Poetry of a lost teen

Structure

I'm breaking inside
And on the outside too
I don't think anyone really understands
To the extent I do
I'm lost and at any second now
I'm bound to give up and just break down
I'm close to the ending
The end is near
And I guess that's my worry
My main current fear
If I can't keep up with this
If I can't structure my life
I don't know how I'll do this
How I'll strive
~H1