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Insecurities kills the beauty of soul
when you turn yourself down
your value, talent and strength..
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"Rishu, will you get up now or not" pinky shouts at rishika
"Five more minutes please" saying rishika pulled her duvet over her
"Common yaar, what's wrong. You never be like this and now the time is eight yet you are not getting up added to that you had a tender meeting for a contract. Did you forgot or what.?" pinky asked while sitting beside her
Rishika keeps her head on her lap where pinky caressing her hair relaxing the nerves of rishika.
When rishu didn't said anything "wait are you nervous because of interview which you had today" pinky asked as suddenly something strike her while controlling her laugh.
"Don't laugh yaar, you don't know how nervous I'm" rishika pouted sitting on bed with crossed legs.
"The great enterpreneur of "livspace" who made a place in this busy city and stolen so many hearts with her pure nature is scared to give an interview." Pinky said
"Pinky" rishika huffed in annoyance and tried to explain
"Don't say the damn reason that you look curvy that you are so scared to sit infront of the camera and give the interview" pinky said sternly.
Pinky is rishika childhood friend where they bought up together with a zeal and made a strong bond that no one can separates and now working as her PA not as an assistant but as an advisor too in company but will behave a strict mom when comes with rishika insecurities.
They both stay near by as pinky got married five years back with Aditya who is rishika cousin.
Every day she comes here with her child veer and drops veer at baby care center thinking that he can meddle with others easily and goes to office back to their professionals.
"Damn, the man guts talk with dad and make me agreed instead of contacting me like a profession" rishika cursed the interviewer.
"Dont, because i still remember the way he begged you to give an interview but you being adamant didn't agree so with no option left he complained to dad" pinky said while folding the duvet
"Dare to take on his side" rishika warned
"Why, reyansh is right. Being you as elder sister showing your bossy instead of supporting him" pinky said
"Don't say as if i didn't supported him because i said I will guide if he wants to take interview of any public figure but he is hell bent to take mine as it will be first. And here you are supporting reyansh not me" risha complained back
"Didi, come on. Don't be rude. Get ready and come. I'm super excited today. About your reference, everyone can get their interviews but interviewing you is different. But sure I will take your help of reference but now get ready didi pretty please" reyansh requested who came just now.
"Ansh, think once. It's your first what if it didn't get to the mark an..
"Didi, did you started your dream thinking of getting success or trust you had on your hardwork. I don't know why my sister is thinking like that when she is the one who motivated me to grow with hard work" reyansh said where pinky agreed with reyansh and pushed rishika into the washroom to get freshen up
"How can I say that I want to hide myself from the world" rishika thought taking deep breath to calm herself..
'How long will you hide yourself from him' her inner self questioned back taking the little peace in her
'Im not hiding from him' rishika fought back.
"Don't lie to yourself atleast" her inner self mocked her
Shaking her head as if she is throwing her thoughts of her, went and stood under the shower where water started to drenching her where once again memories lined up mocking her fate letting the tears roll down freely.
After 30 minutes, rishika came back and got ready in white shirt with grey suit paired with black pumps. With little balm on lips leaving her hair for free by taking her bag and was all ready to go.
She took long breath and entered out seeing the room empty as pinky and reyansh left. So she straight away went to dinning table where sulochana prepared a toast with chocolate milk shake which is one of her favourite and without delay she grabbed her food and ran out as she is getting late.
Outside Ramesh kaka waiting while opening the car door, "kaka how many time i need to say..
"My child, if you start lecturing me you will be late for your work. Now come later evening you can lecture me" kaka said where rishu huffed
Soon they reached studio, with all the elegance rishika straight away walked along with her brother reyansh who was waiting for her sister at entrance.
"Hello everyone, welcome to winning heart. I know you people are so excited to meet our guest. Without any delay lets invite our chief guest and heart rob of inspiration to youth our sweet winning heart girl Rishika" reyansh said with smile but rishu can feel her heartbeat raise listening his voice.
All camera now focused on rishika making her nervous but soon covered with smile.
"Hello Rishika mam, welcome to our show" reyansh said with grin.
"Hello, you can call me rishika" rishika said with fake smile but soon her face turned to expression less as the same way she lead her life infront of everyone showing how strong she is.
"Sure. How are you feeling rishika, if I'm not wrong as this is your first interview" reyansh asked with excitement but inside he felt scared and thanked camera focusing on her.
"Nothing special, it just like another meeting" rishika said with stoic voice
"Are you not excited" reyansh asked with dull face but soon covered it up.
"First i never felt I'm too great or big person that someone to take my interview as I'm still learning" rishika said
"That's says your nature ground to earth rishika but to everyone you are role model who stood strong and placed yourself" reyansh said
"It's all because my parents my brother and my friends support who always motivate me to stand strong..
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"Finally, what you want to say to the people or youth" asked reyansh
"Every person change for loved ones but it can only recognised when the one loves them back.
So don't stay for someone to recognise and move on. One day the world search for you for your achievements" Rishika said with masking her emotions with expression less face.
"It's a great honour for us. Thank you so much for accepting our request and giving us your valuable time. thank you rishika" reyansh said while pulling his hand out for shake
Rishika smiled seeing the happiness of her little brother and shook back to him.
Rishika moved out as she is need to attend for meeting where reyansh ran behind her
"Didi, you are awesome" reyansh hugged her and squealed like a kid who got a favourite candy
Rishika smiled and caressed his face who just started his career, "okay come to dinner today and let me go baby brother" rishu teased.
Reyansh pouted cutely and huffed in annoyance but said "I'm not baby brother any way ask aunty to do prawn biryani" where rishu shook her head and left.
I'm Rishika, means knowledgeable. I don't know whether that name suits me or not but myself i feel like worthless that doesn't mean no one love me because to my mom, dad and my little brother, pinky I'm their life who supports me in very up and down.
Expect to them I'm nothing but my life had no meaning to my feelings practically no one care about my feelings because I'm CURVY. People give more attention towards success, fame, money. The more you success the more you recognised. In that I'm completely successful by gaining there attention but not love atleast from one person. I struggle to reach this high just to have a glimpse of one person on me. For love, appearance is important. People in my life shows their attention not love.
Sometimes I am extremely happy for my success because the people surrounded by me tries to gain my attention but at the same time I feel alone. My life has teach me every aspect that is where I learnt what is life. It's all about ups and down, but everything has its place. Either it is for wealthy person or a beggar or a person with smile on face or tears in eyes or a life filled with happiness or with sorrow. It's all about how we react or accept the things. Don't feel for anything that had happened because what happened in past can't be changed but thinking about the past effect the present and future. This is what the life is nothing will last forever even it is love or hate. It only depends on the one we interact.
I always wish to listen three words in my life that I can feel I'm not alone in this world of beautiful night at least for a time period.
Lonely night sings with me..
With the voice of broken heart..
The pain in love with you..
Tears are rolling down..
With faded smile of eyes..
In the dreams of twinkling stars..
With brightness of the moon..
Under the sheet of dark sky..
says the darkness of
Depressed soul of MINEE..
Soon with awful thoughts I reached to meeting hall about the tender which luckily i got. But need a final decision as many people are behind it to grab even in small chance
This contract not only bring the money but also a fame where it is a chance to make ourselves a brand to explore all the over the place.
The thought of expanding my work and this contract helps me alot. It's like a dream project to me for which i worked for all the nights to be here now.
More than me dad is so tense of it. As the time when he heard about the competition. He wished to have this contract. Infact he is one of competitor but not for me as he is in construction field and I belongs to interior designing field.
But last minute he lost the contract making me sad. Infact more than dad i was disappointed because i thought to work with dad but alas all my dreams got shatter but dad is so happy that i got and even gave bonus to their workers who looked at dad like 'what's wrong sir' but dad cared less.
Even though I stay away from my family still i care for them like they do. So now I'm super excited and seriously want to know who is the one got the contract as i need to work along with them.
Hope they are good and friendly. Wishing myself i entered into hall where people over here and there as there is still time to get the meeting start.
As soon as I entered dad engulf me with proud smile. I know seeing him i can say, they saw my interview.
"Dad you here" i questioned. It's been so long meeting them may be around year.
"What to do my daughter had no time to spend with old people" viswanath my dad said
"Dad, you know..
"I know but your mom is so angry and waiting down. So you are going to have a hard time" viswanath said
"What, mom is here?" Rishika asked in surprise.
"Wait dad,before that what you are doing here?" Rishika asked
"I don't know, these people called me asking for my presence here" dad shrugged his shoulder.
We keep on talking till the first alarm remind the meeting.
Everyone took their places which looked complete but still one chair is empty.
I was annoyed with their time sense and thinking to cancel the contract as i came to know I'm going to work with them.
How can be someone achieve something when there is no punctuality and i hate late..
If he comes final rang then okay. Just Just final rang that's it I'm not going to deal with them whoever it is because I can't put my people worth at stake because of some lazy ass.
That's when the door opened gracing a six feet person who dressed in grey suit which covered his perfect structured muscular body where his strong biceps ready to pop out even from that suits. How God how can someone manage like this. He looks nothing not less than a Greek god but his face is covered with light.
'Who he might be but why i feel like i know him. God why only me that you always find to send to me hell' rishika groaned mentally where the person with slow yet predating steps passing his strong aurora around him walked as if towards his prey that is when the person stood infront rishika taking her breath away...
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