as he threw a pillow at me.
" It's not happy usually, Mr. Park Jimin. " He yelled back at me.
" Yeah, yeah.... If you say so. " He was ready to throw another pillow at me but I ran into the bathroom before that.
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We went to the remaining places on the farm. It was very big.
At last, we were at the lake. Seokjin hyung left us there. We were quietly standing there. I moved and sat on the bench, which was placed there.
. Kook came and sat beside me. It was almost twilight when we reached there.
I was tired of all the walking and talking so I put my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me.
We were looking at the sunset. It was calm and beautiful. I saw his other hand was on his knee. So I took his hand in mine.
His hand is bigger than mine. It was almost half of his side. I was playing with his long tender fingers.
" I like it, like this. " I said with his hands still on mine.
" What do you mean? What this? " He asked.
" This. Us. The way we are. What we have in between us. " I replied showing him our interlocked hands.
He just smile and gave my hand a little squeeze.
" I want us to just stay like this forever. " I said those words as in my way to tell him my feelings.
I looked at him, he was looking after, at the setting sun.
Did he hear it? Or not maybe. He is not saying anything.
Then his phone went off.
" Yes, we are on our way. Yes, please. " He answered the person.
" What happened? " I asked.
" It's almost time for our train. Let's go. "
We both went towards the house. Namjoon hyung was standing by the car with our bags in the back seat.
I saw seokjin hyung was also standing nearby. I went and gave him a side hug.
" If you get some time then, please visit us again. " He said.
" Sure, Hyung. I will miss your food. " I said.
We bid goodbye to Seokjin hyung and Namjoon hyung took us to the train station.
" I didn't see Tae there. " I said to no one in particular.
" He went out for some business. He told me to tell you to take care of yourself. " Namjoon hyung answered.
" Oh, okay. Tell him I said Thank you." I replied.
The whole journey went by sleeping. Kook woke me up when we reached our city.
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" Hey, mom. " I said entering the house.
" Hi, baby. I missed you so much. Did you take your medicines on time? And where is Jungkook? He didn't drop you here. " She asked so much in one go.
" No, mom. He left me just five seconds ago in front of our house . He was getting late so I didn't force him to come inside. " I said.
" Oh!. " Whith that, she went into the kitchen.
Noises were coming from the hall. I entered in there to find out that my uncle and aunt were there.
" Min... " Aerum came running to me.
" Hello, babydoll. I missed you so much. " I said.
" Hello everyone. " I waved at them.
" How was your trip , Min? " My aunt asked.
" It was awesome, aunt. " I replied. " Dad, I'm going to my room. I'm taking Aerum with me. " With that , I left them there.
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I changed into different clothes after freshen up. Aerum was going through my bookshelf.
I took my laptop to check out the pictures and videos. Tomorrow we will find out when we have to do the presentation.
We got a Monday holiday. So here I was laying on my bed with my laptop and cold drink in one hand.
I saw pictures of the station from where we started our journey.
" When will you marry Kookie oppa? " I chocked on the drink after hearing Aerum"s question.
" Why.... Why would you ask that? " I asked her.
" You said you will propose to him 2 years ago. " She said casually.
" What? When? Why? " I asked shocked.
" When I told you that I will marry him you said he is yours and you will propose him soon. That's why I gave him to you. " She said looking at something in her hand.
" You gave him to me? " I asked him.
" Yes, he was my boyfriend first. " She said. "Mom said you forgot something, then why don't you read this. You wrote so much in it maybe you will remember it. " She said showing me my diary.

It was my diary which I didn't read or written in for so long.
" Tell me more about him. " I asked her.
" We used to meed in the park everyday. You both sat on the bench while I played. Kook oppa used to take us to the idea cream parlour. " She said smiling.
" He is cute. " I whispered.
" He cried ; he cried very much the day you were first going to the hospital. I saw him sitting in the corner. Aunt scolded him and uncle told him to go and even slapped him but he didn't leave. " She said a little sad.
" Mom says that we never forget the people we love then how you forget him? I remember you told me that you live him. " My heart stopped beating after hearing that.
I didn't realize the flowing tears from my eyes. I wiped them away.
" Aerum love. I m feeling tired, can you go downstairs? " She just nodded and then left me alone.
I took my diary in my hands. It looks exactly like Jungkook's.
I think it's time to look into my past.
With that, I opened my diary..
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Hello lovelies.
I will come with the next chapter soon.