Poetry of a lost teen

By h1officail

27.8K 2.3K 495

Based of random emotions More

you
thought were mine
I miss him
Taste
Scars
sorry
Heartbreak
why
tea break
breathing
fed up
my heart...again
i try
ink
fake smiles
that girl ud never notice
wake me up
i want to go back
grattitude
blood
seasons
rain
what more
ask yourself
my love
Her shine
Nothings right
drowning
take me back
her strength
illusions
Hopeless
today
if i
dear bestfreind
in war with myself
anti social
i miss her
at night
hands
i done it
play a card
you gave up
now
the feds last visit
my bsf rest in peace
how dare you
last night
came back...Again
question
be my boo
hit me
fight
save me
i dont know why
i lost myself
i want
who knew
its you
disguises
my aim
storm
a letter
diamonds
no longer
an answer yet to find
if i could say one last thing
if i wore
im a murderer
your love
choice
if i told you
busy
my story
...this ones for the boys
just because
pain beyond words
I guess im okay
who is she
im tired..again
knowing your you
I choose not to hurt
here we go again
im scared
in too deep
These scars
peace
deserving
im nobody
a letter..My love
the demons in my mind
thicker by now
physique
over powered
salty water
13.
failure
hoodies
she has no clue
far away
dark
Ease
Noticed
Red
Sunny days
Burning
8 years later
Right?
Thorny bush
For them
sanity
still here
Art
Unseen
Never enough
Please don't
Regret
My strength
Sweet as candy
No good
No where
Dreaming
I know why
If it weren't for you
It's ok
Structure
Another day
Imprisoned
She hated herself
A mess
Unhealed pain
A black hole
It doesn't go away
A monster
Help
You won't change
A fresh start
Hard to beleive
Forever
A ruined gym session
Tonight
Social anxiety
Flower garden
An open book
I want to be happy
Joy

Quick fix

30 3 0
By h1officail

I saw my physique changing
And it rlly changed this time
It curved in the usual directions
But wider
It hardened with muscle
And stronger
I've kept on lifting
And I'll stay consistent
But my main worry here
Is I don't feel it's different
I still feel sluggish
Still not upto my standards
The trouble here
Is I keep looking backwards
Forwards is the way to go
And so I need a fix
A quick fix
But it takes time
So time ill wait
~H1

Continue Reading

You'll Also Like

178 4 15
The life and times of a painfully miserable and unfortunate existence
107 3 112
a collection of thoughts read at your own risk
1.2K 94 8
โ ๐™– ๐™ฌ๐™š๐™š๐™ , ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™ž๐™ฉ. ๐™ž๐™› ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ'๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™š ๐™ข๐™š ๐™—๐™ฎ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ, ๐™ž๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง. โž ยป ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ถ...
4.8K 1.4K 170
*Trigger Warning* Suicide, cutting, depression, abuse, self harm, death etc. ~I didn't know happiness as well as I know sorrow โค๏ธ Stay strong โค๏ธ