Poetry of a lost teen

By h1officail

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Based of random emotions More

you
thought were mine
I miss him
Taste
Scars
sorry
Heartbreak
why
tea break
breathing
fed up
my heart...again
i try
ink
fake smiles
that girl ud never notice
wake me up
i want to go back
grattitude
blood
seasons
rain
what more
ask yourself
my love
Her shine
Nothings right
drowning
take me back
her strength
illusions
Hopeless
today
if i
dear bestfreind
in war with myself
anti social
i miss her
at night
hands
i done it
play a card
you gave up
now
the feds last visit
my bsf rest in peace
how dare you
last night
came back...Again
question
be my boo
hit me
fight
save me
i dont know why
i lost myself
i want
who knew
its you
disguises
my aim
storm
a letter
diamonds
no longer
an answer yet to find
if i could say one last thing
if i wore
im a murderer
your love
choice
if i told you
busy
my story
...this ones for the boys
just because
pain beyond words
I guess im okay
who is she
im tired..again
knowing your you
I choose not to hurt
here we go again
im scared
in too deep
These scars
peace
deserving
im nobody
a letter..My love
the demons in my mind
thicker by now
physique
over powered
salty water
13.
failure
hoodies
she has no clue
far away
dark
Ease
Noticed
Red
Sunny days
Burning
8 years later
Right?
Thorny bush
For them
sanity
still here
Art
Unseen
Never enough
Please don't
Regret
My strength
Sweet as candy
No good
No where
Dreaming
I know why
If it weren't for you
It's ok
Quick fix
Structure
Another day
Imprisoned
She hated herself
A mess
Unhealed pain
A black hole
It doesn't go away
A monster
Help
You won't change
A fresh start
Hard to beleive
Forever
A ruined gym session
Tonight
Social anxiety
Flower garden
An open book
Joy

I want to be happy

45 6 0
By h1officail

I find myself worrying before I leave the house
What if they judge me
What if it hurts
What if I'm just too ugly
A given curse
I want to be pretty
I want to be slim
I want to be fare
I want clear skin
Just like those models
Who live comfortable and happy
I want to be enthusiastic
And loud and fun
I want to dress in colour
And smile at the sun
I want to be happy
I want to love myself
I want to love my deepest flaws
I want to be enough
I want to be happy
I wish id be happier
I want to be the colour yellow
Everyones favourite colour
~H1

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