A/N
Just a heads up, the pov chapters will be named after the chapters from 'Meeting the Millers'
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I noticed that my sister wasn't here when I got up however I didn't really care to comment on it as she's probably with Carter. Honestly she's at his place more than ours half of the time, I won't even be surprised if they've had sex already.
Hayley: Are you kidding me
I frown as I read her random text. Lola comes into our room at right about the same time, "Hey Santi and I are helping with dinner you coming down?"
"Hold on" I murmur before texting back
Me: What?
Hayley: You took whore to another level
My phone then rings and I answer with confusion, "What in Gods name are you talking about" I scoff
"I'm talking about you giving my boyfriend a blow job in the girls locker room" She says annoyed
"Why the hell would I do that?"
"Look we both know it's no secret that you fuck whoever you want-
I sit up, "Yeah I fuck whoever I want and I can assure you that Nathan has never been on my hit list-.... Where are you even getting this information from?"
"Does it matter-
"The fuck? Of course it does" I scoff
"Look if you did then just own up-
"Has it even occurred to you that I haven't been in school?"
Hayley goes quiet for a few seconds and I roll my eyes as I lean back against my bed, "Exactly"
"Adri-
"And don't bother protecting, I know it was Bethany" I end the call before tossing my phone aside
People think I don't know what I'm like but I do. Ok I get it, my body count is high in numbers aswell as my head count however it hurts that one of my closest friends thinks that I could ever do her like that. People don't ever like to look at things from my point of view, I'm just.... Adri the slut.
The thing is no matter what I just don't ever see myself with someone and most of the time I don't even enjoy the sex I have, I just want to feel something. My first time wasn't even enjoyable, I was high and had to convince myself that I liked it, but then I'd hear all these stories from other people about how their first times were great or how making love was the best thing they'd ever done.... I swear even Enzo had a good first time, so of course I kept going so that I could at least try to experience what people were describing
Eventually my body count just started to increase and the whore label stuck around, I know there's no getting rid of it so I don't even bother getting mad about it anymore.
Dad eventually called me down for dinner, I'm not in the mood but I'm being forced anyway. Carmen surprisingly came back, she looks incredibly miserable and I think that that's her failed attempt of receiving attention. As she sits besides Lola dad looks around at us all, "Cualquiera que sea el problema que tengan entre sì, dèjenlos" He mostly looks at mom and I as he says this
-whatever problems you have with each other you need to drop them-
Mom doesn't bother responding and I smile a little, we're the pettiest and I love it. Food was getting passed around but Carmen didn't even touch a thing, she takes miserable to the next level. I too am also in a bad mood but you don't see me sulking like a kid, "Dramatic much" Santi mutters
"Right" I agree
"Eat" Dad says seriously
Matty tries to gives our sister rice but mom stops him, "She can do it herself"
I even catch Enzo giving her a look of warning. I say let her do what she wants, if she wants to make things worse for herself then that's not our problem.
"How's school been" Daniel asks
"Boring" Lola answers
"Speak for yourself" My twin says amused
I roll my eyes playfully, "Santi spends most of his time entertaining the girls"
Our older brother rolls his eyes
"Mi hija, hows the job going?" Dad asks
"It would be a lot better if I was actually allowed to go to work" Carmen says annoyed
Here we go
"Nobody said you couldn't work-
"Great so can I go?"
"No we're having dinner"
"You guys are, I'm not-
"How's Carter" Enzo suddenly asks
I frown at him, "You go to the same school, ask him yourself" She replies
"Ok that's the second time I've heard that name, who is he?" Daniel asks
Funnily enough, I don't get this same level of protectiveness when I mention a boy. "Carter Miller"
"Football team Miller?" He says surprised
Carmen does nothing but rest her head on the table, "You know what for once I approve"
"If this Carter is as great as you say he is then I'd like to meet him" Dad chimes in
I snort
"Good luck with that, Carmen loves to keep him to herself"
"Yes Adri we know it's hard for you to talk to one boy at a time but I honestly never thought you'd let your jealously show"
She thinks she's so funny
"And it sounds to me that your just mad nobody wants to fuck you anymore, your hips have gotten the best of you" I tut
And as if things couldn't get any worse, she decides to chuck Matty's glass of water right at my face. I scoff with shock and Santi widens his eyes, "Dije que no hay problemas!" Dad snaps at her
"She fucking started it!-
Without even thinking I toss my water right back and her hair goes from dry to wet within seconds, "Adri!" Dad shouts
My bitch of a sister gets up immediately and Enzo calls after her, "Carmen!"
"You know what Adri you can go to fucking hell!-
"I'll see you there!" I shout back as she heads up the stairs
"Carmen come back" Dad says seriously
Too late
We hear her door slam and I roll my eyes as I dry my face
"What's wrong with you?" Matty frowns
"We get it you love Carmen, you wanna hold hands with her and skip off into the sunset together-
"Your just jealous that your ugly-
"Bitch you're ugly-
"You didn't need to comment on her appearance" Lola says annoyed
I toss my napkin aside, "Oh what are you the hip police? She basically called me a whore and none of you said anything about it-
"Because you are" Matty scoffs
"No I'm not-
"Dear God" Mom mutters before heading to the front room tiredly
"You kind of are" Daniel agrees
"Not kind of, she is. You don't even know what your body count is" Lola replies
"Cry me a river-
"You literally started it-
"Both of you shut up" Enzo says annoyed
"Who the fuck was even talking to you" I scoff
"Your talking around me and that's the same thing-
"Your all mean" Matty says
"Grow up-
"Shut up!" Dad finally snaps
I raise my eyebrows a little as everyone goes quiet, that was a little shocking....he's never told us to shut up before.
"I asked God for respectful children"
Enzo narrows his eyes, "He might as well have given me none" Is the last thing dad says before walking away with disappointment
It was quiet after that, I think out of everyone I was processing what just happened the most..... why in Gods name was everyone so quick to jump onto Carmens side. I'm surprised that my siblings think I'm a whore too, Santi's the only one who didn't say anything but he might aswell have.
"Let's-.... Let's clear the table" Daniel says quietly
Matty goes up the stairs, we already know where he's headed. Seriously I don't even know what his obsession with our older sister is, he really favours her for some reason and I honestly don't see why.
As the rest of my siblings start to stack plates I head into the living room and mom eventually sits besides me after lowering the volume of the tv. "Why does everyone go after her" I ask whilst narrowing my eyes
"You mean Matty and Lola"
I finally look back at her, "Just because the others don't go to her it doesn't mean they're not on her side"
Mom keeps her eyes on the tv, "Celosamente es una enfermedad, mi hijo. You have nothing to worry about"
-jealousy is a disease my child-
Instead of replying I just continue to watch my brothers as they clean everything up, "Your not a whore Adriana"
"I'm not bothered about that" I mutter
She finally looks at me, "You are"
I don't reply and she looks back at the tv, I watch as the characters reflect in her eyes. "You just like attention"
"How'd you know" I ask quietly
Mom smiles a little, "Your my daughter. We share a few traits"
I sigh as I lie on her, "Hayley thinks I am" I murmur
"Si es una amiga de verdad, se dará cuenta de su error"
-if she's a real friend then she'll realise her mistake-
I hum in response as I watch the screen with her, "Mama, your pills" Daniel hands them to her and she takes them before he heads back into the kitchen
A vibration in the pocket of my jeans then causes me to frown and surprisingly mom doesn't even check curiously to see who's calling my phone..... any other day she would. The name on the screen surprises me, "Well don't just sit there, answer it" She tuts
"Your a witch" I scoff with shock
She waves me off with amusement and I get up before heading over to the stairs, "I wonder what else I'm being accused of tonight"
"Bitch-.... I just got into the biggest argument with Bethany. You were right, she's such an instigator-
I look back at mom and she simply winks
Some top notch manifestation
"Nathan probably has a small dick anyway, I'd never even think about going near it"
"Hey!" She laughs, I smile before closing my bedroom door.
Perhaps things aren't bad after all
*
I wake up to the sound of cluttering
I'm pretty sure it's like one in the morning so I have no idea as to why Lola chooses to rummage around now. I squint my eyes, "What are you doing"
"Have you seen my phone?"
"No just look for it later"
"I can't"
I roll my eyes with annoyance, "Have you apologised to Carmen yet?"
I snort, "No why would I"
"She hasn't come out of her room and so I think you should talk to her-
"You're so dramatic, she's lucky you guys even defended her"
Lola stands up helplessly, "Do you ever wonder why nobody rushes to defend you"
I narrow my eyes and she scoffs as if I should know already, "You're a bitch Adri"
"Well yeah..... I know-
"No but you don't. You're not like a bitch.... You're a bitch bitch"
I frown, "No I'm not.... I just tell the truth"
Lola crouches back down before looking around, "So then don't get mad when people do the same thing with you. You're a whore and that's facts"
I lay back down before muttering, "Rather be a whore than a disrespectful prick-
She breathes a sigh of relief after finding her phone on the floor, buried under piles of clothing. "Oh thank God"
I close my eyes, "Shut the light"